well i was thinking it might just help general moods.
i don't get angry on comedown or anything. i just feel tired and everything bores me... you know that real... "i'm so fucking bored" feeling. but you're sitting there with the xbox control in hand, and cbf putting a game on.
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i was hoping with that little push from 5htp it could put me in a better mood, and therefore eliminate my idea of a meth /shards comedown.
i do use the glucose-meth mix.. but not too often.used to be hooked on it, now its a once a month type thing if that.
generally its rocks of meth with a little caff as cutter for me.
i then crush and rail it
the tolerance issue i'm talking about with pills.
i figure that if theres more serotonin to release then i'll need to take less.
but when you encounter large amounts of pills. it's hard to not eat many.
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pills seemed to more commonly contain mdma, this had me depressed after a good year and a bit of constant use.
i was prescribed an anti depressant.
efexor i think. it basically replenished my serotonin and the md honeymoon was back for me for a little while
since then i go through phases and cycle my drugs from week to week, then mix them in
but the ideal hope is remove the general "bleh" from the shards comedown.
and of course have more serotonin to release when i do drop a pill.. rather than eating 10 in a night and getting less than someone doubling up.
but yeah, still using the 5htp daily
what i've noticed is reduced appetite today, had an awesome sleep last night
and i've had 3 beers and im giggly and happy.
and i'm about 6'3" and 105kg or so.
so it's not like i'm small and petite.
i do see what you mean tho.
even if it's a psychological placebo effect. i'd be content
[Edit- This is a harm reduction website, please think about that before posting stories of your binges. lil angel15]