23/10/2011 - 4-FA, Alcohol
17:31 - 128mg taken (128mg total) (4-FA)
20:14 - 104mg taken (232mg total) (4-FA)
00:50 - 1 Magners (440ml, 4.5% )
01:11 - 1 Kopparberg (500ml, 4.5% )
Notes:
15:00 - Last ate
All doses taken orally
20mg Cipralex taken daily
96 days since last stim (JGG, JWG)
21:26 - 500mg Magnesium
21:40 - 1/2 teaspoon Cayenne Pepper
01:13 - 500mg Magnesium
01:47 - 250mg Magnesium
17:30 - Yesterday had quite a bad sore throat, today its
still slightly there
17:31 - Powder dissolved very readily in water, tasted
bitter
17:35 - Powder is a sort of gray powder, with the powder
having the texture of sand. It smells slightly like
marzipan
17:39 - A bit nervous, though not too much as Ive done
my reading and know this drug has very little to do with
serotonin, which is always my main concern for
serotonin syndrome
17:43 - Palms are sweaty, quite anxious, definetly feel
butterflys in my stomach, need to poo again (just went
15 mins ago)
17:44 - 116bpm, quite strong butterflys in stomach, just
had a nice stretch
17:45 - Need to stick music on, butterflys reducing a
bit
17:47 - Hands a bit shakey, strong butterflys, need to
poo, not too speedy though, which is nice
17:48 - Some tingles, butterflys reducing again, moving
to the music a bit
17:51 - Feel a bit relaxed and cold
17:52 - Need to poo reducing, though I wouldn't mind
indulging myself
17:53 - 84bpm
17:56 - Heart stuff seems to be increasing, feel warmer
18:00 - Need to pee
18:01 - I have a warmth in my belly
18:02 - Im happy and chatty, not massively euphoric, but
in a nice natural way. Like slightly better than I
would feel on a good day
18:03 - BRB, going pee
18:06 - No trouble urinating, feel a bit floaty and slow
, very relaxed. Eye sight is slightly foggy at the sides
, no pupil dilation
18:15 - Slight need to pee
18:16 - Very talkative, some short-term memory problems,
sore throat seems to be pretty much gone. Throat is
slightly dry
18:17 - Music sounds nice too, Im moving quite a bit to
it
18:22 - Fingers are icecold, some empathy
18:23 - Going to pee
18:27 - A fair bit of trouble urinating, also pood, some
jaw tension
18:28 - A bit chilly, put on a jumper and slippers
18:29 - Starting to feel more stimulated, can feel an
increase stress/feeling in my chest
18:39 - 80bpm, chest feels a bit uncomfortable, just
like Im not breathing enough or something
18:48 - I feel quite logical and mentally clear
19:07 - Short attention span
19:15 - Time is going quite slow, minor jaw tension. I
keep sucking on my tongue. May take some magnesium soon
19:31 - Need to pee
19:35 - Struggled to start peeing, but it was ok once it
got going. Feel slightly hungry, small urge to redose
19:43 - Feel a bit horny
19:51 - Im less aware of my joint pains
20:08 - Good feelings are going, don't feel as talkative
20:10 - Im very tempted to dose some more
20:20 - Throat hurting a bit more, having a soother
20:30 - Head feels foggy, short-term memory getting
worse
20:31 - Hands are shaking a bit
20:32 - Pain at the back of my right knee. Upon further
inspection I see both my knees are purpley
20:34 - There seems to be a buzzing in my ears
20:35 - Going to urinate
20:38 - No problem peeing, put on dressing gown because
Im cold
20:41 - Chest feels a little weird
21:08 - Tingles in my face/head
21:20 - Chest feels a bit fluttery, Im a bit nervous but
my heart rate is very normal, so Im not too fussed. My
chest feels sort of toxic and heavy like at the end of a
stim session
21:30 - Chest feels less toxic and heavy
21:35 - Tingely head. Head feels fuzzy, vision slightly
off too
21:46 - I was just urinating but when I went to wipe the
tip of my penis there was a little bit of a thick white
liquid which looked exactly like sperm. Also, my
testicles hurt/ache a little bit. And though I just
urinated, it still feels like I need to go
21:50 - Legs feel quite heavy
21:53 - Pain in the right side of my head, like a
headache
22:03 - In hindsight I definetly regret redosing. From
now on I shall just stick to one dose in a session
22:29 - Feel very slightly nauseous
22:31 - Just realised I have slight headache due to
brightness of screen
22:34 - Going toilet
22:38 - No trouble urinating, really dry mouth and
throat
22:53 - Slight urge to redose, but I can easily ignore
it
23:45 - 0 problems urinating, pupils slightly dilated,
very dry mouth
23:52 - Feel slightly horny
00:11 - Im bored, I don't feel like doing anything or
talking to anyone. But I know I won't be able to sleep
yet
00:40 - Going to attempt to wank
00:42 - Struggling to get hard
00:45 - Wasn't too difficult to acheive orgasm, though
the bit from starting to feel it and come actually
coming out took ages in an annoying way
01:22 - Feel a bit down
01:55 - Bed
Notes:
I got no sleep at all. I felt like I could sleep, but I
couldn't. I had a 41mg pick-me up before going to work.
At work all day I felt utter shite. My mouth was really
dry all day, I had a horrendous headache. I was eating
ibuprofen like they were sweeties and it only lessened
my pain slightly. I regret redosing, the redose didn't
add much, it just extended the stimulation and made it
difficult getting to bed. If you must try on a work
night dose no later than like 5pm. Walking to work I
think I almost fainted. Everything went really bright
and I couldn't hear anything due to a loud rushing in
my ears. I had to stop walking and lowered my head so as
to stop me presumably collapsing.
Heart Rate (BPM):
Resting Heart Rate = 100 (17:35)
Most likely due to nerves, normally in 70s
18:00 = 84
18:30 = 76
19:00 = 76
19:30 = 72
20:00 = 80
20:30 = 72
21:00 = 76
21:30 = 72
22:00 = 76
22:30 = 76
23:00 = 80
23:30 = 76
00:00 = 80
00:30 = 76
01:00 = 76
01:30 = 72
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17:31 - 128mg taken (128mg total) (4-FA)
20:14 - 104mg taken (232mg total) (4-FA)
00:50 - 1 Magners (440ml, 4.5% )
01:11 - 1 Kopparberg (500ml, 4.5% )
Notes:
15:00 - Last ate
All doses taken orally
20mg Cipralex taken daily
96 days since last stim (JGG, JWG)
21:26 - 500mg Magnesium
21:40 - 1/2 teaspoon Cayenne Pepper
01:13 - 500mg Magnesium
01:47 - 250mg Magnesium
17:30 - Yesterday had quite a bad sore throat, today its
still slightly there
17:31 - Powder dissolved very readily in water, tasted
bitter
17:35 - Powder is a sort of gray powder, with the powder
having the texture of sand. It smells slightly like
marzipan
17:39 - A bit nervous, though not too much as Ive done
my reading and know this drug has very little to do with
serotonin, which is always my main concern for
serotonin syndrome
17:43 - Palms are sweaty, quite anxious, definetly feel
butterflys in my stomach, need to poo again (just went
15 mins ago)
17:44 - 116bpm, quite strong butterflys in stomach, just
had a nice stretch
17:45 - Need to stick music on, butterflys reducing a
bit
17:47 - Hands a bit shakey, strong butterflys, need to
poo, not too speedy though, which is nice
17:48 - Some tingles, butterflys reducing again, moving
to the music a bit
17:51 - Feel a bit relaxed and cold
17:52 - Need to poo reducing, though I wouldn't mind
indulging myself
17:53 - 84bpm
17:56 - Heart stuff seems to be increasing, feel warmer
18:00 - Need to pee
18:01 - I have a warmth in my belly
18:02 - Im happy and chatty, not massively euphoric, but
in a nice natural way. Like slightly better than I
would feel on a good day
18:03 - BRB, going pee
18:06 - No trouble urinating, feel a bit floaty and slow
, very relaxed. Eye sight is slightly foggy at the sides
, no pupil dilation
18:15 - Slight need to pee
18:16 - Very talkative, some short-term memory problems,
sore throat seems to be pretty much gone. Throat is
slightly dry
18:17 - Music sounds nice too, Im moving quite a bit to
it
18:22 - Fingers are icecold, some empathy
18:23 - Going to pee
18:27 - A fair bit of trouble urinating, also pood, some
jaw tension
18:28 - A bit chilly, put on a jumper and slippers
18:29 - Starting to feel more stimulated, can feel an
increase stress/feeling in my chest
18:39 - 80bpm, chest feels a bit uncomfortable, just
like Im not breathing enough or something
18:48 - I feel quite logical and mentally clear
19:07 - Short attention span
19:15 - Time is going quite slow, minor jaw tension. I
keep sucking on my tongue. May take some magnesium soon
19:31 - Need to pee
19:35 - Struggled to start peeing, but it was ok once it
got going. Feel slightly hungry, small urge to redose
19:43 - Feel a bit horny
19:51 - Im less aware of my joint pains
20:08 - Good feelings are going, don't feel as talkative
20:10 - Im very tempted to dose some more
20:20 - Throat hurting a bit more, having a soother
20:30 - Head feels foggy, short-term memory getting
worse
20:31 - Hands are shaking a bit
20:32 - Pain at the back of my right knee. Upon further
inspection I see both my knees are purpley
20:34 - There seems to be a buzzing in my ears
20:35 - Going to urinate
20:38 - No problem peeing, put on dressing gown because
Im cold
20:41 - Chest feels a little weird
21:08 - Tingles in my face/head
21:20 - Chest feels a bit fluttery, Im a bit nervous but
my heart rate is very normal, so Im not too fussed. My
chest feels sort of toxic and heavy like at the end of a
stim session
21:30 - Chest feels less toxic and heavy
21:35 - Tingely head. Head feels fuzzy, vision slightly
off too
21:46 - I was just urinating but when I went to wipe the
tip of my penis there was a little bit of a thick white
liquid which looked exactly like sperm. Also, my
testicles hurt/ache a little bit. And though I just
urinated, it still feels like I need to go
21:50 - Legs feel quite heavy
21:53 - Pain in the right side of my head, like a
headache
22:03 - In hindsight I definetly regret redosing. From
now on I shall just stick to one dose in a session
22:29 - Feel very slightly nauseous
22:31 - Just realised I have slight headache due to
brightness of screen
22:34 - Going toilet
22:38 - No trouble urinating, really dry mouth and
throat
22:53 - Slight urge to redose, but I can easily ignore
it
23:45 - 0 problems urinating, pupils slightly dilated,
very dry mouth
23:52 - Feel slightly horny
00:11 - Im bored, I don't feel like doing anything or
talking to anyone. But I know I won't be able to sleep
yet
00:40 - Going to attempt to wank
00:42 - Struggling to get hard
00:45 - Wasn't too difficult to acheive orgasm, though
the bit from starting to feel it and come actually
coming out took ages in an annoying way
01:22 - Feel a bit down
01:55 - Bed
Notes:
I got no sleep at all. I felt like I could sleep, but I
couldn't. I had a 41mg pick-me up before going to work.
At work all day I felt utter shite. My mouth was really
dry all day, I had a horrendous headache. I was eating
ibuprofen like they were sweeties and it only lessened
my pain slightly. I regret redosing, the redose didn't
add much, it just extended the stimulation and made it
difficult getting to bed. If you must try on a work
night dose no later than like 5pm. Walking to work I
think I almost fainted. Everything went really bright
and I couldn't hear anything due to a loud rushing in
my ears. I had to stop walking and lowered my head so as
to stop me presumably collapsing.
Heart Rate (BPM):
Resting Heart Rate = 100 (17:35)
Most likely due to nerves, normally in 70s
18:00 = 84
18:30 = 76
19:00 = 76
19:30 = 72
20:00 = 80
20:30 = 72
21:00 = 76
21:30 = 72
22:00 = 76
22:30 = 76
23:00 = 80
23:30 = 76
00:00 = 80
00:30 = 76
01:00 = 76
01:30 = 72
Tagged by bindingaffinity
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