I haven't posted in a few years, however I've been back and forth with using fairly reasonable amounts of 3-fpm from 2016 to current. 2016 to 2017 was more of a weekend thing where each weekend me and the next partner would get 3.5 G and primarily intranasal usage between the both of us over a weekend as we work professional jobs through the week and wanted to avoid the more dangerous and life damaging stimulants that are more common in my area (meth primarily). I'd also use a lot of MPA for a lot of 2016 in early 2017 until I got one of those "love letters" from the cdsa but anyways, back to 3fpm. 2018 to 2020, I had down to my 350m usage quite a bit and primarily went for a different direction for my primary stimulant usage which was N-Methyl Cyclazadone do a chain mix primarily with F-Phenibut while always keeping around etizolam. (I'm prescribed 1mg clonazepam per day since 2015, so additional benzos are always necessary for me). Also, I have been using phenibut essentially daily since 2014 which is its own story but, I do find it synergizes amazingly with any stimulating and any other substance truly. For 2018-2020 I was primarily using F-Phenibut but then backed down to classic OG phenibut due to some very and I mean uniquely insane withdrawal (ie. Vision/dreamstates lasting to which lifetimes of experiences took place in a matter of a day or two and these were beyond anything I've even read case reports of) This is off topic and deserves a whole other thread as I'm already getting off track here, so I apologize. Lol
Back to 3-fpm, during the earlier. It's me and my partner are primarily using it and often for sexual situations as I am a member of the gay scene to which "PNP"(party and play) ie. Sex drug hookups straight up are extremely common but extremely oversaturated with methamphetamine abuse, to which I hate that substance for sex and essentially else.
I've been using recreational stimulants fairly regularly but within functional life management abilities since 2004 and I still can't appreciate that substance. For the best I learn more with everyday! Lol.
Anyways, not only since 2016 have I learned that 3-fpm just seems to literally be the most pro sexual substance overall, in a situation like gay hookup culture vs. meth or while you are on 3 fpm and the partner's on meth, you not only find significant differences, to which three fpm is much more fulfilling but, I have also noticed it seems to have a more disinhibiting effect but not to the point of making decisions when does not want to make but to which I mean quite flatly, there has never been a straight friend who I've had a 3fpm get together with who did not decide to try the other side of things and in the end, really enjoyed and recurred and often decided to take further trips down that side of things.
Not only a few occasions and more so recently, I have attempted more IV administration and on a few occasions I have tempted social experiments with iv users I know of meth to which I have not had sexual interactions with and know have not attempted sexual activity during activities of methamphetamine usage, I have offered 3fpm and it's truly been not only the best received for its high for them (I find regular meth users hate the nasal administration of 3fpm, won't use oral, vaped isn't effective at much to provide its value, however IV turns that tide.
Sexually and substance interest wise, I have had several amazing experiences.
I should add a little background that, ever since 2016 when I first started the RC reboot (I was using bzp/tfmpp back in 04/06 when I was 18-21 then phased out of the scene till 2016). During 2008 to 2009, my ex had unfortunately due to my bad decision making, tried methamphetamine for his first time and became addicted and due to him having a vehicle was able to work with helping the dealer at the time get stock and get free substances. It caused quite a serious situation where, I was not a fan of that substance but due to the relationship I stuck around through it and participated but it caused a rock bottom situation late and rock bottom occured. We don't get it successfully without any third party intervention and actually tripled our incomes over the next two years and you got her selves together and did really well. We didn't double with any more illicit substances and it wasn't until 2016 while working in my well-paying office job with not a lot of work to do that I started doing some Reddit research for ketamine analogs and ran into a few things to which 3fpm quickly caught ourr eye. As we realize that we would be able to functionally manage using this as a weekend warrior situation and also for events etc, it was quite a relief to which we could have a little bit of the past we enjoyed without destroying the path of success we rebuilt for ourselves. In the process of this we became a little bit of a Jesus complex and as we met people who used other drugs, those to which you would be willing to try ours which also included MPA at the time, we would have social situations with and often sexual situations and felt proud to be almost able to show the world a better substance which was here, legal, clean and could achieved all the beneficial effects plus more with their own unique effects. We had a bit of a social group as well to which followed along with this and being in Canada where these are much less common in a overall setting, it felt a little bit like being a member of a unique side culture. So yes, during these situations to which most of the gay population who uses PNP which usually in this area involves meth, G and poppers pretty much only, it is an enigma of sorts and as I always include phenibut with 3fpm and keep etizolam around, it just fits a much more balanced platform to work with and ensuring you have the ability to shut down as well. That's a big problem with the methamphetamine use that goes on is that people never know how to shut it down and the sketchiness goes wild. Thankfully phenibut is also known for its work on the TAAR1 receptor to reduce the negative psychological direction Simmons can lead, especially during longer periods. The top of this off the sexual experience of 3 fpm versus methamphetamine is unique in which it is much mood orirented, conversation involved, friendly, you can actually "bust" and more than once, to which meth tends to become a multiday blue balled "edgefest" of the likes to which feel like endless purgatory and end in a crankiness overload to which reminds me of the sexual frustration blue balls from when we were 16 lol.
Anyways, I covered a few aspects here but, well it can be difficult to even get some people to surprisingly try this fantastic compound during these situations as I do not understand why someone would be so comfortable with meth from the Sinaloa cartel that has made half of the downtowns of our country homeless and also co-addicted to fentanyl, simply trying something that is completely capable of fulfilling essentially all aspects of what one would actually desire out of a meth high if needed based upon dose and administration, I just can't comprehend anyways, to which those that have been willing to experience I have made several converts or at least those to which sing praises to the capabilities that this has offered them.
Earlier in the days, I was hoping to help to turn the tide as the PNP scene is becoming and sadly so, a very sad situation as the entire gay population with the hookup culture is now becoming so sexually codependent with methamphetamine as well as it's overall addictions and it's the sharing Life after Life all for what was initially just something to make the sexual situation better. When you come at it from 3fpm side, I can now appreciate that I have definitely lack of desire to have sexual scenarios without substance involvement to some degree, however I can go months without 3fpm and I could go forever without it but I like that about it.
It's always felt wrong to going to a substance with the idea that you want to use it to accessorize the situation you are in but then you see people who try this with meth and no matter the situation, it quickly forces that individual to turn the tide and the acquisition and usage of meth becomes the primary goal to which all other situations that you want to accessorize become secondary.
I'm trying to vocalize this a little bit more professionally rather than the plane out but I'm pretty sure we can all read between the lines here and degree if we've been a part of anything, even if not within the gay scene and even if you remove some of the sexual connotations I added, I'm sure you can totally appreciate where I'm coming from. I used to try and use the substance to hopefully lure people away from meth knowing that if even this one of countless alternatives is available that can achieve not only what you are looking for from the one but has incredibly stronger capabilities in a lot of aspects without the negatives, that should feel so freeing. I have been around people who've been using methamphetamines since 2004 and it seems to keep growing and I don't know if it's by the grace of God that I don't have the affinity for it where I have used it on occasion but every time I hate it more and more and refuse to go near it due to countless reasons to which it's negative energy just is too much and not just the come down alone. I just really wish that the world was a little bit different and that substances like this could be experienced by more and hopefully help to save the lives of those in the cultures that are not going to go away. For example, the PMP community and for years now with its involvement in math has created a huge situation within the gay community that is now methamphetamine addicted, the sexual impacts to which can require their own instead of therapy to which is now available in many gay communities where there are specific sexual therapy post recovery from methamphetamine due to how seriously it's destroyed that part of the culture. People went in to try a little fun and in the end they can do it without it and that's one of the biggest reasons why many cannot quit it and stay within that scene.
3fpm isn't perfect and I'm not advocating it's widespread usages a replacement for sexual stimulation based drugs but, it works and it doesn't drag you down a rabbit hole that you can't get out of. It just makes the experience better, you enjoy yourself and you stay uplifted and six years later, I'm played a major impact on any positive parts of my life, sexual development, relationship development, being able to avoid the temptations around me of the illicit substances and the dangers of becoming to deeply within those circles. It's kind of kept me on the sidelines through this whole long period to which I've been able to participate and a lot of the PNP situations as a 3rd party member. Lastly I must add, there is something truly unique about being on one substance in a room when other people are on others and just self-assessing the room and the energy as the experience goes on realizing the differences and with 3fpm higher sense of positive energy, communication, peaceful giddy mood and comfort, it can be a truly interesting experience that would only be better with a co-pilot LOL.
