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simstim

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Smoking herb made me feel a lot higher. I'm still getting rushes and having eye wiggles. Lol. What the heck was I thinking last night? I really think I must've been drunk to drop 720mg all at once like that.
 

simstim

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My theme from last night, lol.
Kmfdm
Amnesia

I actually remember watching that video.
I don't expect this to be too popular here, but there's something sexy about a chick with short black hair, in a short black leather outfit singing German industrial, lol. Who's with me?

Who's rolling tonight?? I'm taking the night off after my blackout roll from two nights ago that was dosed so high I was up until this morning.

It occurred to me to get some more pills when I reupped marijuana earlier bc my herb man is my x man, too, but figured I should probably hold off for a minute.
 

Innerpeace

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What I see in this thread is abuse. Plain ignorance. You have these tools at your disposal to use safely and enjoy this yet what I see recently in this thread at least a couple of you are abusing

Did I abuse 20 years ago? Yes nothing like I've seen recently so many people posting how many milligrams you took in a night. Or comparing my used to someone else's 20 years ago. Makes mine looks like child's Play and I feel very strongly that I abused it I used about 30 nights in about 7 months the most I've used in a night was two and a half pills one night I use one and a half the rest I used just one. Some of these were triple Sec so it's possible they were as high as 225 mg but I really don't know they may have been 150. The abuse is absolutely ridiculous and it makes me want to stay away from this forum and until someone changes my mind that these high doses are fine to use I feel very strongly about this
 

simstim

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What I see in this thread is abuse. Plain ignorance. You have these tools at your disposal to use safely and enjoy this yet what I see recently in this thread at least a couple of you are abusing

Did I abuse 20 years ago? Yes nothing like I've seen recently so many people posting how many milligrams you took in a night. Or comparing my used to someone else's 20 years ago. Makes mine looks like child's Play and I feel very strongly that I abused it I used about 30 nights in about 7 months the most I've used in a night was two and a half pills one night I use one and a half the rest I used just one. Some of these were triple Sec so it's possible they were as high as 225 mg but I really don't know they may have been 150. The abuse is absolutely ridiculous and it makes me want to stay away from this forum and until someone changes my mind that these high doses are fine to use I feel very strongly about this
Interesting...I was kinda drunk and took too much MDMA the other day while drunk. Possibly 720mg if my press is on par with drugsdata.

Are you offended? Scared? I don't understand your post.
 

simstim

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I mean isn't bluelight supposed to be a safe place to post without judgement? I've binged grams and grams of MDMA in the past months, so do I need to feel particularly guilty for some reason or something? Should I be ashamed at my lack of self control? What makes you so high and mighty? I like to roll my fucking ass off. Welcome to the MDMA social thread.
 

simstim

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Generally people come here who like to roll and not to judge.
 

Innerpeace

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No one said anything about high and mighty

Scared of what your giving yourself brain damage and overdosing?

You're setting a bad example for people. Yes you have lack of discipline and if it hasn't already it will catch up with you. Who doesn't like to roll , you'll soon realize after you've fucked it up for yourself that it's not special anymore and it becomes sad to be dependent on this to feel good, soon you'll start feeling bad while rolling, I ve been there

You need other purposes and interests that cause serotonin release rather than solely relying on an entactogen

It could be doing a bodybuilding competition ,saving a certain amount of money, investing something to work forward to

Yes you're being extremely irresponsible, setting a.negative example to people think oh he did it, I can do it and get away with it, and yes ,stupid
 

Innerpeace

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Interesting...I was kinda drunk and took too much MDMA the other day while drunk. Possibly 720mg if my press is on par with drugsdata.

Are you offended? Scared? I don't understand your post.
Never take any MDMA while drunk. Drunk causes poor judgement as it is
 

Innerpeace

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Should I be ashamed at my lack of self control? What makes you so high and mighty? I like to roll my fucking ass off. Welcome to the MDMA social thread.
No guilt trips here, no. You need to take a long long break as in at least twelve months or longer
 

simstim

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No one said anything about high and mighty

Scared of what your giving yourself brain damage and overdosing?

You're setting a bad example for people. Yes you have lack of discipline and if it hasn't already it will catch up with you. Who doesn't like to roll , you'll soon realize after you've fucked it up for yourself that it's not special anymore and it becomes sad to be dependent on this to feel good, soon you'll start feeling bad while rolling, I ve been there

You need other purposes and interests that cause serotonin release rather than solely relying on an entactogen

It could be doing a bodybuilding competition ,saving a certain amount of money, investing something to work forward to

Yes you're being extremely irresponsible, setting a.negative example to people think oh he did it, I can do it and get away with it, and yes ,stupid
I've been rolling 18 years now and am not some kid, come on. I take doses that match my tolerance.

You've got the socialist, mind control, I know better than you because you're too stupid to care for yourself mindset for sure.

Not something I'm cool with. I've got blotters right now that say "fuck the new world order". How does that make a control freak like you feel?

I'll do what I want with my body and report the results. If you wanna repeat the experiment that's your right.
 

Innerpeace

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I've been rolling 18 years now and am not some kid, come on. I take doses that match my tolerance.

You've got the socialist, mind control, I know better than you because you're too stupid to care for yourself mindset for sure.

Not something I'm cool with. I've got blotters right now that say "fuck the new world order". How does that make a control freak like you feel?

I'll do what I want with my body and report the results. If you wanna repeat the experiment that's your right.
Actually I'm right wing , as in capalism but ok

How does that make me feel? Well I think you think people are out to control you which sounds like paranoia and the fact you re not acknowledging that you've taking drugs way too far and irresponsible

Do as you wish fry your brains then that's your choice, sounds as though they're already fried though , I won't waste anymore time.on you you already have your mind made to keep abusing entactogen s and psychedelic s
 

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Actually I'm right wing , as in capalism but ok

How does that make me feel? Well I think you think people are out to control you which sounds like paranoia and the fact you re not acknowledging that you've taking drugs way too far and irresponsible

Do as you wish fry your brains then that's your choice, sounds as though they're already fried though , I won't waste anymore time.on you you already have your mind made to keep abusing entactogen s and psychedelic s
I just don't understand coming on someplace like bluelight and trying to make people feel ashamed. Do i set a bad example, yes, but this is a drug forum. I report my honest drug experiment results. I hope most people will follow more traditional MDMA dosing regimens than mine. Especially if they don't have a tolerance.
 

simstim

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Actually I'm right wing , as in capalism but ok

How does that make me feel? Well I think you think people are out to control you which sounds like paranoia and the fact you re not acknowledging that you've taking drugs way too far and irresponsible

Do as you wish fry your brains then that's your choice, sounds as though they're already fried though , I won't waste anymore time.on you you already have your mind made to keep abusing entactogen s and psychedelic s
I think the only people trying to control me is you and that's not paranoia.

I acknowledged in my posts taking way too much MDMA and blacking out. Just reporting facts here. Not suggesting people take a similar amount.

Capitalism has nothing to do with the concept of socialism in this context. You are telling me that you know better than I know myself and that's purely a socialist idea that you or society can dictate to me what is correct.
 

simstim

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This is supposed to be a social thread for people who like rolling. Wtf Is up with all this guilt and shame trip shit? Yes I roll a lot on high doses. What the fuck is it to you? We're supposed to be enjoying talking about rolling and enjoying good times together, possibly rolling. I would never even think of criticizing you for posting that you are rolling too often or that your doses were high. That shit happens.
 

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I think the only people trying to control me is you and that's not paranoia.

I acknowledged in my posts taking way too much MDMA and blacking out. Just reporting facts here. Not suggesting people take a similar amount.

Capitalism has nothing to do with the concept of socialism in this context. You are telling me that you know better than I know myself and that's purely a socialist idea that you or society can dictate to me what is correct.
No not trying to control you . it's a long hard road out of hell from experience Missed opportunities for many, many years afterwards because of not thinking logically or knowing better. Trying to make it easier for you

From your posts sounds like you don't work and do you get govt support?

If that's the case you're a socialist

Just about every night it seems your doses ng high amounts of blotters, x pills, or lsd

Criticize all you want, your just some guy behind a screen I bet you wouldn't talk this to my face you'd probably be scared to speak to me
 
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simstim

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No not trying to control you . it's a long hard road out of hell from experience Missed opportunities for many, many years afterwards because of not thinking logically or knowing better. Trying to make it easier for you

From your posts sounds like you don't work and do you get govt support?

If that's the case you're a socialist

Just about every night it seems your doses ng high amounts of blotters, x pills, or lsd

Criticize all you want, your just some guy behind a screen I bet you wouldn't talk this to my face you'd probably be scared to speak to me
Well, I think we've both made our points for the people reading this tomorrow (I dunno where you are but it's 6:15am here). I don't really have anything else to say. I'm a drug user on a drug forum and you are criticizing me for using drugs. Why are you here exactly?

Why do you imagine that I would be afraid to speak my mind on this topic in person? Because I guarantee you that I wouldn't hesitate to make the same statements in person.
 

ItsAFunThing

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I dunno man, rolling daily can't be good for you. What about the serotonin depletion and recepter downregulation? The oxidization of neurons? The stuff they write about in harm reduction advice.
MDMA is love and magic, who doesn't loooove rolling? I sure do love my 2mg/kg, but I find it very abusable and thus dangerous. I don't want to take any risks with my use. 3 month breaks, no "but"s.
So not much to post about.

I'm still on a t-break so dunno if there's gonna be a good opportunity anytime soon to take MDMA.
I can feel solo rolls getting boring already.
Maybe the craving will motivate me to get a gf so we can roll together one day.
 
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Innerpeace

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Well, I think we've both made our points for the people reading this tomorrow (I dunno where you are but it's 6:15am here). I don't really have anything else to say. I'm a drug user on a drug forum and you are criticizing me for using drugs. Why are you here exactly?

Why do you imagine that I would be afraid to speak my mind on this topic in person?
Using entactogen drugs responsibily is fine. You've been using them extremely irresponsibly

This weekend girlfriend and I did 60 mgs 6 apb before gym then went out to get massages then went out to eat and redosed 25 mgs 5 mapb. Second time usi ng an entactogen this year, last time was February valentine's day used 65 mgs 6 apb.

Maybe it's placebo but two days afterward still felt it and this morning and afternoon at work seemed to feel sluggish. I was doing no carbs only protein n fats first three meals at work so maybe effected energy and feeling good. After gym , more carbs and cannabis, felt okay.

I have enough of issues that I smoke cannabis usually at least a few days a week which I didn't start untill 2018., From once a month to once a day basically
 
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