Jlosnow
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- Aug 27, 2015
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Background: L5 S1 fusion, decompression, partial laminectomy surgery in 2012 for grade 3 spondylosthesis, and stenosis. Partial failure, spine still 31% out of alignment, permanent nerve damage causing sciatica. I also have micro fractures in L4, L5, and S1 and arthritis in my back. 2nd surgery in 2013 for hardware removal. I could see and feel the screws under my skin and I couldn't lean back in a chair or lie on my back. Spine fused and stable but because the doc couldn't align it all the way back without absolutely destroying my nerves I was told I will have chronic pain the rest of my life.
Tolerance: PM doc has me scripted hydro 10/325 5 daily, ms contin 30 2x daily. I have been on these same two meds since 2011 and as a result, due to tolerance they don't even touch my pain. So, I end up taking about 8-10 hydro a day and 5-6 of the morphine and I run out early every month and have to turn to other methods to get meds. (Yes I have told my PM doc numerous times the meds don't work, asked to switch, cried in his office out of sheer pain, frustration and hopelessness at the thought that I have to live my life in so much pain every day for the rest of my days
Actiq questions: I searched the site and read the fent thread and didn't find anything much about the fent lollies, especially the 1600 strength. My friend gave me a 1600mcg lollie and I'm afraid to OD so I have been researching how long to suck on it, what the conversion is for the mix of opiates I take, and how to use it for PM, not to get high
Sorry so long. This is my first real thread (I don't count my intro post ). Any advice or help will be very much appreciated ♡
Tolerance: PM doc has me scripted hydro 10/325 5 daily, ms contin 30 2x daily. I have been on these same two meds since 2011 and as a result, due to tolerance they don't even touch my pain. So, I end up taking about 8-10 hydro a day and 5-6 of the morphine and I run out early every month and have to turn to other methods to get meds. (Yes I have told my PM doc numerous times the meds don't work, asked to switch, cried in his office out of sheer pain, frustration and hopelessness at the thought that I have to live my life in so much pain every day for the rest of my days
Actiq questions: I searched the site and read the fent thread and didn't find anything much about the fent lollies, especially the 1600 strength. My friend gave me a 1600mcg lollie and I'm afraid to OD so I have been researching how long to suck on it, what the conversion is for the mix of opiates I take, and how to use it for PM, not to get high
Sorry so long. This is my first real thread (I don't count my intro post ). Any advice or help will be very much appreciated ♡