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Painful One

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keep your healthy weight gain up sweetheart and eat!
It is way sexier to be at a healthy weight!

You need the fuel for all that fire you bring!

Do what makes you happy.
@DopeM has a very excellent point above!

I want to see you happy!
you have come so far and are doing so good.
I am proud of you for what you have accomplished.

Coming off the hard drugs like you did is an inspiration!

❤
 

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I knew that our love was just a car crash away....
dear FUTURE CPT this is your PAST SELF reminding you why you don't do drug binges anymore
because it fucking hurts you're pushing 60 days bro
but it feels so riteeeeeeee
 

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I knew that our love was just a car crash away....
You need $10 worth of taco’s a day just to keep that nice, fat, big D in shape!
😁
like THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING
get me $100 and that shit's going to drugs honey and you can feed me a meal
but if you got drugs like just take me to the taco truck I'm simple babe I only need like $7 - 10 at the taco trucks.
My friends think its totes hilarious that's my going rate. I don't care I'm not a prostitute I'm your friend and I need a meal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MEN HAVE no sense OF DIGNITY they give it away

gay407

more like I need < $1 worth of BENZOS and THE STATE IS BEING A DICKWEED TO ME i hate this national socialist state predatory capitalism at its finest
i am 100% planning on emigrating to a 3rd world country for the OTC pharmacy options I cannot stand living like this forever I need to leave america WHEN donald trump is getting re-elected
 

Painful One

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it is IMPOSSIBLY PAINFUL not to take benzos to sleep at night I DON'T NEED FOR ANXIETY/PANIC anymore but

it HURTS like

do you know what it's like to be the only one unable to sleep
maybe getting start/stop sleep for 2-3 hours a night and 4-5 hours of painful awareness
I do know what that is like and it sucks!

I did not sleep for an entire year after I was injured in that car accident that has left me injured and in chronic pain.

It is better to have a drugged sleep than no sleep at all.
(three different doctors told me that)
it is true!

Please sleep by whatever means necessary!

With Love
PO
 

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I knew that our love was just a car crash away....
haha no my doctors tell me not to numb the pain forever

IT IS DOING NEUROLOGICAL DAMAGE I AM SURE OF IT GOD DAMN and no one listens

SAVE MEeeeeeeee


"just take your meds get a new doctor" DON'T YOU THINK THAT HASN'T CROSSED MY MIND

sorry I know you are all helping <3 I am going manic and it hurts like the brain thinks of nothing but self-harm intrusive thoughts
not everyone feels this way
just me
had a dab is not entirely helping what is going on, have to bork at you doggos later for real
 
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A gyro is a sandwich with lamb meat (or beef if you wanna be flexible with it).
The most important ingredient is Tzatziki! Same goes for Falafels.
 
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I’m allowing myself to be a little naughty tonight. I’m going to have a glass (small 6 once glass) of Coca-Cola classic with my my supper tonight!

Barf:sick: I heard some AA Nazi say that tonight on another addiction and recovery board. It’s the same asshole that says you are not sober if take Chemical. Yes, he says you cannot take ‘chemical’ and be sober! What an asshole.
 
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you're women aren't too bad either.
Yes they are! Beautiful

Unfortunately, they only like Greek men.

And Greek men only like other Greek boys!

Stereotype in your face BITHCES
 

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I can though. We don't all have the same reasons, but lol, mental anguish is my forté. Life is shit, people are shit, I am shit, pain is shit, money is shit, I don't even know where I was going with this, chocolate icecream is the shit.

KEEP SCOOPING
Ice cream for life

When brain comes up for air

And checks freezer contents
More than 1 container?
Life is good.

Going to eat.

Blood sugar is such a powerful valve for emotions.

HAIL SATAN i has 2 beers and holes in my system

watching WHEN LONDON BURNS by DEICIDE

thinking of yOU DEVILS <3

One sexy ass part of the world
have you seen DEICIDE WHEN LONDON BURNS?


It's pretty fucking solid.

LONDON FUCKING ENGLAND HUH will SHOVE THIS UP YOUR ASS THIS IS CALLED DEMONS OF THE UNDERWORLD

*solid death metal*

FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOU AND SATAN RULES THIS WORLD

DEATH METAL AND DISSOCIATIVES
HAIL SATAN

Devils if i get supes loadedi am sendingyou WHEN LONDON BURNS by DEICIDE and a box of whippits

Hail satan! Satan is love! I love Devilsgospel so much.

We wrote this one when most of your moms and dads were fucking in back seats of cars this is called SACRIFICIAL SUICIDE

DEATH BY DAWNDEATH BY DAWNDEATH BY DAWNDEATH BY DAWNDEATH BY DAWNDEATH BY DAWNDEATH BY DAWNDAWNDAWNDAWNDAWN

I THOUGHT YOU GUYS DIDN'T LIKE ME?

it's ok my mom and dad don't like me either
WE'RE DOING CHRIST DENIED

I'm
so
heavy
feeling
i feel so good
and pain still
but it's going away
gonna take an nsaid
lol i am so conservative with shit these days it's scary :( i can't even take an antihistamine for fear of RUNNING OUT OF THAT TOO what if they ban it like otc dxm or benzos like COME ON PAPA NEEDS HIS MEDS
 
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