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Captain.Heroin

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I spent all but $35 of my weeks pay check on adderall and crack that I can't use for 4 months. IDK if I'm happy or not. I can't tell.
LOL BRO we are dealing with similar amounts of nothing money and are in a similar boat.

IT'S GOING TO BE OK, HOT DOGGO <3

I want to think I'll be alright but, fast forward a week and I'll be cutting myself or something like burning myself. I can't know how I'm going to react. It's going to be weird.
 

Captain.Heroin

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Fuck mate I wish I was comin round yours the day u finish probation.
Just dont go od’ing ffs
I doubt $35 of drugs would be an OD.

oops did I say that. I mean, I AM NOT BEING A TOXIC/SMART ALEC DOGGO I promise I swear I'll behave. I'll be BEST DOGGO POSSIBLE.

I um.... have to go flirt my way to success.

I REALIZED BOTH PEOPLE I AM FUCKING ARE BOTH MANHOS WHO FLIRT WITH EVERYONE AND I FIND IT VERY SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE AS I AM THE SAME WAY IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT

@madness00 what do you think, am I being a toxic manho? Is this how I was supposed to get by? I CANNOT TELL
 

Captain.Heroin

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Yeah I'll survive with the BL fam here.
we are a fam and i have a few families. I realized last night in a hole while with 2019 and I did cry when I realized this that

if I burned all the bridges I would be totally destitute and I owe my fam(s) everything and it was...

Humbling, weird feeling, bad, I was top level holing around someone else and I was very...very upset from this realization.

The best I can do is give back to people who have helped me get to where I am now. I've had some top level experiences and my time is over RIP CH

it made me realize how thankful I am to have family, friends, etc. and not have to scam/rip people off/lie to them. And it's a weird feeling because my instinct is to abandon human life while I still am at a high point.
 

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All but 35 not 35. More like 300.

Yeah you're being a bit of a toxic manho but IIRC you're not ashamed so what's the problem?
 

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I doubt $35 of drugs would be an OD.

oops did I say that. I mean, I AM NOT BEING A TOXIC/SMART ALEC DOGGO I promise I swear I'll behave. I'll be BEST DOGGO POSSIBLE.

I um.... have to go flirt my way to success.

I REALIZED BOTH PEOPLE I AM FUCKING ARE BOTH MANHOS WHO FLIRT WITH EVERYONE AND I FIND IT VERY SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE AS I AM THE SAME WAY IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT

@madness00 what do you think, am I being a toxic manho? Is this how I was supposed to get by? I CANNOT TELL
Ur right u not being a smart Alec u dope
He stockpiling drugs that he can’t use for another 4MONTHS. By then it will be enough for OD
 

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IIRC 770mg adderall and a third of a gram of crack is enough to OD.

IDK man, sat on a half ounce of meth for 3 months before too.

I have day dreams of using all the time but it is sort of a weird high just knowing that i have the shit it makes me go crazy but it's also a nice "fuck you" to probation and something to look forward to.
 

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I already planned out my first session the day i get off.

Chew up a 20 and a 30, crush up another 20, smoke a rock, snort the second 20.

Since i have twice as many 20's as 30's, i can do that 11 times. I just need more crack now.

Oh, and meth.
 

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70mg adderall and a rock every 4 hours for two days straight will cost me 400.

I can do that 20 times with the money i'll have, so technically could do that for 40 days in a row.

ROFL.

I'll go easy though i know when to stop. Being over amped isn't fun.
 

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But the main question is where do i slip in the Australian D-meth?

Maybe a .2 shot every 12 hours as a break from the addys and crack?

If i get 2 grams, thats 10 doses, which is 5 days.

45 day binge IIRC.
 

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But the main question is where do i slip in the Australian D-meth?

Maybe a .2 shot every 12 hours as a break from the addys and crack?

If i get 2 grams, thats 10 doses, which is 5 days.

45 day binge IIRC.
U wil rambling bollox like captn😂
What u gonna use to come down?
 
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