sadmachine
Bluelighter
TL;DR: You'll get higher off knowing you didn't try it than you ever will trying it.
Just wanted to share my story in hopes someone might see it and think twice.
I got caught up on and off on oxycodone for a couple years, one day in minor withdrawals stupid me read a newscorp article about how "people are buying drugs off evil Vietnamese men on this exact street!!!" so I went down, found a sketchy looking Vietnamese man right where they said I would and got on. Sketchiest experience of my life (and i've had my share).
Kept it for a few days knowing it was gonna be a turning point (and a little scared of od'ing). Ended up flushing it. To this day there's very few things i'm as proud of as that decision.
If you're on the fence, not much will deter you but just know this; the feeling you will one day have of knowing "I could have done it and I didn't" is fucking incredible. Even if you're just contemplating it, or you know a guy that's got it or you're looking at it on your dnm thingy, being able to look back and say "wow I didn't go through with it" puts you in an elite club of which there are very few members.
Sometimes I'll just randomly remember that and it's almost a high in an of itself. Opiate highs don't last, but I'll be getting high on knowing that I flushed that shit till the day I die.
Just wanted to share my story in hopes someone might see it and think twice.
I got caught up on and off on oxycodone for a couple years, one day in minor withdrawals stupid me read a newscorp article about how "people are buying drugs off evil Vietnamese men on this exact street!!!" so I went down, found a sketchy looking Vietnamese man right where they said I would and got on. Sketchiest experience of my life (and i've had my share).
Kept it for a few days knowing it was gonna be a turning point (and a little scared of od'ing). Ended up flushing it. To this day there's very few things i'm as proud of as that decision.
If you're on the fence, not much will deter you but just know this; the feeling you will one day have of knowing "I could have done it and I didn't" is fucking incredible. Even if you're just contemplating it, or you know a guy that's got it or you're looking at it on your dnm thingy, being able to look back and say "wow I didn't go through with it" puts you in an elite club of which there are very few members.
Sometimes I'll just randomly remember that and it's almost a high in an of itself. Opiate highs don't last, but I'll be getting high on knowing that I flushed that shit till the day I die.
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