I feel your pain, man.
Literally gave everything to try and rekindle things with my ex (literally and figuratively), and now she won't talk to me.
The gym is a big reason why i haven't relapsed.
lol...if only I could, I would mate..
A couple of times I've crushed the little beads inside the capsule...mixed with water in a syringe, shook up and plugged to try and get a higher BA but it didn't help thst much...I did think about shooting them a couple of times when virtually crying in agony but never did...
Does crushing to a powder, mixing with water and shaking really get all the morphine into the solution without having to add with other chemicals? Technically it should but I have zero experience with that and was curious...
Incidentally, I enjoy posting here with you lads. everyone is cool as fuck and chill (and we're supposed to be the roid rage motherfuckers lol).
In post in OD sometimes to attempt to soread some HR and real-world emergency medicine advice/help but man, there are some fucking cock suckers that post there sometimes....they ask dumb ass question and get all salty if they are not answered immediately as you try to clarify WTF they are talking about first...
I'd much rather post here TBH
I'd use mortar and pestle to grind it all to a fine powder (capsule contents). Pour powder into a 3cc barrel and add about 2cc bacteriostat water (refrigerated). Keep barrel in fridge overnight to allow for complete dissolving of any morphine. Put on syringe filter with needle attachment and filter into sealed sterile vial. Run another 0.25 or so cc of refrigerated bacteriostat through the filter to get everything out. Dispose filter and used 3cc 3cc barrel. Should have give or take 50mg/ml morphine solution in a vial that can be reused.
I might try that sometime when I'm in absolute agony...i don't think I'd inject but maybe plug. You can only dissolve a max of 60mg morphine in 1ml of water I believe so while 2ml should be fine for 100mg I'd maybe use 2.5 or 3ml to be on the safe side. The filtering probably isn't necessary for plugging though.
When I have tried this in the past, I was very underwhelmed and I think where I went wrong was as follows...
I started by dissolving the crushed up beads (now a fine powder) in hot water by backfilling rhe powder into a syringe and drawing water into it from the kettle.. However I just shook for about 2 minutes thinking that the morphine would instantly dissolve when it hit the hot water...do you think this wasn't long enough and it needed longer to dissolve? Why does it take overnight?
Thanks mate.
I was going along the lines of a cold water extraction to prevent too much shit dissolving into the water other than the morphine sulfate. Thus when filtering, more of the shitty bead material should remain as a suspension and get filtered. Kinda like what we junkies do with Tylenol 3 or hydrocodone paracetamol mixes. Or the old school dilaudid cold shake method. Overnight would just provide ample time for full dissolving to ensure nothing remains. Could always put in a clean glassware with automated stir rod as well lol
Hmmm. Since it's plugging, keeping the water warm and the solution stirring should maximize solubility at a quicker rate. Maybe slightly lowering the pH to be more acidic with a tad bit of acetic acid? If you really had the time you could try to precipitate some morphine base with I believe crushed tums slowly added to the water while mixing and use a coffee filter to collect the morphine free base and introduce that to a mild acid to make it water soluble again. Or obtain some acetic anhydride for homemade diamorphine lol.
Ya, I was pretty close to BLer 'theartofwar' back in the day. He posted a lot in what was then called SD. He went back and forth between the lifting life and the street life and the latter ultimately took him. He was a good dude.
Did Guido go back out?