I take it you got the job mateyaaaaaassssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I take it you got the job mateyaaaaaassssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congratulations mate im so happy for you . I hate giving the tory scum my money over half our money go to the state only to see people in wheelchairs waiting outside food banks . But fuck that you got a job celebrate with caution my friend enjoy your weekendyes mate!!! get the fuck in!!
its a really cool job, i don't have to move cities, and also better paid than my current one. i've been broke since i ended up renting a whole house by myself cos my housemate had a mental breakdown and moved out, so i am super chuffed. though less chuffed to start paying 40% tax.
actually just checked i will not be paying 40% tax but who gives a shit i don't wanna give the government my hard earned money anyway.
Hylight bruv how is your shoulder is it getting betterIt's a smashing beautiful day today ! Like as in great weather. I am going to go out and try to walk around at least.
How you doing chinup hope your allergies get better is it food or the outdoors . Rio not been on here for a bit hope he ok had quite a few days chalked of hope he goodhad a totally lazy day today, was supposed to be working but fuck it, last 2 weeks of a job and working from home what do you expect.
hiked to mam torr (along with the rest of the fucking north of england, was so crowded, i'd never go in summer you'd practically queue all the way up!) yesterday, then when i got home i got this really weird, intense allergy thing. i have no idea what causes it, its happened a couple of times recently, but it always destroys me the next day. will get private health with my new job so maybe i can try and actually do something about it.
Me to mate normally if he away from here for a time he using.no idea what actually caused that bout of allergies, its completely random. but in general i get hayfever and dusy allergies. its the one thing i really miss about the dark, i never had allergies then.
still nothing from rio, getting worried.
Me to mate normally if he away from here for a time he using.
I have never had a benzo wd but people say it's similar its pure mental hell not worse than heroin but more mental for me I never thought of suicide on wd from gear but have on pregab wd. But for me after 6 days the wd just goes away and no paws I get from brown. I touched down at Heathrow while waiting for fucking baggage I turned my UK mobile on and sorted the pregabs out in the states apart from weed nothing else. I know I have to be back and forth for my business but I treat the UK as a drug getaway now. And to be honest i love this place my mates everything about it but our families in california and my wife and kids love their life there .yeah exactly. and yeah seeing people who use is never going to work.
my new job starts mid november, current one finishes next week, wahey!!
6 days of withdrawal is fucking awful, i could never taper either though. is it like benzo withdrawal?
Chin up mate when i came back we were still in heat was 31when i came back from that to winter in 10 hour flight . We are in Northern California it does get cold but only a few months . If i tell you the truth chinup i find normal life good but a little boring i spent neaarly 30 years on something i can manage it with weed so so . But i like the getting fucked and drug sex i need a release . I have had a few blasts since i been back i justy take a lot of pregabs for the comedown cant beat a blast and some brown for later and during . I do dream im smoking gear and miss it but fuck that .i'm jealous that you get to live in california over winter. i lived in santa barbara when i was 6, some fucked up stuff happened to me there so i wouldn't want to live there but wouldn't mind the weather. i guess if you really can contain your drug use to when you're in the UK, its OK in a way, but losing 6 days to horrible withdrawals every time is not great, and at some point you run the risk of just fucking off doing the cluck and getting a full time habit.
yep i'm looking forward to my break between jobs. though annoying it will still be lockdown.
i had a weird ass drug dream last night. i've been prescribed one tablet of valium to make me actually go to a wisdom tooth removal appointment, i've been putting it off for years cos i wanted to save up to get it under sedation but now its got to the point that it'll cause me constant pain soon. anyway i took the valium and was so fucked that i didn't even remember the tooth removal, wish it would be like that irl but doubt it.