Hey man. yeah i'm glad it was just a little lapse rather than a full relapse, it was totally shit. god i don't find pregabs on their own recreational at all, used to think they were ok with heroin.
it has got to be hard living so far away from home, nice that you get to visit so often but not so good that you seem to go straight on a bender as soon as you touch british soil. hope you manage to be as sensible as possible with it all.
bit worried about rio, he was doing good but no posts in a few weeks is worrying.
fucking nuts i had a drug dream last night for the first time in a couple of months. there was no desperation, nor guilt about relapsing. a dealer had dropped a load of his pack so i got free drugs, then didn't have a decent pipe so smoking it was a pain and pretty wasteful, woke up just as i found i'd had two pipes on me.
@Hylight sorry to hear about your arm pain but glad you're getting some good advice.