❤️ RIP aihfl ❤️

chinup

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fuuuucccckkkkkkkkk. rip man.

he helped me a lot when i first started posting in here, i'd been worried about his lack of recent posts.
 

EPL1

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My favorite thing to say to him was "you fascinate me" Because he did, he was so interesting and intelligent and sarcastic and caring and and and.....

He liked it when I told him that. So I told him that often.

I remember reading the first post I ever read from him. It was in a monthly recovery post. And he said "I need a drink". I thought, man this guy is so honest and interesting. And I told him so. I feel very lucky to have gotten to know him.

I just read and reread this post and still have a hard time believing what my eyes are trying to tell me. Unreal. Profoundly sad. An extreme loss. He was a prolific poster with an optimistic bent, very refreshing.

R.I.P AIHFL
 

swilow

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Very sad news. He continued a lot here over the years and will be genuinely missed. Had been too.

Stay loving, peoples ❤
 

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Damn. I got to know Aaron pretty well over the last few years. We moderated sober living together and talked on the phone often. He was really kind and really smart. I was fascinated by him. Im just in shock. I had been trying to get ahold of him but i thought he was in rehab or something. I never thought it would end like this. I dont know ill have something to say maybe later. I just miss the guy already.
 

Asclepius

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Aw, fuck this. What a huge loss.
Remember he said he wanted a career in deep sea diving- wanted to reply and time caught me.
Fuck this sucks. A beautiful poster.

:(

Condolences to his friends. ❤
 
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cduggles

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It's kind of sinking in. I knew aihfl a bit through CE&P, another BLer, and pms. He was a special guy, and his contribution here (and planned contribution to CE&P) will be remembered and he will be sorely missed. ?
 

Asclepius

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^ Sorry, CD. I know this loss IRL and on here. Be well love. x

He contributed loads and it was just a reflection of who he was. Especially the news of the weird, to lighten up, CE&P heaviness - am so disappointed I never reached out more. I actually loved seeing his posts on all forums - fuck, such a waste of life.
 

Stargazer

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His posts made me laugh alot. He had a unique vocabulary. I'm going to miss him...feeling really sad.
 

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Wow... This sucks. I oftten talked to him on the phone. He literally lived 30mins from my house. I regret never having met up with him like we had planned. Very sad. Hope you are in a happy place buddy.
 

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I'm so sad about this. :( I didn't know him too well but I absolutely loved his contributions. He was clearly a kind and very intelligent (and funny) guy. He disappeared from here and I was worried but hoped it was a rehab stint...

Bye dude, you're missed. ❤
 

Mafioso

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devastating news.. I was just starting to wonder what had happened, hoping for the best, like his new job had and maybe a girl over took his free time.

Does anyone know how, or is that being kept anon? sorry... high af rn..
 
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