Im honestly looking up to how xork has done So much opiates but still aint shooting. Im a Head strong person too but holy shit, some people start shooting straight from the get go. He got 15+ years in the game and Still not shooting. What an strong person.
You're doing it right then. I crossed that line when I first started doing smack in ~2013 or so. Got bad with slamming cathinones for awhile, but have been able to stay away from it for the most part for a good long while.2 words: needle phobia. I can't even watch someone else stick a needle in themselves. Having a needle in me makes me break out in a cold sweat and feels like every second is a minute long.
That and I've just known so many people who have died from opiates with the needle. It's just a line I will never cross.
I shouldn't laugh, but yeah that's a shitty level of desperation.yeah sounds like you didn't develop a serious needle fixation. Some friends of mine would shoot saline when they didn't have drugs just to shoot something.