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sdxyln

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I had one nostalgic dream wherein I was transported to another time and place, in the midst of a party, but alone, on a beach. This party was taking place outside a closed-off shack at first; dim orange lights and lots of recreation was going on. After midnight the shack opened doors and inside was the whole scene was slowly unfolding.

I had been a mere spectator all along, and stood observing, gathering my thoughts, looking at the bar from a bit of a cautious distance. Over time the urge to socialise became starker; I went closer to the bar and watched the barman serve pint after pint. Not long after I spoke to him about a new beer brand, and he asked me, "the one you have been drinking from outside?" My confusion broke and hurriedly, under a split-second, I said it was exactly that one, and the next moment I was handed a chilled, nearly frozen pint, and soon another; the bottle was blue and golden with its surface covered with ice flakes.

Then I saw myself from outside of my head, in third person. I took a gulp and the whole scene exclaimed a kind of victory, and the party in the background went along in full swing.
 

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I had one nostalgic dream wherein I was transported to another time and place, in the midst of a party, but alone, on a beach. This party was taking place outside a closed-off shack at first; dim orange lights and lots of recreation was going on. After midnight the shack opened doors and inside was the whole scene was slowly unfolding...
Wow, I love the imagery of that. I've been having some "isolation"-themed dreams since this whole COVID thing started, like walking down streets lined with boarded-up buildings and such. Heavy stuff.
 

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I have been trying to make a move out of this place of abuse and loathing but with relatively little luck. Sometimes I don't try hard enough and let it slide month after month. But over the past month I have stepped the search up.

Last night I was inside a dream-scape wherein something became of an old conversation. This guy to whom I had requested for a reconsideration of the rent multiple times did not answer me back. I met him in the dream and he showed me another place located higher up in the same building full with furniture and a comfortable living space.

I was being shown around. The ground floor of the building had many amenities of all sorts including s big library. There was a giant digital clock around the same room. A bit further up were some people who were busy and a young local girl looked at me with sheer indifference. I think I was worried about missing out on something.

I'm afraid that's all I quite remember out if it. I was not in a good mood after waking up. Perhaps I forced this dream into my head. No metaphysical implications at all; good ol' Freudian wish fulfillment in action I suppose? Thought the damned idea was mostly discredited and no longer valid. But by whom? Psychoanalysis has a lot to offer but all of that is mixed up in Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, and perhaps also Hegel together.
 

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I've had the same annoying dream for the past few nights. It's almost like the half-dreams that I get when I have a fever...

Sep 27,28,29?, 2020: "Covered in Nasty Stuff"

I'm usually either lying on a bed or couch, or sitting in a chair, and I realize that my clothes are all covered in something gross (rotten food, poop, puke, etc.). No matter how hard I try to clean it off, I just spread it around and more seems to keep appearing as well.

Sep 28-29, 2020: "Funny Celebrity Trivia Game Show"

I was on a TV show where the object of the game was to ask a celebrity some trivia question, then try to tackle them to the ground before they had a chance to answer. I think that my opponent was David Cassidy from the Partridge Family and he was still in his late teens/early 20's.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Well it happened again: Another dream about being covered in poop...

Sep 29-30, 2020: "Covered in Poop, Parents Separating, etc."

(The only thing in real life that I can relate this to is that when I was a kid, I accidentally tracked a bunch of stinky dog poop into the house and all over the carpet. My parents were furious with me because they had to have it steam-cleaned and buy me new sneakers.)

I was working out at the gym and went to use the restroom. I brushed up against something and got poop all over my clothes. It apparently came from some famous bodybuilder and I joked that maybe I could sell it on ebay or something.

My parents were fighting and decided to separate. I didn't want to choose sides so both of them pretty much disowned me. I ended up shooting pool with Barry Gibb from the Bee Gees and his family, and they took me to Burger King because I hadn't eaten.

I thought that I had found my old Stacey Q album on vinyl, but it turned out to be a Weird Al album with a parody of Prince's Purple Rain artwork on the cover. It featured a black lady singing one of Stacey Q's songs.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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My dreams have been sporadic these past few nights, but the ones that I had were pretty vivid...

Oct 2-3, 2020: "Food Kiosk/Chuck Negron"

I was at the local mall and there was a large kiosk in the middle of the food court. There was a really tall guy barbecuing spare ribs in an enclosed pit in the center. It looked uncomfortable because he had to work stooped over all day because of the low ceiling/smoke vent. I ordered coconut water with a splash of pineapple juice because it was known for being really good there.

I found an old photo I.D. that belonged to Chuck Negron from Three Dog Night back in the 1980's when he was on heroin and he looked really thin and unhealthy.

Oct 3-4, 2020: "Rainy Ceiling"

I was at my cousin's house and there was water sprinkling down from the ceiling, but I think that it was supposed to be doing that as opposed to having a leak. There was also some kind of sparkly confetti-type stuff coming down and everything had kind of a magical feeling to it. I was walking upstairs with some young woman behind me and I said jokingly, "Don't stare at my butt!".

Oct 4-5, 2020: "Mom Conjuring Evil Spirits"

My mom was performing some kind of witchcraft-type sorcery with magic potions and all. I think that she was trying to bring my dad back from the dead, but ended up bringing these creepy zombie/ghost beings into the world instead. (They looked kind of like those bald, pale creatures in the movie "I Am Legend".) One of them was supposed to be my dad, but it was more like an evil/negative version of him.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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I was on the crew of a huge spaceship (it was like it's own city inside with a controlled atmosphere) stationed on a desert planet somewhere. We were terraforming the planet, getting it ready to sustain human life.

There were these monsters on the planet though that were trying to fuck with us. And these bizarre electrical storms. One of the monsters looked like a gigantic black manta ray fling through the air. Another was a creature that moves through the sand like in the movie Tremors.





We had intelligence on most of these monsters, and had special forces on board to take care of them . But there was this one that showed up that we didn't know about. It was gigantic but humanoid. Full armor like a medieval knight. Reminded me of the main Knight from the Knights of the Round summon from Final Fantasy VII.



This is about where I woke up. I think he destroyed us.
 
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I had such a restless night (I'm still getting used to sleeping without benzos) that it actually made it's way into my dreams...

Oct 5-6, 2020: "Trying to Fall Asleep"

I kept on trying to find a place to fall asleep but couldn't. First I tried curling up on the floor of a hallway but people kept on walking over me. Then I tried to find a comfortable patch of grass in my back yard but the ground was hard and covered in snow & ice. (It got cold during the night and I didn't have the heat on.)

I woke up (in real life) curled up in the same uncomfortable position and never got back to sleep. I only slept from about 4am-6am and now I have a long day ahead. Hopefully I'll have better luck tonight.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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I attribute this to being badly bullied as a child/teenager...

Oct 7-8, 2020: "Mean Girl"

I was at the beach and some girl/woman started insulting me for no reason. I went home angry and my mom said that I should file a harassment complaint with the police. I said something like, "No, it's my own fault for being such an ugly loser!" and stormed off to my bedroom.

(I woke up really depressed over it, then realized that there's nothing wrong with me and it's just my old insecurities coming back to haunt me.)

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Another night with only a couple hours of fragmented sleep and no dreams. When I do finally sleep well, I'll probably go into REM rebound and have some epic ones. At least I have that to look forward to.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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These dreams were so mundane that they're almost not worth posting, but at least I had some...

Oct 12-13, 2020: "Old Presents, Chester Bennington"

I found a bunch of old gift packages from my aunt under my bed. They contained some food items and I wondered if they were still edible or not.

I was at the studio of my old singing coach and she said that Chester Bennington had auditioned for Stone Temple Pilots there.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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More boring dreams but I'll post 'em anyway...

Oct 13-14, 2020: "Bag of Coins, Strange Dessert"

I was short on cash and my friend offered me a huge bag of coins that must have had over $100 worth of change in it. I told him that I couldn't accept the whole thing and just counted out $10 in quarters for myself.

Some lady offered me a snack that looked kind of like a Jamaican beef patty. I thanked her but said that I couldn't eat it because I'm vegan, but she showed me the package and it was actually a dessert pastry that had cotton candy inside.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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This is the most emotional dream that I've had in a while...

Oct 14-15, 2020: "Crush on my Female Shrink"

I had an appointment with a young lady who was my counselor/psychologist at her (or someone's) home and showed up late. She said that we would have to reschedule but that she would see me as soon as possible because she really cared about me. Then she started acting flirtatious with me and we played an instrument that was kind of like a double-ended flute (?) that we both had our mouths on at the same time. I realized that she had romantic feelings for me and I felt the same about her, but I felt conflicted about it because I was her patient.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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There was a lot more detail to this dream but this is all that I can remember...

Oct 15-16, 2020: "Living at my Workplace"

I was working at a large department store like Walmart and using the office as my bedroom. My co-workers were all smoking weed outside on their break and I was amused by that. I kept trying to get something from the snack machine but I either didn't have the cash or it was empty/out of order. It was late at night and I was playing music loudly (Prince, I think), then realized that I should turn it down before I get in trouble. My dad was also there and we had a heavy discussion about something but I'm not sure what.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
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1). I was going through the bases with a random girl. My dick was bleeding and my dad caught on but never saw us nakey. Don't know why he'd care i think it was his house.

2). A drug dealer who my housemate owes money to came at me and i redirected him to my housemate

I can't believe i remembered more than one!
 

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When I was on seroquel I had the best dreams, now I don't dream as much, but I love when I have dreams of the past and friends of the past.

I believe when I visit my old neighborhood I grew up in, that I'm astral planing or something,because it feels like I'm flying from above looking down, sometimes when I dream with people I've never seen before, I think another life is trying to pull me back.

What do people on this thread think about this,I'm glad I found this thread.
 

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I often dream about people ive never seem before as well. In fact id say the majority of my dreams are with random people.
 

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I had a restless night and this was sort of like an ongoing half-dream that I kept on briefly waking up from then returning to...

Oct 16-17, 2020: "Building a Chair-Burger-Instrument"

(There's no possible way to describe this but I'll try. I posted a sketch of it below.)

I was trying to construct/restore something that was a combination of an old wooden chair, a huge multi-level hamburger and some kind of musical instrument (synthesizer?). It was mostly a chair, but one that I could somehow eat and play songs on as well. :?

There was another part where I filled a large sketchbook full of trippy drawings and writing. I signed one of them "Caligula" for some reason.

Also, one of my female cousins was eating a Burger King "Nightmare Whopper" (the one with a green bun that they sold during Halloween a few years ago), but the bun actually contained cannabis. Yum!

Sweet Dreams!!!
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