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Sirena Oscura

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Man I had the weirdest dream just then.
I was out at some type of public festival thing, a live show was about to start but for some reason I decided to leave. As I was leaving I saw this guy who I absolutely love and adore and totally have the hots for out the corner of my eye but I keep walking. I stop and look at these gorillas just out in the wild doing gorilla things and start to take a photo when hands go over my eyes and Vlad says “hey you’re here” and turned to look at him and was like “hi!” And he immediately said “bye” and started walking away so I repeated “hi” twice more and he said “bye” twice more so I followed him and was about to ask why he was leaving when suddenly I saw him get a long bit of wood out of the back of a ute with a dog on the other side holding it by a rope (adorable) and as he walks back toward me he’s like “a shipment just came in today” and I’m like “oh!” Then suddenly the wood was gone and we were walking back toward the festival when a hot tall blonde girl who knew me came to say hi to me and I immediately thought “... Vlad is totally gonna like her... “ So I say hi and talk to this girl and tell her who he is and how great he is kinda trying to set them up for some reason (you have no idea how much I adore this guy and want him for myself). So then she starts talking to Vlad and Vlad is actually interested but totally blowing it with the worst attempt at flirting ever! Terrible pick up lines- I can’t remember what they were anymore. I was totally cringing and like “dude, no, you’re doing it all wrong”... Next thing you know the hot blonde is walking with me and telling me how much she loves him. She’s about to get in an elevator and I’m like almost furious like “you CANT love him, you only just MET him, you don’t know anything about him, what’s his favourite colour?! What’s his last name?! These are things you should know about someone before loving them!” And storm off to rejoin Vlad whose getting in a different elevator but before I could get in the doors just mysteriously shut and reopen and hes gone....

I take the next elevator down all disappointed he’s gone again and talk to some old guy in the elevator. I must have walked somewhere because next thing you know I’m in my deceased grandfather’s pool looking at a palm tree.... I have memories of him and wonder how I forgot them. I look around and see my sister put a thing in the water that we supposedly played with as children- a sphere with a flat rim around it That spins so it moves in the water to get anything that moves. I run to get out of the way and then wake up.

I miss Vlad.
 

schizopath

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Im pretty sure I had sleep paralysis from the ambien. Saw a dream about sleeping in bed but couldnt move. It wasnt really scary more like weird.
 

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A couple of days after stopping amps (and taking a cocktail of sleep aids) I started getting really vivid dreams full of anxiety. They seemed to be about all different things but the most anxious one (that I think ended up in sleep paralysis for a few wakeful seconds at the end) was turning my room over endlessly to find some acid tabs I had bought from the dark web (IRL) - I kept finding shitty micro dosed tabs of acid stashed away as I gradually tore my room apart but never the really good powerful stuff I had forgotten the hiding place of. The panic kept rising because I was convinced that the acid could cure me of my out of control addiction.

Lots of the dream imagery was crystal clear from real life and I truly believed I was destroying my room and making a helluva racket in the middle of the night. A good part of it was wishful thinking too I reckon. It was quite amazing to go from no dreams for months and months to something so vivid and powerful - great pity it wasn’t about something besides drugs though. I think the message is clear.
 

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I think I saw a dream about hiding a joint in the shelf. Spent about 20 mins looking for it... Too fucking baked.
 

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I've had a couple nights of vivid dreams now that I'm starting to sleep better again. As usual, words just don't do some of these justice; I wish I knew computer animation...

Aug 6-7, 2020: "Trippy Food/Crazy Beach Dude/Lesbian Orgy"

I went to some fancy restaurant that specialized in molecular gastronomy. They kept bringing out these very colorful haute cuisine-type dishes that were prepared in unconventional ways like flash-freezing.

I was on the beach at night and a guy came running up to me with a gun in his hand and rope tied around his ankles. I thought that he was going to shoot me, but he just talked some gibberish and ran off. I got the impression that he had just escaped from some type of captivity.

I was in someone's kitchen and one of my ex-girlfriends was there making out with several other women in some type of softcore orgy. She let me stay and watch but would only allow me to touch her, which was good enough for me! The dream briefly turned lucid so I floated to the ceiling and watched them from overhead for a few minutes as well.

Aug 7-8, 2020: "Scenes from a Shopping Plaza/COVID Vaccine/Trippy Store"

I was leaving the bookstore of a local shopping plaza and it was snowing outside. The snow was swirling around the parking lot and it looked the way that radar footage of a hurricane does. There were numerous "cells" of activity moving in different directions and at different speeds.

Suddenly the snow was gone and I was about to enter an Asian restaurant when some guy came running by screaming. I looked down and saw what appeared to be the dead body of a young woman in a small alley beside the restaurant. I was afraid of being falsely accused of some crime and tried to flee the scene when I was stopped by (drum roll please...) Detective Olivia Benson from "Law & Order: SVU"! I told her that I would give her DNA or whatever she needed to clear my name.

I went to a medical center where they were administering a COVID vaccine that was done in three parts: The first part was a bunch of different pills I had to take. The second part was spending ten minutes or so in a chamber getting misted with some kind of chemical. The third part was inhaling a whole cannister (like an asthma "puffer") full of what looked like baby powder. I did the first two steps, but not the third because I was afraid of choking to death. I felt embarrassed because the nurse was a cute young woman and I chickened out.

I was in what I think was an electronics store that looked sort of like an indoor version of Times Square. The dream turned lucid right at the end and I tried to make note of all the computerized billboards that were being displayed, but they were changing too quickly for me to really read or remember.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Dreamt about my ex again. When will this end? It’s been almost a year. GET OVER IT.
Don't feel bad; I still dream about women that I dated decades ago. The one mentioned in my "orgy" dream above I haven't talked to in 15 years!
 
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dreamflyer

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I had this vague recurring dream again last night that relates to my past addiction problems...

I can never remember all the the details but I'm always sort of hiding out in my room feeling really creeped out, like something really bad either just happened or was about to. A lot of times I feel ashamed like I did something wrong and I'm often either finding or stashing something away in my closet that I don't want anyone to see. I think last night it was an empty booze bottle.

Sometimes it's an old picture, audio cassette or VHS tape of me under the influence. I'm always afraid to find out what's on them because I know that it won't be anything good.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Sirena Oscura

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I thought I was awake and heard Buffy playing on the TV but remembered I’d turned off the TV so who turned it on? Freaking out I couldn’t move for ages then eventually got the nerve to sit up and scream at the TV.... can’t remember if it was on or off or if I really did it or not, was convinced someone else was in the room so turned over and grabbed around to find someone in the bed, their arm... screaming.... then rolled over and hid again?
I kept hearing music and TV and stuff and was convinced it wasn’t in my head. Eventually realized it must be. Thought about putting relaxation stuff on to drown out the sound in my head but ended up just kind of rolling over, taking off my eye mask and getting to sleep again...

No idea if nightmare or sleep paralysis. Maybe combo.
 

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I thought I was awake and heard Buffy playing on the TV but remembered I’d turned off the TV so who turned it on? Freaking out I couldn’t move for ages then eventually got the nerve to sit up and scream at the TV.... can’t remember if it was on or off or if I really did it or not, was convinced someone else was in the room so turned over and grabbed around to find someone in the bed, their arm... screaming.... then rolled over and hid again?
I kept hearing music and TV and stuff and was convinced it wasn’t in my head. Eventually realized it must be. Thought about putting relaxation stuff on to drown out the sound in my head but ended up just kind of rolling over, taking off my eye mask and getting to sleep again...

No idea if nightmare or sleep paralysis. Maybe combo.
When I was younger I used to have a recurring nightmare where I would unplug the TV, stereo or some other electronic device but it wouldn't shut off. It would really creep me out because I thought it was possessed or something. I think it started after I saw "Poltergeist"!

I get sleep paralysis, usually when I'm startled awake by something. It used to freak me out but now I've gotten used to it. I know that it only lasts for about 20 seconds so I just relax and wait it out.
 

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had a dream i was just eating hits and hits of LSD and tripping like crazy walking through a mall with a sheet of lsd and all these randoms in it just eating it. Blacked out then woke up to sleep paralysis which scared the living fucking daylights out of me.
 

dreamflyer

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had a dream i was just eating hits and hits of LSD and tripping like crazy walking through a mall with a sheet of lsd and all these randoms in it just eating it. Blacked out then woke up to sleep paralysis which scared the living fucking daylights out of me.
Wow, sleep paralysis must be more common than I thought. At least I know I'm not alone! (Read the post above yours if you haven't already.)
 

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I haven't slept much this past week so I've only had a few vague, boring dreams...

- I poured myself a strong green drink (creme de menthe?) with vodka in it, then decided it would be a bad idea to have it.

- I walked on a beach that had citrus trees growing all over it.

- I tried on a pair of my dad's old jeans and realized that they were way too big on me.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Sirena Oscura

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Soooo.... the last dream I had before waking up was a sort of nightmare. Serial killers from movies were trying to kill me (well, whoever I was in this dream, a lot of the time I don’t dream in first person- anyone else like that?). Fighting off a clown.... Jason (my favourite character mind you).... and... Mr Bean?? ... Mr Bean was actually the worst/hardest to fight/escape from. Seems random but I shared a GIF of Mr Bean with someone during the day so that’s probably why he came into it. Anyway, it may have had the contents of a nightmare but I didn’t wake up in a state so that’s good 🤷🏻‍♀️
 

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I just remembered that about ten days ago I dreamed that I was smoking a joint with Jimmy Carter!!! o_O

I can't believe I forgot to post that one. I think that it was the night before my "Trippy Food" dream.
 
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Now this is what I call a TRUE nightmare, lol...

Aug 19-20, 2020: "Getting My Ex Pregnant"

I had a one night stand with my ex-girlfriend and later found out that I had gotten her pregnant. She didn't want me in her life or our baby's, but made it clear that she expected to receive full child support from me.

I went to an office and met with a guy who was there to walk me through the process of setting up the payments. He said that they would schedule a court date to determine the amount. I said something like, "I want to do the right thing but I'm 50 years old, out of work and flat broke. I just don't think that I can afford this for the next 18 years.".

He said that if I showed up to court wearing full snorkel/SCUBA gear, there was a chance that I would be deemed mentally unfit to pay!

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Sirena Oscura

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Dreamt my ex came back. Or was coming back. That was the plan and I sent him a message asking if he was home yet/already. Then I woke up....
 

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Dreamt my ex came back. Or was coming back. That was the plan and I sent him a message asking if he was home yet/already. Then I woke up....
At least he didn't get you pregnant and then wear SCUBA gear to court so he wouldn't have to pay child support! :D
 

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I can never remember one dream when I take my Klonopin before bed. I don't know if it's because it kills my REM sleep or because it causes anterograde amnesia, but I'm guessing a little of both. It's better than lying there awake all night, but I really miss my dreams.

When I have a lot on my mind, nothing on earth will shut it off; sometimes the Klonopin doesn't even work that well. I understand why Michael Jackson took Propofol. I've tried sleeping pills, alcohol, melatonin, chamomile, low-lighting, white noise, meditation, tiring myself out with exercise... just about everything you can imagine.

Insomnia sucks, and it's gotten a lot worse since this whole COVID isolation situation; that's why you haven't seen nearly as many entries from me lately. I'm sure that there are a lot of other people going through the same thing. I can only find so many things to do at home alone all day before I start to go stir-crazy.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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dreamflyer

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I actually had a couple of memorable dreams from the past couple of nights. My father struggled with alcohol his whole life, so it's a recurring theme...

Aug 26-27, 2020: "Grandpa's Birthday/Dad Wanting to Drink"

(In real life, I went to my grandpa's 90th birthday party at his cottage shortly before he passed away. God bless him.)

I went over my grandfather's summer cottage because we were all throwing a birthday party for him. He had a large dog (pit bull?) that came out to greet me on the front porch and I was a little bit leery until I realized how friendly it was.

My parents and I were boxing things up to move and my dad was in a bad mood. He wanted to get drunk and my mom & I were trying to talk him out of it because we knew that it wouldn't end well.

Aug 27-28, 2020: "Hot Lesbians/Dad Wanting More Booze"

I was in a public place (fast food restaurant?) with two attractive young women. They went into the restroom together, then came out and told me in great detail how they had oral sex in there. I was very upset that they didn't let me watch!

My dad was already drunk but insisted in buying more alcohol. He was stumbling to his old van when I talked him into letting me drive instead. We went to the liquor store but he came out angry because they refused to sell him any more. On the way back to my car, a small pig crossed the road.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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