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I had a really cool dream last night but lost most of the plot and details immediately. All I remember is that I was in some kind of cooking show/contest and made like 20 different kinds of pizza that all looked incredible! 🍕
 

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I was just flipping through my handwritten journal and realized that I totally forgot to post these from a week ago...

June 25-26, 2020: "Mom Poem/Dream Guide"

1) Some lady was reading a poem about how much mothers love their children, and it contained a line like, "They love to look at their baby's eyes / and they should feel that way their entire lives". For some reason I felt really emotional and choked up over it.

2) A middle-aged man said that there were two types of dreams: Ones that came true and ones that didn't. He said that they came from different places (on earth?) and gave them each long technical names that I couldn't remember. An old short Italian man showed up who seemed to be the dream expert's dad. There was also something about the older man trying to find his long-lost love.

It started to take on a very magical vibe and I had the distinct feeling that the two men and I were living on different planes of existence. Specifically I got the impression that his dad had passed away and was visiting his son's dream, which I also happened to be in. At the very end it *almost* turned lucid when I found an old baseball magazine from the 1920's that I knew I didn't own, but unfortunately I woke up then.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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My sleep is still so messed up that all I have are flashes of dreams; I'm not even sure which nights they occurred on...

- I found an old bottle of my dad's Bay Rum aftershave and wondered if I could drink it.

- A female parrot was flirting with me in a sexy voice and nibbling my hand!

- I was watching a live baseball game with the real vintage players like in "Field of Dreams".

- (GROSS) I had a large infected boil or something on my left foot and I was draining it in the shower.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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There's not much detail to this dream but it was very intense...

July 9-10, 2020: "Multiple Love Triangles"

It started out down the beach and I was in a group of about 5 or 6 people, male and female. Two of the women were making out, which of course turned me on. Then I started making out with one of them as well, and the other one seemed jealous.

It switched to a motel room and the same people were there, but there was also a different young woman who was clearly interested in me but had a psycho boyfriend. She and I snuck away to make out a few times but I was really paranoid about her guy finding out. I also seemed to really care about her, even though I barely knew her.

He did something that made her leave him for good, and it ended with me, her and the others getting into a car to drive away and leave her crazy ex behind.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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Yeah, anything psychoactive pretty much kills any chance I have of dreaming. I've heard people say that everything from weed to Valium to Benadryl gives them vivid dreams, but they have the opposite effect on me. (I have, however, had INSANE dreams when I was going through withdrawal from opioids, alcohol or benzos... when I was actually able to sleep!) There are only a few exceptions:

Nicotine Patch: I've had very intense dreams when I wore one to bed, but they also make it hard for me to fall asleep.

Phenibut: I had some [email protected]$$ dreams when I took a large dose before bed, but also woke up feeling like death so it wasn't worth it.

Mirtazapine (antidepressant): When I started taking it I had epic dreams (many lucid) for the first few weeks, then they stopped.
 

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IIRC i did have a recent dream about getting drugs and it going to waste somehow. I guess that's a big worry of mine.

But yeah for the most part drugs kill mine too.

Your most recent dream sounds awesome. Mine are usually not so happy. Not necessarily sad either, just unfortunate or intense.
 

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My parents and I moved around a lot when I was younger, so it's hard to tell where dreams like these take place...

July 10-11, 2020: "Moving Day/Trippy Airplane"

I was moving to a new home with my parents. We had to keep going between two houses, a motel and a storage facility to gather up all of our belongings, and I kept forgetting where I was going or what I was supposed to be doing. It ended up being something like 5am and I realized that we had been doing this for almost 24 hours straight. I was hungry and asked if we could stop at Burger King, but they didn't want to eat until all the moving was done. (I've been through this exact scenario many times in real life.) I came across some food in one of the boxes and had a bowl of baked beans with some bread to hold me over.

I was in some high-rise building surrounded by windows and an airplane landed on it for a minute just to amuse me. The plane was either see-through or open in the back and I could see that they had cats & dogs playing aboard, which I thought was really cool. I waved to them and they flew off.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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I’d have to actually get some sleep to have any dreams to report and my intoxicated lucid dreaming is basically more drug consumption and porn which I won’t bother sharing in such a nice forum. What downers give the best dreams after knocking you out?
 

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I’d have to actually get some sleep to have any dreams to report and my intoxicated lucid dreaming is basically more drug consumption and porn which I won’t bother sharing in such a nice forum. What downers give the best dreams after knocking you out?
All downers kill my dreams, from alcohol to benzos to opioids to Benadryl. I actually just talked about that a few posts back. And of course uppers usually don't allow me to sleep at all. The only time that I have good vivid dreams is when I'm clean & sober. I'm glad that I have such a rich dreaming life, because it satisfies my desire for hallucinogens. I consider it to be a safe, natural way of "tripping".

The downside is that because I suffer from anxiety and insomnia when I'm stressed out, a lot of times I can't sleep at all. So it's a Catch-22; Do I lie awake all night with my mind racing or chemically knock myself out for a few hours of crappy dreamless sleep? My antidepressant Remeron (mirtazapine) is the one thing that helps me sleep and (usually) gives me good dreams, but a lot of people get horrible nightmares from it. I'm one of the lucky ones.

Peace, Love and Faith,
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I had a vague one last night about trying to hide something (drugs? weapons?) in my closet and feeling really creeped out by it. There was a lot of detail but that's all that I can remember.
 

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I had some crazy dreams last night. I know I'm forgetting some but here's what I remember...

July 13-14, 2020: "Survival Prep, My Cousin's Garden and a Fatal Illness"

I got a survival kit in the mail from an old friend of mine who was somewhat of a "prepper" in real life. It contained a few basic provisions, some kind of breathing apparatus and instructions on how to seek shelter in the case of an emergency. I was moved by the gesture because we had a falling out (in real life) a few years ago and I haven't spoken to him since.

I was at my cousin's and her husband was showing me his garden. He had just planted the seeds recently and they were just starting to sprout. I looked back at it a minute later and everything was fully grown.

There was a new disease going around that was 100% fatal. It started with a large infected growth somewhere on the body (like the bubonic plague), then death followed within a few days. I inspected myself and had one of the lesions on my right leg!

Sweet Dreams!!!
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(There are a bunch of articles online about how many people are having disturbing dreams since the COVID outbreak. I always have crazy dreams anyway, but it made me realize that a lot of mine have been disease-related lately.)
 
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I haven't had any memorable dreams in a week now. When this COVID situation got bad a few months ago I started using Klonopin, Benadryl and alcohol to help me sleep, but it was more like passing out so I don't think that I got much quality REM sleep. Now I've been tapering off of everything, so I haven't slept much at all because I'm still going through a bit of withdrawal. Hopefully my brain will get used to falling asleep naturally again eventually and I'll start to have some cool dreams again.
 

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I haven't had any memorable dreams in a week now. When this COVID situation got bad a few months ago I started using Klonopin, Benadryl and alcohol to help me sleep, but it was more like passing out so I don't think that I got much quality REM sleep. Now I've been tapering off of everything, so I haven't slept much at all because I'm still going through a bit of withdrawal. Hopefully my brain will get used to falling asleep naturally again eventually and I'll start to have some cool dreams again.
Hope you well. Stay safe
 

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I was flipping through my notebook and realized that I had a few vague dreams that I forgot to post...

July 14-15, 2020: My best friend from my late teens was hanging out in my room. My closet was stocked full of liquor bottles and it concerned him, so I tried explaining that I didn't even remember buying them. Then I lit up a joint and he gave me a look of disapproval, which made me feel really awkward. (He was very anti-drug in real life.)

July 18-19, 2020: I was driving home and there were ad campaign signs for local politicians painted on the road.

July 21-22, 2020: I was looking for something to eat late at night but everything I saw contained cheese. (I'm vegan.)

July 23-24, 2020: (GROSS ALERT) I threw up in the sink after eating and drinking too much beer. My mom walked in as I was trying to clean it up and I felt ashamed. I wrote down the phone number to cosmetology school because I wanted to get a license to do hair, then realized that there isn't much of a demand for barber shops these days.

Sweet Dreams!!!
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I dunno yo, I dreamt that I was on a boat and she because she was a women - she told me to turn off boat lights and I didn't want to and I wanted to leave that place for some unknown reason and she said that she can't open because she wanted to kill me - she was afraid of jail and I said uhmm

if u don't yeah if u don't open it now, the table might turn like fingers snap. What the fuck was that haha
 

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I usually knock myself out enough that I don't remember my dreams much anymore but yesterday I forgot to take some diazepam before bed for anxiety and woke up several times in the morning after weird/odd/strange dreams hyperventilating and feeling anxious. Couldn't tell if it was the weird nature of the dreams or the result of my permanently enlarged tonsils causing sleep apnea. Either way it sucked.
 
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