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I haven't been remembering my dreams much lately. Which is odd because I just came off phenibut and the last time I did that, I had the most vivid dreams of my life pretty much, for quite a while. I do have some galantamine, which I've used before to dream really vividly. But it basically works similarly to how a nicotine patch will give you strong dreams, because it's related to nicotine. It makes you sleep really lightly and wake up often. I also have some entada rheedi seeds (African dream seeds). I haven't experimented with them but once yet, I keep forgetting about them.
 
It's easy to vent at least for me because I have the abilty to drift off and forget then. For me it's music, sometimes words.. you know



regards,

winter
 
Last night I dreamt I owned a horse. She was a big horse, a dapple grey shire and I loved her and she loved me. The love I felt was overwhelming, you know that full on heart bursting with joy love. Not much happened in the dream, I rode her around, she was a little headstrong, jumping walls that I wasn't happy about jumping, and she jumped into a pool and swam with me on her back.

We were galloping around narrow deserted city streets, and through alleyways I could hear her horseshoes banging on the cobbles, sparks were coming off them and the clatter was echoing off the walls. I was not nervous about this breakneck gallop, although I had not encouraged it at all, I could feel her muscles moving underneath me and feel her mighty heart beating.

She had yellow ribbons I realised that I had plaited into her mane earlier, they were flowing in the breeze. We came to a river and I jumped off, took the bridle off her and she went and stood in the shallows and had a drink, while I watched.

Again I could feel my heart swell with a deep love for her.

I have never owned a horse and only sat on the back of one once.
 
Hey everyone! My computer's been down for over a week and I have a buttload of crazy dreams to post. I'm only on my friend's internet for a minute tonight but hopefully tomorrow I can start posting some. Stay tuned and thanks for keeping the thread alive...

PS - LOVE the title font!!!
 
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Okay my friends, I finally got my computer back up and running so let's see if I can finally get caught up on these (I'm so far behind that I'm only posting the interesting ones)...

March 17-18, 2019: "Chased Through Target's Parking Lot/Michael Jackson 7-11"

I was in the lobby of a Target department store and went on a computer that they had opened to the public. A bunch of porn pop-ups came on the screen and there was a young boy behind me, so I quickly unplugged and shut it down so that he wouldn't see it.

Two big Sugg Knight-looking security guards came over and accused me of downloading porn on the store's computer. I tried reasoning with them but they didn't want to listen, so I took off running into the parking lot.

I couldn't find my car so I kept trying to exit the parking lot on foot, but no matter where I went I seemed to end up back in the same spot. In the meantime there were horrible scenes of hookers getting shot by pimps, people being beaten up and all kinds of terrible things going on around me.

I finally found my way to a 7-11 that specialized in Michael Jackson-themed ice cream cakes. They depicted him in all the different stages of his life. All that I wanted was a basic sundae, which I finally found covered in mango and some other fruit. The guy behind the counter said that it was $17, and I asked him how a scoop of ice cream could cost so much.

(I'll try to post more when I get the chance...)

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
 
Hey man, always enjoy reading about your dreams. :)

I've had really vivid dreams the past few nights but I didn't think about them after I woke up so I lost most of them.
 
Ok, let's see where I left off...

March 19-20, 2019: "Lucid Flying And An Alien Plague"

I was leaving the local mall and saw that my pockets had somehow ended up full of Benadryl pills. They were encased in containers that looked like those Tide laundry pods. I didn't want to be falsely accused of stealing them so I found a restroom and buried them in the garbage.

I went out to the parking lot and kept seeing what I thought was my car, but every time that I got close it morphed into someone else's. This is when I realized that I was dreaming, and of course, began to fly over the highway that runs alongside of the mall. The scenery looked very colorful and modern, sort of like Las Vegas at night.

Some young black women in a car were cheering me on, so I briefly merged into the car with them and began making out with the one driving! She was worried about crashing but I said, "Don't worry, it's only a dream.". I said my goodbyes and took off for the sky once again.

I noticed that objects like cars and billboards had begun to grow this half rust/half moss-looking material on them, which was supposedly caused by some type of virus or bacteria from outer space. I started to worry that it was real, and my lucidity faded.

March 20-21, 2019: "Vomit Art And A Beheaded Friend" (GROSS ALERT!)

A young woman and three male friends were making some type of "graffiti" by vomiting all over outdoor structures and smearing it around! I was watching them do it outside of a 7-11 and we all got ordered to leave by a female manager.

Later I was at some bar with an old childhood friend and he was becoming very drunk and obnoxious. First he insulted me about not making more of myself career-wise, then he started a fistfight with one of the patrons by saying that the guy's feet smelled! They went outside and when the guy came back in, he threw my buddy's decapitated head at me!!!

There was also a really graphic part with prostitutes performing disgusting sex acts, but I'll just leave that to your imaginations!

Same Night: "Shower Caddy Animal"

I went to take a shower and had two small bottles of shampoo and/or conditioner named "Simon" and "Garfunkel"! The shower caddy was designed to look like a black or dark gray cat, which I thought was cute. Then I reached for the shampoo and the "caddy kitty" turned out to be some rabid animal that turned around and hissed at me!

(The next dreams are long and I need to get off the computer, so I'll have to continue when I get a chance...)

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
 
Haha for the second one, your brain just turned on the gross filter to maximum. =D
 
I had to laugh when I woke up from this first one...

March 21-22, 2019: "Married To A Meth Addict"

This young blond woman and I decided to get married, so I performed a symbolic-type wedding by building a small Chinese-style altar with a mini pagoda, dragons and such. I wasn't sure if it was a valid ceremony but she believed that it was.

Later I walked in on her snorting and/or smoking from a huge bag of crystal methamphetamine. I voiced my displeasure and she went out into the back yard. She was acting crazy in front of my mom, who asked her what was wrong.

I stood behind my new wifey and emphatically mouthed to my mom, "She's TWEEEAKING."!

March 22-23, 2019: "Scenes From A Department Store"

I was working a 9-5 shift at some department store and realized at 4:30 that I still hadn't taken my lunch break. A redheaded male manager with a large beard yelled at me for waiting too long and told me to clock out right away.

When I swiped my badge, the readout said that I had committed a felony by supposedly giving some customer a $1.23 discount on a cell phone! I was terrified of getting arrested and/or fired, but the managers didn't seem to think that it would be a problem.

I didn't have anything to eat so I spent my lunch hour browsing around the store. I found a large Elvis Costello CD boxed set on sale for only $6.98, so I put one on hold for when I got paid. Some rude lady customer wanted me to help her find sewing needles and got angry when I told her that I was on my break.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
 
I don't remember a lot at the moment but the past 2 nights I have had amazing dreams, so vivid, long-lasting, and adventurous. 2 nights ago I dreamed that me and my brother and friend were in my parents' house and discovered that the basement had a sub-basement. We found treasure in it, and then found another sub-basement. This continued to the 5th sub-basement which was like a cavern, with a huge 100+ foot ceiling and exits to the outside where I saw that we were near the top of a MASSIVE structure that extended down beyond seeing. It was so fucking cool. :)

Then last night I had another dream, I have been doing a million things since I woke up so I can't remember much now but I do remember my girl and I were starting to have sex when I woke up, and it was as vivid and realistic as real life.

Hmm I wish I remembered more about that dream because the rest of it was some cool adventure too.

Differences in my habits are that I started taking mucuna pruriens extract (L-dopa) as well as L-threonine and CBD throughout the day (smoked, sometimes with a bit of THC added but mostly CBD). Part of it may be a lot less THC consumed, but I am sleeping so well and having really vivid dreams. Not to mention I feel really happy and good and well as motivated and energetic throughout the day. I hope it continues. :)
 
I've had a lot of dreams the past three nights, going through withdrawals and sleeping maybe 3 hours a night.

They've all been variations on nightmares. All very complex, some recurring, and always containing a short portion where I find myself becoming sexually involved with a beautiful girl, only for my wife to show up at the last second and stop me in some fashion, and then the nightmarish/disturbing parts resume.

I have no idea what to make of it. Perhaps I have a subconscious desire for extra marital sexual intimacy. But I really haven't the slightest idea how to address that if it's the case.
 
I dreamt that I was living in an apartment with my parents (I think), and my cat had run off. I was concerned because it had been snowing. The remainder of the dream I was in different places outside trying to find my cat but I kept finding other cats that looked like mine but weren't.

I wonder why I can't have a good dream once in a while. :(

I have a theory that depression carries over into dreams. What do y'all think?
 
Absolutely, my waking state always carries over into my dreams. Although there is a lag period generally so my waking life changes take some time to percolate into my dreams.
 
Yeah, our worst fears always find their way into dreams. My sleep has been fragmented lately and last night's dream is the first that I remember in any detail...

April 15-16, 2019: "Scenes From The 1920'S"

(I must watch too many old Jimmy Cagney movies!)

I found myself back in the 1920's or early 30's, in the home of a rich married couple with one or two young daughters. Most of the furniture and décor was pretty close to that period, and I think that part of it was in black & white. The husband had mob ties and ordered to have his wife killed for some reason.

From there it went through a series of "scenes" where she would alternately be in the room, or dead, or missing, or in the middle of some horrible ordeal. In one she asked me to help raise her blimp up to help it get off the ground. As it floated over a 1920's New York City skyline, it suddenly burst into flames like the Hindenburg!

I was horrified and ran back to their house. The husband asked me about her and I tried to show him a photograph of the disaster without his little girls seeing it. I suddenly remembered that he *wanted* her to disappear and wondered if he had orchestrated the whole "accident" and, without my knowledge, used me as his accomplice.

In another "scene", I was told that she had been committed to a tuberculosis sanatorium like they had back then. In another one, time had passed and he had married another woman. In yet another one, I walked in on two big mafia legbreaker/hitman dudes beating some guy up.

They had two old upright pianos that were very different; One looked pretty standard but the other one was encased in silver and looked sort of like a large Moog-type synthesizer from the 1970's, which looked utterly futuristic in this 1920's setting.

Sweet Dreams!!!
Dreamflyer
 
It takes practice. Personally the more I write down dreams right after I wake up, the better at remembering details I am. Also lighter sleep makes dreams MUCH more memorable. I go through stages usually. I rarely remember mine as well as dreamflyer does but sometimes I will for a couple of weeks. If I go to bed at the same time and wake up at the same time every day I get stronger dreams, and if I wake up in the early morning and doze back off, that's when I have really vivid dreams.
 
I never remember my dreams but lately I've been having this nightmare that always wakes me up, so I remember it. It always starts off I'm in some kind of dimly lit structure. Sometimes it's like an industrial type building with high ceilings, other times it's residential. But it's always a weird sepia color outside. Sunset shifting to twilight. Dark, shadowy inside.

I'm immediately panicked, with the overwhelming fear that something is coming for me from outside. I try to strategize. Do I find a hiding spot? Do I barricade the doors and find a weapon? Do I go out the back and make a run for it? What if it's waiting for me there?

I always end up running. I'm scared to look back because I know he's there. I just keep running. But my legs give out, collapse, sit up and see him lunging at me. He's like a Tarkatan/humanoid vampire type creature. He's on top of me trying to rip me to shreds but I'm somehow able to hold him back. I pull a knife from my back pocket and start slicing away at him.

About the time he is about to kill me, I turn my head to the side, look off into the distance, and see a mushroom cloud.
 
Damn that's a fucked up nightmare, especially for a recurring one...
 
Oh do I love dreams
As a boy at the age of 16, I had an Out of Body Experience when I had the flu similar to that Pink Floyd song Comfortably Numb lol (When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand This is not how I am) I know it's not exact to dreams that song the part (I could never explain, you would not understand) ring true to me for a very long time. My Out of Body Experience was so real and psychedelic at the same time it led me on a life long path of looking for answers and I'm in my forties now.
mal3volent It always starts off I'm in some kind of dimly lit structure. Sometimes it's like an industrial type building with high ceilings, other times it's residential. But it's always a weird sepia color outside. Sunset shifting to twilight. Dark, shadowy inside.
Now that is a dream! I've come to the conclusion after reading several and several books on out-of-body, dreams, and amongst other similar subjects in relation to all of this even started reading new-age shit and yes that's what it shit. In my opinion, the most logical sense is science. However, you can have fun with your dreams. I always refer people if they ever had an out-of-body experience or something of that nature to read this book by Robert Peterson Out of Body Experiences how to have them and what to expect www.robertpeterson.org.

I have reoccurring dreams all the time I have sets of reoccurring dreams. However, what most people call reoccurring I called continuing dreams. I have friends in dreams sometimes I think it would be embarrassing to tell people who are some of my friends in my dreams all they are our perceptions of what you think that person is in reality. Like, for example, I'm friends with Maynard James Keenan of the band Tool in one set of Dreams they Don't really recur they continue its not the same context they continued he has his own personality we have our own relationship he's like a friend in a different world but in this world he's a famous Rockstar weird right and in the dream I'm not a fanboy. I'm not dreaming about idolizing we're having real conversations about real things and doing real things very rarely does music even come up or what he does in his professional world pretty weird right. I guess you can say I am humble dreamer haha. But if it was real life I wouldn't know how to act in front of him. I would be very uncomfortable because one I am a fan and two I have these fuckin weird dreams about him all the time but he is no the only one I dream about that I know in real life. I also have other continuing sagas I guess you could call them cuz there's a difference between reoccurring and continuing reoccurring is something that somebody would consider a nightmare is an example I hear a lot. You never hear this I keep having this great reoccurring dream that I'm screwing this chick and Mickey Mouse pops up right at the end and I wake up. Both are the same they both reoccur but what is funny is if you can recall the dream better and better through practice it's not the same dream there's subtleties and differences every time if you could go back to the first time you dreamt that dream it would be a lot different than where you are at at the last time you dreamed it just the same theme. Continuing is You pop in and sort of where you left off. For me, my other continuing dreams have other people that I know or don't know that I've gotten to know it's like a whole different world. In the only reason and think I'm able to do this is the years and years of book research keeping an open mind during that time. I just woke up I feel the best when I wake up naturally not waking up to alarm bullshit it will fuck my day and happiness. I jumped on here BL I just recently started posting on BL I was talking about belbuca and pain medicine and wanted to see if I got a reply and I see a post on dreams so thank you mal3volent.

I had a major surgery you want to talk about weird weird dreams wait until you have major surgery and the next two weeks every time you close your eyes it's like a hit of acid++++ It seems like the best creative parts of your mind light up along with this psychedelic twist to it things make sense that normally doesn't and you remember them quite well or at least I did. There's actually a lot of chatter on the internet about this it an after effect of the anesthesia and the trauma to the body. These dreams were so intense and I was so in tune with what was going on there was a point where I was having a dream realized I was talking out loud it was a lucid dream, lucid dream also is a normal thing for me. So I turned my phone on and started recorded my dream. I wish the audio came out better but. I had a western accent and it was in the time frame of the 1880s very cool to listen to. There are little techniques to remember your dreams one of the easiest is when you wake up don't just get up and start going about your day this can be hard if you wake up to an alarm all the time matter fact this can be hard if you only sleep-in on the weekends. When you wake up lay there for 10 minutes or for however long you think it needs to be I don't like to put time limits on things but try not to fall back to sleep. That is when the dream is the freshest my technique is not to try and remember but remember at the same time just kind of stab at it a little bit the dream that makes sense it is kind of like you're the kid listening in on your parents by the door and once in a while you peek around the door just to look at them talking when they're not looking you hear it all, okay that's a terrible analogy. Here's a little better analogy just lay there and realize you had a dream and think about the feelings in it the surroundings was there smells what time of the day it was, was it day or night the sensations of it all in the dream fuck the meaning that will come later trust me. If you have a hard time with recalling that's okay things come easier with practice and don't get frustrated if you can't remember certain things.

I think dreams are meant to be enjoyed even the terrible ones I like the terrible too a good dream that went wrong as you say nightmare cuz all in all when you wake up you're okay it was just a dream. Today when I sit down to see if anybody responded to a post that I wrote on here from yesterday. I was still thinking about my dream last night. I do understand quite a bit about dreaming for myself and when people think dreams have meaning like somebody going to die or stupid shit like that, that's all it is stupid shit. Randomness in coincidence happens every day in real life also you got to remember when you're dreaming so much is going on there could be something that you dream about but you don't remember and at that moment in real life an event will come up and trigger that memory you had that was similar so you sum it up as a coincidence and try and put meaning behind it because we are rational humans. I'm not saying don't acknowledge it look at it as that's cool. What drives me nuts is when I'm at work or wherever and the subject of dreams come up and people start talking about coincidences and meaning in dreams especially coincidences. Coincidences or something that will happen in real life to and that is similar event to an event you don't have to put meaning behind it there's a lot going on in this consciousness we call life. Dreams are fun little ways to have fun while you sleep the scientific stuff behind it is even quite interesting but that's like a book to read not for me to explain. Sorry for turning this into a long post but this is one of the subjects that I love. One more thing I believe dreaming and understanding more about your dreams and having a bit of control the way you carry your life and relate to your fellow human being respect others all these things not only make you a better person but makes you have some fucking kick ass dreams someday I'll get there someday.
Dream on Brothers & Sisters
 
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