Thomas29
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I have a chest cold and weed that I vape with my Volcano vaporizer is literally only thing that helps any of the symptoms and I use it for other things so this is the worse time to get a chest cold but I was prescribed Salbutamol Inhaler and I read it can lower your seizure thresh hold which I am worried about using it during my Benzo weaning process should I not be using this I mean I can't vape weed without literally not being able to breathe and this is the only thing that helps my maintenance inhaler I don't know if it increases chances of seizures or not but it contains Tioptropium (as Bromide Monohydrate) and Olodaterol (as Hydrochloride) I need to use the maintenance inhaler at the very least since.
I have only been able to eat literally one and only one meal daily with very little protein in it. The only reason I can even eat at all during this detox as I have been through benzo withdrawal before and I am sensitive more than the average person when it comes to benzo withdrawal makes it harder than your average person trying to withdraw with my sump pump being broken and no insulation in the basement where my floor is vibrating and then making a huge clunk sound every 30 seconds etc etc.
I literally only making this thread because I have to as I don't want to have a fucking seizure but I also am inevitably going to loose weight even with the weed helping me eat and it helps me sleep helps with hot and cold flashes the anxiety etc. etc. not to mention my severe back pain that I'm told will only get worse as I age it happened when I was 12 and I was injured in my back area and I am only 25 so by the time I am like 40 if I am lucky enough to live that fucking long I will be crying trying to get out of bed in the morning before I can get my meds into me.
I am begging you bluelight members not to dismiss this as not a very big deal since it is a big deal especially to me so would you please just help me since I am confused by whether this is an actual "harm reduction" website or it's just a similar way of the Research Chemical Vendors saying "Not For Human Consumption" to prevent the fucking Website for being shut down for what it is in reality.
Every thread I make if I dont give every itty bitty detail of my life then people make assumptions not asking me just assuming and just plain judging me and my fucking situation in my life and some and only some people here are helpful and truly know what they are talking about but the rest are just ugh I have wasted hours and I haven't been able to sleep for days I got a few hours last night after 5 days without fucking sleep withdrawal or not nobody can sleep living like this and I am becoming fucking unhinged.
I can't even think so I don't know if I have given enough info to get a helpful answer if anymore information is required to get an accurate and helpful answer please just tell me thank you as I am defeated and you have all broken me and worn me down and I have given up already its just a matter of time of when not if I fucking self-destruct at this rate and with these lack of fucking coping options that EVERYONE IN LIFE GETS BUT ME!
I have always been polite and I just can't anymore just can't i cant i cant can't.
I have only been able to eat literally one and only one meal daily with very little protein in it. The only reason I can even eat at all during this detox as I have been through benzo withdrawal before and I am sensitive more than the average person when it comes to benzo withdrawal makes it harder than your average person trying to withdraw with my sump pump being broken and no insulation in the basement where my floor is vibrating and then making a huge clunk sound every 30 seconds etc etc.
I literally only making this thread because I have to as I don't want to have a fucking seizure but I also am inevitably going to loose weight even with the weed helping me eat and it helps me sleep helps with hot and cold flashes the anxiety etc. etc. not to mention my severe back pain that I'm told will only get worse as I age it happened when I was 12 and I was injured in my back area and I am only 25 so by the time I am like 40 if I am lucky enough to live that fucking long I will be crying trying to get out of bed in the morning before I can get my meds into me.
I am begging you bluelight members not to dismiss this as not a very big deal since it is a big deal especially to me so would you please just help me since I am confused by whether this is an actual "harm reduction" website or it's just a similar way of the Research Chemical Vendors saying "Not For Human Consumption" to prevent the fucking Website for being shut down for what it is in reality.
Every thread I make if I dont give every itty bitty detail of my life then people make assumptions not asking me just assuming and just plain judging me and my fucking situation in my life and some and only some people here are helpful and truly know what they are talking about but the rest are just ugh I have wasted hours and I haven't been able to sleep for days I got a few hours last night after 5 days without fucking sleep withdrawal or not nobody can sleep living like this and I am becoming fucking unhinged.
I can't even think so I don't know if I have given enough info to get a helpful answer if anymore information is required to get an accurate and helpful answer please just tell me thank you as I am defeated and you have all broken me and worn me down and I have given up already its just a matter of time of when not if I fucking self-destruct at this rate and with these lack of fucking coping options that EVERYONE IN LIFE GETS BUT ME!
I have always been polite and I just can't anymore just can't i cant i cant can't.