aloneinthevoid
Greenlighter
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- Jan 21, 2019
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So I just broke up with my girlfriend.Her name was Jasmine. We were together for 8 months. It's my first real break up. It's crazy how fast it went, we were so happy together one day and the next day we were fighting. I know how I get when I get angry and I'm the type of guy who sometimes raises his voice a little, not really yelling, but I make my voice sharper than usual, and I speak a little harsher than normal, so it didn't really help fix things. And there was no trust, at all, we had some problems and the trust between us was eventually broken. It's not like I was ever cheating or hiding things behind her back, aside from the occasional times I smoked weed behind her back and came off as dishonest when I told her about it. I get that our problems had causes and effects, my behavior led to a lot of it, but we could never resolve problems after a fight, so it made things extremely uncomfortable, and she was so oversensitive it didn't even make sense. If we were cuddling, and I moved my arm slightly or something she would take it as me not wanting to be with her and in her mind I just sent her a signal to move away, and then the shit would just escalate. But man she was great to be around when things were good. It's only the first few hours so it's not hurting like I expect it's going too I already know it'll hit soon. The best way to get over a girl is to get under another I guess. I loved the relationship when it was good, but the bad was starting out weigh the good and it sucked to see this happen before my eyes and see everything I thought I was doing right to solve the situation only make it worse. I think it was a good time to let go, I started to become unhappy and couldn't be myself in the relationship, plus the sex wasn't there like that so it didn't really make it any harder to stick around. I just wished it had worked out because honestly one thing I did like about her was that i could picture her having my kids one day, she would make an amazing mom. It WILL be hard to find one like her again, but man it really didn't feel worth it to keep trying...
Sorry,
I had to let this out somewhere..
Sorry,
I had to let this out somewhere..