I weaned off opiates very slowly with loperamide over 6 months. Then I felt awesome, almost manic for a few months, and now I feel like I took a bunch of muscle relaxers or something every day. I?m super relaxed, don?t have a care in the world and no ambition. I got very into boxing during the manic phase, and now it?s extremely hard to conjure up the same drive, and I feel too relaxed and docile to do it anymore. Maybe it?s a season affective disorder or something / a winter thing... anyone else experience this?