I really do care honey, I'm glad you liked it.
No reason to feel guilty, you're human, everyone has their own struggles, and no ones is more important than anothers.
I'm glad you are seeing that staying numb doesn't help in the long run. I'm really proud of you.
I sincerely wish you peace and happiness, you deserve those, you're a really fantastic person, I really think so.
Look forward to more updates about your journey.
Much love and support,
your friend,
Ash.
P.S, You rock Deb!!! xoxo
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No reason to feel guilty, you're human, everyone has their own struggles, and no ones is more important than anothers.
I'm glad you are seeing that staying numb doesn't help in the long run. I'm really proud of you.
I sincerely wish you peace and happiness, you deserve those, you're a really fantastic person, I really think so.
Look forward to more updates about your journey.
Much love and support,
your friend,
Ash.
P.S, You rock Deb!!! xoxo
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Ash, I’m so sorry. Thank you for the card. It did make me smile. Someone cares!
i will say logging this process does help. Helps to get feelings out there and whine. Cause most of mine has been one long whine.
Feel lots of guilt. My life, I had so many hopes. I’ve stayed so messed up, looking for peace just to find out that peace comes from within. I’ve looked down bottles for peace, taken pills and more pills just to find it. It’s not there. That ride always comes to an end. Then it’s just empty and you are left with all these guilty “should have” feelings. Gosh if you are young and reading this, don’t waste your life looking for fun like that. It’s fun but not genuine. Peace will never find you if you are fucked up.