(4 hits of DMT) - Experienced - Witnessing my Funeral

[Grigore]

Positive vibes for you!

Date of the trip: 12.12.2018
Time: 22:15
Trip Setting: Dark room with 4 lit candles, 1 lighted board with ''Think Positive'' written on it, 2 trip sitters (my girlfriend and her brother).

Additional info: The experience happened after a very pleasant trip on 3 hits of DMT (around 1 hour earlier) that landed me in the waiting room where I was welcomed with much love by many friendly and familiar entities. I removed my shirt after this trip as I felt hot.

Mention: In my most intense experience until then, I've met jesters and what they showed me was simply mind blowing.


Trip Comparison:

This 4 hits trip had few similarities to the life changing trip that I've had on 700 ug of 1-P LSD in which I've observed myself in the process of dying, followed by my decaying flesh being eaten by worms and then being born again, after witnessing the crucifixion of Jesus Christ and having the most grandiose revelation of my entire life, a revelation so intense that I ended up running completely naked in people's yards desperately willing to share it, sacrificing my dignity so people will believe that I was dead serious about seeing Jesus Christ being crucified and understanding the deepest purpose of life to its utmost core.


About the Trip:

The purpose of the 4 hits trip was to see how far they will take me and find out if I ever really got past the waiting room with 3 hits.

Long story short, they took me straight to my funeral.

My entire life flashed before my eyes and I gradually realized that I've died and everything that I've done in my life leaded me to this unexpected early death on DMT.

I could still see my girlfriend and her brother, yet I believed that they were attending my funeral. The candles and especially the ''Think Positive'' message convinced me that they were there to help me realize that I'm dead and detach easier from this world.

As far as I remember, I haven't seen any entities, yet I've felt utter terror along with a malevolent presence while being compelled to give up on this life.

I was convinced that this is it and after cheating death several times, my time has finally come.

A wave of regret flowed into my soul, as I've recently made a to do list for my entire life consisting of 5 wishes and didn't have enough time to fulfill any of them.

During the experience, I remembered that I had no shirt on. This made me think that I've already been in a critical condition (due to the fact that I was hot), therefore, I've been given another strong hint that this is how things were meant to be and that I actually died on DMT.

In around 15 minutes, I've recovered physically, yet, mentally, I'm definetely not the same person anymore.

Trip lesson:

1. Time is more valuable than money and I learned to value time more than money.

2. I utterly refuse to make more excuses in order to avoid doing what I feel and know that is good for my soul, while being preoccupied with what is apparently pleasant for the ego.

3. By witnessing my funeral, I understood that one of my deepest desires is to die without regrets, therefore, the trip helped me remember that I'm here to love, help and forgive.

I hope that my story inspired you too.

I send my positive thoughts and love straight to you!

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[Grigore]

(Not gonna make a new thread as this is quite related yet very interesting)

I've recently had a DMT experience on the peak of a 400ug acid trip and I want to share some things.

1. Instead of being propelled from what we call reality, into to the DMT world, it all happened the other way around.

The DMT world gradually engulfed my version of acid reality.

My trip partner started to look like the alien entities that I used to encounter in my past DMT experiences and more than that, reality got ripped apart and was replaced by the DMT world in the exact moment when I felt love for my friend in the same way that I've felt love for the DMT entities, that was when the breakthrough completely occurred.

I want to hear your thoughts on this!
Has anyone had any similar experiences?

 

[bookshelf1]

hey buddy sorry to ask but i am curious to know if you are a satanist?your profile says something.
i want to know if using psychedelics did any change about satanistic beliefs.

 

[RichardHead1]

A mate of mine smokes dmt regularly along with speed coke hash etc but no meth.
He collapsed and the 3 guys couldn't get a pulse and performed cpr for 10 mins but zero response. They freaked out and covered him up with blanket.
The youngest guy 20 he freaked out badly and other guy sat him down while other guy stayed in kitchen trying to work out what to do.
Next minute my mate is up standing next to guy in kitchen, and then freaks out more other guy joins him and tells mate what happened, meanwhile young guy is screaming Stop you counts and he ended up in hospital.

So mate says fuck me I died and tells them his whole life flashed before him like a Slide night stopping at different stages.
They freak out again as he has No reflection in the glass windows. Young guy in dining room is screaming, but mate and other 2 sit down at table and have a few lines to celebrate.
Mate reckons he was basically told he wasn't finished and he had more life to live. He reckons I came up a few times so it was interesting as fuck.
We are all here to eat shit & die.
Apologies as I don't write very well but true story.

 

[bookshelf1]

A mate of mine smokes dmt regularly along with speed coke hash etc but no meth.
He collapsed and the 3 guys couldn't get a pulse and performed cpr for 10 mins but zero response. They freaked out and covered him up with blanket.
The youngest guy 20 he freaked out badly and other guy sat him down while other guy stayed in kitchen trying to work out what to do.
Next minute my mate is up standing next to guy in kitchen, and then freaks out more other guy joins him and tells mate what happened, meanwhile young guy is screaming Stop you counts and he ended up in hospital.

So mate says fuck me I died and tells them his whole life flashed before him like a Slide night stopping at different stages.
They freak out again as he has No reflection in the glass windows. Young guy in dining room is screaming, but mate and other 2 sit down at table and have a few lines to celebrate.
Mate reckons he was basically told he wasn't finished and he had more life to live. He reckons I came up a few times so it was interesting as fuck.
We are all here to eat shit & die.
Apologies as I don't write very well but true story.

sorry to hear that sad story but i think focusing our mind on these things isn't a good idea.life has happy stories as well.there are psychedelic reports where they say there is divine energy in life and whole existence has mystical things in it.

 

[RichardHead1]

Sorry it wasn't meant to be a sad story as my mate came back to life and turned 60 this year and this happened 3 years ago.
The young guy that freaked out ended up in a syke ward for 4 weeks.
I lost my son 13 years ago and I often ask him things and one time he said Dad I can't explain it as you couldn't understand it but I can't help you but will be there for you.

I have often thought that other dimensions exist etc.
Also agree just how fucking real life can be in your face while on dmt etc.
The first time i tried 2F_DCK it took me away and lays life out so raw that there is just so So much we need to learn just to live best life possible.
My go to batch was 5x EU with 1x 2F_DCK which was nice to relax enjoy without the rawness.
I need advice haha.

 

[bookshelf1]

Sorry it wasn't meant to be a sad story as my mate came back to life and turned 60 this year and this happened 3 years ago.
The young guy that freaked out ended up in a syke ward for 4 weeks.
I lost my son 13 years ago and I often ask him things and one time he said Dad I can't explain it as you couldn't understand it but I can't help you but will be there for you.

I have often thought that other dimensions exist etc.
Also agree just how fucking real life can be in your face while on dmt etc.
The first time i tried 2F_DCK it took me away and lays life out so raw that there is just so So much we need to learn just to live best life possible.
My go to batch was 5x EU with 1x 2F_DCK which was nice to relax enjoy without the rawness.
I need advice haha.

wow are you a father?most of the users don't have children or if they have they will be irresponsible.you look so good.
what is EU? i know that other one 2 flourodesketamine but eu?
thats strange to me that someone who took dmt is still thinking about his son.i see dmt life changing and mind changing.in my psychedelic experience which doesn't contain dmt experience,i reached to the point which i don't care about this world.i think this world is too small for a mind to get limited to it.
what kind of advice do you like?altough i am surely smaller than you in age(25) but personally i accept advices from everyone.
do you want to live near your son forever?about that sentence your son said,where did you hear that?was it on a psychedelic experience or was it on a dream of sleep?

 

[RichardHead1]

Haha
Fuck a lot of questions but one thing I have is spare time.
Yeah I am 70 and get told look younger but do enjoy myself at times.
I don't drink or smoke but occasionally have few joints laced or just primo.
When my deceased son said that to me was about 12 months after his death. His young mate was racing MX at nationals but couldn't buy a start which was both their strengths, late front breaking etc.
I was travelling and at his favourite spot to camp as he said You can see the ocean ride all day and fish forever.
Anyway I got text message about his young mate struggling so (no drugs nada)
I asked him to help and on our way back down to highway he spoke to me.
Saying to tell him to trust and he will be with him but it is all up to him. Well text his dad and later in day message comes back Fuck he got holeshot in both races and placed 3rd.
I actually live with my other son who is 12 months older than his brother. He struggles more than me as he gets drunk regularly and loves his meth, so he is supposed to be my carer but I seem to be his ffs. He has never got over losing his bro and best mate, but I took it really hard but then 2 years after losing him I got End Liver Cancer.
Really long story, sorry but I was given 6 months to live in 2015 but then said fuck you and ended up living through many many comas operations, then tried Mow Mow and it changed my life after not taking drugs for 30+ years.
Coke is ok but Speed is way better but fuking hard to get good shot without burning nose haha.
EU is mild Stim but when I had it I added others to enjoy some life.
I will post the brew from net as trying to have a nice Xmas as Xmas eve my Son would have been 31.
Take care all.

 

[bookshelf1]

Haha
Fuck a lot of questions but one thing I have is spare time.
Yeah I am 70 and get told look younger but do enjoy myself at times.
I don't drink or smoke but occasionally have few joints laced or just primo.
When my deceased son said that to me was about 12 months after his death. His young mate was racing MX at nationals but couldn't buy a start which was both their strengths, late front breaking etc.
I was travelling and at his favourite spot to camp as he said You can see the ocean ride all day and fish forever.
Anyway I got text message about his young mate struggling so (no drugs nada)
I asked him to help and on our way back down to highway he spoke to me.
Saying to tell him to trust and he will be with him but it is all up to him. Well text his dad and later in day message comes back Fuck he got holeshot in both races and placed 3rd.
I actually live with my other son who is 12 months older than his brother. He struggles more than me as he gets drunk regularly and loves his meth, so he is supposed to be my carer but I seem to be his ffs. He has never got over losing his bro and best mate, but I took it really hard but then 2 years after losing him I got End Liver Cancer.
Really long story, sorry but I was given 6 months to live in 2015 but then said fuck you and ended up living through many many comas operations, then tried Mow Mow and it changed my life after not taking drugs for 30+ years.
Coke is ok but Speed is way better but fuking hard to get good shot without burning nose haha.
EU is mild Stim but when I had it I added others to enjoy some life.
I will post the brew from net as trying to have a nice Xmas as Xmas eve my Son would have been 31.
Take care all.

wow a great story i see.looks fantastic to me.altough i think i am fantasizing it in a hyper real way.
what is mow mow?is it vegan style living?
i heard some stories about how people get rid of cancer treatment and their problem is solved in another way.i couldn't talk to one of them closely.
do you use alcoholic beverages even after you got liver cancer?if it would be me i would stick to some safer drug i guess.
you didn't mention about wife.it looks like you have no wife now.did you ever thought about getting around some women?maybe they can make you happier.
i still don't know as you didn't mention,how did you meet your son after he was deceased?can you do that again?

 

[RichardHead1]

Sorry it has been a while.
When in my 20s I drank smoked heavily, lung collapsed bonging. Gave up cigarettes but drank twice as fast as nothing for hands to do.
So no drinking smoking last 40 years gave up green in 83 as well. Raised family until I moved away about 5 years ago.
My daughter lives with mum who works in mines she is 19, talk regularly to both no dramas.
I was 100% faithful to ex till I was given 6 months to live sep 2015.
Didn't know what to do as never been in that situation before. I didn't tell anyone for a while and that night had an escort for 2 hours then she had her friend join and have always Paid for sex. I have had a few sugar babies and find being in their company helps mind Body & soul.
I got hep c in my 20s but never knew till Dec 2012 it causes cirrhosis of liver and cancer. It was hard as 27 tablets plus injections daily in and out of comas for years. I felt fucking useless as couldn't dress myself, make tea coffee and unable to open doors ffs I was in construction for 50 years.
Family would lock me up to shop or fishing and a few times they found me in middle of road.
I have Epstein Barr virus for rest of life so it was lucky when in India I tried snorting crystal Meow Meow then when back in Australia had Coke then Speed.
Speed helps with energy allowing me to get fitter last longer push myself etc.
Being given 6 months plus sent home from hospital 7 times to die takes its toll but that was why I left as felt a failure plus another major drama, another time as fucking sick story ffs.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

As far as I remember, I haven't seen any entities, yet I've felt utter terror along with a malevolent presence while being compelled to give up on this life.

I was convinced that this is it and after cheating death several times, my time has finally come.

I fully understand this, my experience smoking N,N DMT was just like that.

 

[EvidenceOfTheResurrection]

I think psychedelics are the only good mood-altering drug. Earlier I was questioning if they are good for Christians. I saw a very cool trip report on yt called “I took psychedelics as a Christian”, channel Delafe. So Im now having my doubts about them for me after my conversion. It matters because they always enable me to stop other stuff. Im actually quite close to stopping everything; just struggling (a lot) with gabapentin.