need of advice
I'm a young addict in need of advice.
You see, I'm quite young but I've done it all, well almost. Most any drug you can name I've done. Since I was less than double digits I was drinking hard liquor and doing hard drugs and quit smoking cigarettes. 6 years later I quit ... For 10 month's. I started smoking weed again but still no Tabacco. mushrooms on the weekend, and the oucasional line of coke. When I quit I started drinking more, it worked, but something I didn't think of was the rittalin (methylphenidate) i was prescribed. I am prescribed 40 mgs a day but in the past few months I've started taking less some days to snort more often. Rittalin really helps me in school thought. I get high 90s in all my classes. I know that if I stop taking rittalin it's likely ilbdrop out of school. So I'm addicted to a drug I need. Only problem is that I need less to function and my body needs more to satisfy cravings. How can I live in withdrawal everday. Secondly im a possible undiagnosed scitsofrenic. When I'm on rittalin I'm chill, more aware. If I get a diagnosis it's possible il lose my prescription. I have no family or friends to reach out to and if I did I wouldn't want to. I need the drug to succeed. What is the right thing to do?
I'm a young addict in need of advice.
You see, I'm quite young but I've done it all, well almost. Most any drug you can name I've done. Since I was less than double digits I was drinking hard liquor and doing hard drugs and quit smoking cigarettes. 6 years later I quit ... For 10 month's. I started smoking weed again but still no Tabacco. mushrooms on the weekend, and the oucasional line of coke. When I quit I started drinking more, it worked, but something I didn't think of was the rittalin (methylphenidate) i was prescribed. I am prescribed 40 mgs a day but in the past few months I've started taking less some days to snort more often. Rittalin really helps me in school thought. I get high 90s in all my classes. I know that if I stop taking rittalin it's likely ilbdrop out of school. So I'm addicted to a drug I need. Only problem is that I need less to function and my body needs more to satisfy cravings. How can I live in withdrawal everday. Secondly im a possible undiagnosed scitsofrenic. When I'm on rittalin I'm chill, more aware. If I get a diagnosis it's possible il lose my prescription. I have no family or friends to reach out to and if I did I wouldn't want to. I need the drug to succeed. What is the right thing to do?