Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
- Joined
- Nov 3, 1999
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thanks!! i try to be but argh man cj you were totally right about not moving back in with parents. i really wish i had somewhere else to go except back to my house in norwich cos i'm developing some sort of codependency with my mum. i can't be ok cos she's so angry with me and i never know where i stand with her. its fine most of the time but when its not its incredibly dangerous. we're getting a joint therapy session with the drugs services but she just doesn't want to be told she's doing anything wrong cos in her head i'm so in the wrong that she can't be in the wrong. or something. it is threatening my recovery now. its all i've talked about with my therapist and key worker for weeks and its not got any better.
i don't know what to do.
i want this written on my grave: all we're asking for is the nerve to say we tried and know we fucking did (this band deserves more than 7 youtube views so i strongly recommend anyone check them out!!). i've never been in a situation where trying wasn't enough before. where nothing i could do was enough, i feel like what i've done is so inherently bad that i'll never fix it but i can't give up under her roof.
i don't know what to do.
i want this written on my grave: all we're asking for is the nerve to say we tried and know we fucking did (this band deserves more than 7 youtube views so i strongly recommend anyone check them out!!). i've never been in a situation where trying wasn't enough before. where nothing i could do was enough, i feel like what i've done is so inherently bad that i'll never fix it but i can't give up under her roof.