Hi. 21 years of suffering with major depressive disorder. 2 attempts, hospitalizations, ECT treatments, EMDR, thousands of pills.....nothing. Would loooovvve to try Ketamine. I found a place near me, (I live in S. Florida) but...can't afford $5K right now! My Psych. suggested trying to find a trial. I have been on line all morning and only found one. *Anybody have any advice, know of any potentially helpful websites, or have any words of wisdom? Thank you.