Mission complete.
Well I took a lot of kratom, some gas station phenibut and some gabapentin. Needless to say I was WAY over sedated. Could barley keep my eyes open, and was barley able to stay awake. Other than that, the first date was awesome. (But the next night I was unable to sleep and was acting a bit strange, from the rebound I suppose) However, I picked her up after work yesterday and she spent the night again. For a moment it felt like being assaulted by a pretty lady. I wasn?t really feeling having sex, but she basically was adamant. Got offended if it seemed like I wasn?t into it. The next morning it happened again. She got offended cause I wasn?t into it. She decided to take a shower with me and go for it again. Unfortunately, I?m on ssri, and I couldn?t get it up, and the night before, it was able to but barley was able to maintain it and couldn?t finish of course. And her breath always smelt rough, even when she brushed her teeth...
Anyways thanks for reading, there is a lot more, but I don?t want to overwhelm with more text.