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What Do You Do While You're Tweaking?

DriftingShade

DriftingShade

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^Rather obvious title, right? Well, maybe not for some people... ;)

In any case, I normally like to do stuff around the house such as laundry, dishes, clean off the counters, microwave, etc and take care of my wife and my son. Tend to their needs and make sure that they are doing okay before I'm off to more cleaning lol. Occasionally, I will be able to sit myself down at my computer and fuck around on different websites and crunch numbers for our bank account and upcoming bills to be paid (I take a strangely large amount of pleasure in doing this, it's very stimulating on all levels except physical.) I will even jerk it at times even though it really doesn't feel like I want to until I start thinking about it or watching porn.

Anyway, enough rambling from me...what do you guys enjoy doing most when you're all tweaked out? I'm more curious than anything else because I've never used with anyone before but I'm also somewhat looking for ideas to fill my time. =)
 
You would think u could be very productive while tweaking.. however i tend to do a lot of things "especially work related" that turn out to be not top priority to say the least..
 
if you're into speed and not into other things then you're wasting your life. speed is basically a tool at the expense of your health and well-being; use it wisely and you will get ahead with your body and soul dragging behind, use it solely to get off and you're just leaving that body and spirit behind you with nothing to show for it. if you don't have any hobbies or interests then you probably should, for you're gonna need to do something whenever you stop using drugs
 
1. Hit it
2. Think if I should hit more. Go to 2a if more. 2b if not.

2a. Tweakin.
3a. Alright I'm getting spun.
4a. What should I do oh god
5a. Holy shit this is going too hard where do I sit what should I do there's so much to do

2b. Oh yeah, I forgot to eat.
3b. That feels good.
4b. CLEAN!....or go to 2.
 
Why get on your soapbox about this. He has a question and it has nothing to do with what you said. He didnt ask for help or what the consequence were. Im sure those have crossed his mind. Your in the wrong area to preach this. And one more thkng, the more youbtell people advice they don't want to hear the more resistance you will get. Go to someone who is asking for help which there are alot of that want to hear your speech
 
Well, to keep the ball rolling on activities/hobbies.....


Online chat rooms
Cleaning
Working on macro plans, like finance lol
Organizing so cleaning will be easier in the future

I've been wanting to get into music production but the time sink is too much for that.
 
yeah i guess so, the OP says he takes care of fam and chores n shit, i guess i was overlooking that and assuming his life was completely devoid of fulfillment. my post is i guess more of a general statement about tweakers then. my bad.

BETMAN described the tweaking experience well enuff.

i usually would work on my car, play music, and write when i would take stimulants. i've written a lot of dumb posts on this website lol
 
listen to music, make music, write, read, sex, talking to other people (sometimes, but mostly would rather be alone), and slowly watching those who also use around me succumb to psychosis, hallucinations, and addiction while I could stay up for 5, 6, or 7 days at a time and was fine.
 
Writing in internet and listening music, sometimes I get hooked to watching porn but now I can control it, before it was like fuck I need to watch lots of porn.
 
Well that would all depend on how deep I am. First line or two I’ll amaze myself playing some video games or having way too much fun doing things around the yard. After about 24 hours of staying high I’ll start literally climbing the walls. Exercise, late night backroad drives roasting tires, typical redneck rowdiness.
Once the run gets about 3 days long is when things get interesting. Meth psychosis hits me hard. I’ve snuck through the woods with a machete hunting shadow people. The cops start surrounding my house, people up in trees aim rifles at me, the same imaginary car drives past 15 times. A few times I’ve even dumped a gram plus down the toilet because I thought I was sold rock salt. The weirdest ever was when I thought I was on hidden cameras and people were talking to me through a speaker hidden in a potted plant. Sounded like two friends of mine having a good laugh over me tweaking.
Good times though!
 
turn into a space case. and focus on absolutely nothing for hours on end, such as a dimple in the paint on a wall, forget i just smoked a bowl every five minutes so i smoke more even though im already high as fuck, then get pissed off when an 8 ball only lasted a day and a half
 
Excessive socialising and productively unproductive stuff like making things I don't need, over organising cabinets etc.
 
I can't stand tweaking unless I'm at boring ass jobs. I only do it at a job I work 2 days a week that is boring as shit. Then I go home and binge on porn. It makes the job tolerable but sucks as soon as I go home and want to chill, I need a blunt a bar and beer to kick back at that point.
 
Purpleshark said:
Well that would all depend on how deep I am. First line or two I’ll amaze myself playing some video games or having way too much fun doing things around the yard. After about 24 hours of staying high I’ll start literally climbing the walls. Exercise, late night backroad drives roasting tires, typical redneck rowdiness.
Once the run gets about 3 days long is when things get interesting. Meth psychosis hits me hard. I’ve snuck through the woods with a machete hunting shadow people. The cops start surrounding my house, people up in trees aim rifles at me, the same imaginary car drives past 15 times. A few times I’ve even dumped a gram plus down the toilet because I thought I was sold rock salt. The weirdest ever was when I thought I was on hidden cameras and people were talking to me through a speaker hidden in a potted plant. Sounded like two friends of mine having a good laugh over me tweaking.
Good times though!
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Wow that so fun stuff. I had a customer come get some LSD from me for his first time. He wound up in the booby hatch at about 2am. He was out side of hid house runner the up and down the street pretending he was Speed Ganzalo from bugs bunny. While his wife and two kids were sleeping. He was a square and was his first time.
 
Reading, playing video games, listening to music. When i've started doing something while high on stims, i won't quit until the comedown
 
Anything and everything. Look for anything remotely interesting and read it, clean, learn a skill, practice old ones, tinker, smoke till it's gone
 
FoggyMorning said:
what has been the best site for tweaker porn
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I download torrents porn from pornolab.net and pornbay.org. You need to register, you can find any kind of porn there. Empornium is actually the best, but I asked myself to banned after downloading 1 TB porn and got sick of my porn addiction. I asked many timesto get back there, even offered to donate lots of money. Its invite only now, and some people sell invites, very hard to et therte. Maybe soem day they let you register without invite again like back in the days. I've been on porn torrent scene ffor a long time, since PureTNA. Cheggit was also good until it got stopped. If you can't get to empornium, then pornolab.com is almost as good, its ukrainian site, but you can understand how it works. Pornhub is good too for rare amatery and homemade stuff but quality is normally bad. 5 days porn binge with meth, fuck after that I felt so empty... Now I try to quit watching porn, it makes me depressed and drains my energy, my honeymoon with porn is over. I don't like sex anymore, I don't enjoy it anymore, I think porn has ruined my sexuality. Well celibate is fine too, sex and porn is huge time waste, you don't get anything from it. After sex I also feel empty.
 
Take care of household chores, art, researching topics that interest me, watch porn (ritualistically after doing a shot), journal, go to work... And worry that I've dug myself into a deep hole.
 
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