TheOpposite
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 25, 2017
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So. I know that reading things like this online can make some people sad. And it is sad. But I'm not writing to say I've just begun contemplating suicide. I have been thinking very seriously about it for the past week. Every minute it feels like. I truly do not want to be in this body anymore. My whole life I have wanted out. I will save the sad story, or pathetic story as some of the judgmental sheep on these sites would say, I just have one problem. I have no access to ketamine or heroin. I don't own a gun, nor do I want someone cleaning me up. I plan to go in my sleep, clean and ready. I don't know how to get it... I may end up having to do it another way. But I want to start a topic;
science or religion? Is there a god? Is there a hell? Am I going to go to hell? What happens to genuinely good people who commit suicide?
science or religion? Is there a god? Is there a hell? Am I going to go to hell? What happens to genuinely good people who commit suicide?