dus_aster
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 18, 2015
- Messages
- 180
The good- finally nicotine free, after three months of patches and four years of a third of a pack a day. God, what a relief.
The bad- returned to problematic alcohol use after a month or two relatively sober. Spirits, rather than the super fortified lagers of yesteryear; bowels and stomach a mess after a week long binge, going straight starting yesterday.
The ugly- heavily entrenched in my fight against the compulsion to order MPD analogues/etizolam/U-47700 online after promising my partner that I would abstain, worried that I'm losing said fight; damn the ease with which one can order RCs. Deleting dealer contacts? No sweat. Deleting a web domain? Not possible. Frustrating.
The bad- returned to problematic alcohol use after a month or two relatively sober. Spirits, rather than the super fortified lagers of yesteryear; bowels and stomach a mess after a week long binge, going straight starting yesterday.
The ugly- heavily entrenched in my fight against the compulsion to order MPD analogues/etizolam/U-47700 online after promising my partner that I would abstain, worried that I'm losing said fight; damn the ease with which one can order RCs. Deleting dealer contacts? No sweat. Deleting a web domain? Not possible. Frustrating.