Mind-Melt
Bluelighter
.. And I'm very scared.
I think: "I need to get off the worse stuff now.. "
the dark thought hadn't fully set in yet.
My mind repeated: "This month is most likely my last chance to actually get this shit out of my life for good."
It's very scary knowing I may lose the only thing that has EVER been able to get me off the needle and through opiate withdrawal for any substantial time with complete sobriety after.
My mind hammers it's repeating, terrifying thought: "This may be your last chance to remain free of opiates. Your life is at a dilemma at a cross road RIGHT NOW that will undoubtedly drastically change the journey and outcome of your current mortal life from this very fucking point forward in time.
...
My brain echoes, "Realize it, you junkie moron."
I think: "I need to get off the worse stuff now.. "
the dark thought hadn't fully set in yet.
My mind repeated: "This month is most likely my last chance to actually get this shit out of my life for good."
It's very scary knowing I may lose the only thing that has EVER been able to get me off the needle and through opiate withdrawal for any substantial time with complete sobriety after.
My mind hammers it's repeating, terrifying thought: "This may be your last chance to remain free of opiates. Your life is at a dilemma at a cross road RIGHT NOW that will undoubtedly drastically change the journey and outcome of your current mortal life from this very fucking point forward in time.
...
My brain echoes, "Realize it, you junkie moron."