SpongeCake
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Long story short, I decided to taper myself down as low as I could from my Dilaudid and Vicoprofen scripts and then use Kratom + CalmSupport (and a couple of other natural vitamins) to minimize withdrawals. In my particular case, I've basically had no withdrawals at all. At least nothing that wasn't easy to handle. But here's where I'm a bit confused and was wondering if anyone had any advice.
** I realize it differs from person to person. It also depends on what drugs you were on, how much of that drug you usually took, and how long you were on the drug(s). **
Day #1: 2 CalmSupport vitamin capsules, as well as a Men's One-a-Day vitamin. 1 level tablespoon of red vein Kratom mixed with applesauce at roughly 6:30am, 1:30pm (along with another CalmSupport capsule), and 8:30pm. As well as some extra natural vitamins for night (5-HTP, and melatonin basically).
Day #2: Exactly the same.
Day #3: Exactly the same.
Day #4: All vitamins and dosages stayed the same. Except I lowered my Kratom dosages from 1 level tablespoon to 1 level teaspoon. Still at the same 3 times a day.
Day #5: All vitamins and dosages stayed the same, except I went from 1 level teaspoon 3x per day, to only 2x per day (always in the morning before work at ~6:30am, but then only once more after work ~6:00pm or so)
Day #6: All vitamins and dosages stayed the same, but this time I just used 1 level 1/2 tablespoon around lunch time.
Day #7: All vitamin dosages and times are the same, but no Kratom use what-so-ever.
And here I find myself on Day #8. Still no Kratom use... But when I "drastically" lowered my Kratom dosage on Day #4, I started having terrible nights of sleep. In fact - I haven't slept more than 3 or maybe 4 hours each night since I lowered my Kratom dosage on Day #4. But whats keeping me up are 2 things; that odd anxiety feeling that seems to start in your chest and kind of radiate out (I've never had anxiety before, not really, so that's the best way I can describe it) and full-body RLS. Now don't get me wrong, I've had an accidental full-blown body ache/RLS night and the ones I'm having now are not even 1/10 as bad as those are. In fact, they're not even painful... just annoying! I'll lay still and just star to get comfy but after about 45-60 seconds, I have that urge to flex/twitch my muscles for temporary relief. I'll roll on a different side, get comfy, and then another minute or so later that same RLS type of flex/twitching sensation comes back. And that's what keeping me from falling asleep and getting some actual rest! I suppose my real question is this: I very very very easily got through the major parts of the withdrawal symptoms - and in fact they were basically non-existent... but I've got to find something to control these night time RLS/anxiety feelings so I can actually get some damn sleep. Any suggestions?
EDIT #1: I eat fairly healthy. In fact, I'm on a diet as we speak - so I'm eating as much organic, whole grain/wheat, fresh produce and lean meats as I can (chicken, turkey, the occasional lean cut of red meat like a tenderloin, etc). I also understand that exercising is very helpful... but lets face it, I'm lazy. I won't go in to what I do as a career but I occasionally use my phone's pedometer and it's not unlikely for me to get 5,000-8,000 steps a day on average (I realize that's nothing to brag about but I'm just saying that I DO move around haha).
EDIT #2: Benzos don't help. Well, not the RLS anyway. So please don't suggest that. I have a monthly script for 1mg Xanax for helping me get to (and stay) asleep. And I'll take a half of one in the middle of the day if I feel irritated with that anxiety feeling but even if I take a whole one right at night all I do is wake up an hour later with the RLS stuff. And at that point it's almost worse because I have that exhausted, zonked-out, Xanax haze but the full body RLS still wont let me lay still long enough to drift back off to sleep. Pretty ironic, actually.
** I realize it differs from person to person. It also depends on what drugs you were on, how much of that drug you usually took, and how long you were on the drug(s). **
Day #1: 2 CalmSupport vitamin capsules, as well as a Men's One-a-Day vitamin. 1 level tablespoon of red vein Kratom mixed with applesauce at roughly 6:30am, 1:30pm (along with another CalmSupport capsule), and 8:30pm. As well as some extra natural vitamins for night (5-HTP, and melatonin basically).
Day #2: Exactly the same.
Day #3: Exactly the same.
Day #4: All vitamins and dosages stayed the same. Except I lowered my Kratom dosages from 1 level tablespoon to 1 level teaspoon. Still at the same 3 times a day.
Day #5: All vitamins and dosages stayed the same, except I went from 1 level teaspoon 3x per day, to only 2x per day (always in the morning before work at ~6:30am, but then only once more after work ~6:00pm or so)
Day #6: All vitamins and dosages stayed the same, but this time I just used 1 level 1/2 tablespoon around lunch time.
Day #7: All vitamin dosages and times are the same, but no Kratom use what-so-ever.
And here I find myself on Day #8. Still no Kratom use... But when I "drastically" lowered my Kratom dosage on Day #4, I started having terrible nights of sleep. In fact - I haven't slept more than 3 or maybe 4 hours each night since I lowered my Kratom dosage on Day #4. But whats keeping me up are 2 things; that odd anxiety feeling that seems to start in your chest and kind of radiate out (I've never had anxiety before, not really, so that's the best way I can describe it) and full-body RLS. Now don't get me wrong, I've had an accidental full-blown body ache/RLS night and the ones I'm having now are not even 1/10 as bad as those are. In fact, they're not even painful... just annoying! I'll lay still and just star to get comfy but after about 45-60 seconds, I have that urge to flex/twitch my muscles for temporary relief. I'll roll on a different side, get comfy, and then another minute or so later that same RLS type of flex/twitching sensation comes back. And that's what keeping me from falling asleep and getting some actual rest! I suppose my real question is this: I very very very easily got through the major parts of the withdrawal symptoms - and in fact they were basically non-existent... but I've got to find something to control these night time RLS/anxiety feelings so I can actually get some damn sleep. Any suggestions?
EDIT #1: I eat fairly healthy. In fact, I'm on a diet as we speak - so I'm eating as much organic, whole grain/wheat, fresh produce and lean meats as I can (chicken, turkey, the occasional lean cut of red meat like a tenderloin, etc). I also understand that exercising is very helpful... but lets face it, I'm lazy. I won't go in to what I do as a career but I occasionally use my phone's pedometer and it's not unlikely for me to get 5,000-8,000 steps a day on average (I realize that's nothing to brag about but I'm just saying that I DO move around haha).
EDIT #2: Benzos don't help. Well, not the RLS anyway. So please don't suggest that. I have a monthly script for 1mg Xanax for helping me get to (and stay) asleep. And I'll take a half of one in the middle of the day if I feel irritated with that anxiety feeling but even if I take a whole one right at night all I do is wake up an hour later with the RLS stuff. And at that point it's almost worse because I have that exhausted, zonked-out, Xanax haze but the full body RLS still wont let me lay still long enough to drift back off to sleep. Pretty ironic, actually.
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