algedonic
adj
characterized by or relating to pain especially as associated with pleasure
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*almost one year later* sorry guys I've had.... the worst year of my fucking life... I'm either coming back to life or
dying soon YAY
Thanks. I'm aiming for that INTENTIONALLY and yet like, the more I do, the more life throws directly in the way, so if I aim for NOTHING (but not suicide) things tend to work out better?I am going to go with COMING BACK TO LIFE!
Hang Tough Captain!
❤