Hey looking for advice for recovering from a grand mal seizure related(directly I'm pretty sure) to a 2 month long xanax binge. I couldn't tell you my exact dose as I was getting 2mg bars by the hundred. average day would be 4-8mgs, some days exceeding 12+. Was using coke to keep me up for the majority of it, then about 3-4 weeks ago I began a fairly rapid, not well planned taper. I lack self control with these things, so tapering didn't really go as planned. I realize the stupidity of my decisions now, after having a near death experience. Wish it didn't take all this to come to this conclusion, but it is what it is. No going back now. Anyways, 3 days ago was the day of the incident.
I would just like some advice on dealing with and recovering from the seizure I had. I am afraid to tell my family and parents what really happened, just been playing dumb about it all like I don't remember. I think they have their suspicions but as much as it hurts to say, the fewer people that know about it the better. Idk if I'll be able to handle the way they would react, and if I did tell them there is a large chance of having to cope with it on my own anyways, so I'll just cope with it on my own and save the headache and worry.
Just looking for things to avoid, like I notice I am extremely sensitive to heat now. Also, I feel a numbness throughout my whole body- like a drunk numb feeling without the drunken stupor, just numb. My brain doesn't seem to be functioning properly yet either, feeling like I underwent some brain damage- and looking at my doses and I propably did.....anyways, share your story if you have one. would like to hear.
Thanks, take care.
I would just like some advice on dealing with and recovering from the seizure I had. I am afraid to tell my family and parents what really happened, just been playing dumb about it all like I don't remember. I think they have their suspicions but as much as it hurts to say, the fewer people that know about it the better. Idk if I'll be able to handle the way they would react, and if I did tell them there is a large chance of having to cope with it on my own anyways, so I'll just cope with it on my own and save the headache and worry.
Just looking for things to avoid, like I notice I am extremely sensitive to heat now. Also, I feel a numbness throughout my whole body- like a drunk numb feeling without the drunken stupor, just numb. My brain doesn't seem to be functioning properly yet either, feeling like I underwent some brain damage- and looking at my doses and I propably did.....anyways, share your story if you have one. would like to hear.
Thanks, take care.