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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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why don't they have a "like" button for posts here. i would've spammed the crap out of it with that last post.
 
Anyone else find they're always tense? My whole body is always tense and uneasy. Uncomfortable along with dyskinesia in my mouth where my jaw clenches tight and chatters at time making it even more difficult to sleep.

If I stretch my fingers out I can feel a pulse at the tip of each finger that almost feels electric. Infact my whole body pulses like that at the same beat as my heart it seems. I can feel it all around at times I can feel it and hear it in my ear when I lay on my side aswell. Its mostly noticable in my stomach as I can place an object on it like my phone and see it pulse like a heart beat.
 
Vbodnariu said:
Anyone else find they're always tense? My whole body is always tense and uneasy. Uncomfortable along with dyskinesia in my mouth where my jaw clenches tight and chatters at time making it even more difficult to sleep.

If I stretch my fingers out I can feel a pulse at the tip of each finger that almost feels electric. Infact my whole body pulses like that at the same beat as my heart it seems. I can feel it all around at times I can feel it and hear it in my ear when I lay on my side aswell. Its mostly noticable in my stomach as I can place an object on it like my phone and see it pulse like a heart beat.
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That used to happen to me.
 
I got 6% on an exam (thermodynamics) this semester. It was the third time I attended that class and my grades keep getting worse...
 
Almost 4 months since last injection. Can't see any improvements. Invega completely changed my personality. I don't know myself anymore. My thoughts aren't mine. I changed so drastically I look into the past and can't see my so deeply engraved traits showing anymore. One thing being I would never get bored. I ALWAYS found something to do with my time, even if it's just sitting and thinking. Now for months I have no idea how I did that. I'm constantly bored. I used to be on the computer most of the day and since Invega it repulses me I can barely spend my time on it. I can't listen to music, can't watch porn as my sex drive is gone, can't investigate like I used to. My cognition is severely impaired. I finished my studies with honors and nowadays can't even understand the most basic concepts. In my current state I would never be able to study. Can't do basic day to day stuff, I'm like a handicap.

There's a lost connectivity to life, something I can't quite put into words. I feel like I'm no longer human.
 
Xeplion destroid my life too and then they took my little boy away of me. I was a healthy person but they gave me the highest dose of invega. I was missdiagnosed. I love my child elias he is my heart!! I am more than 9 month away of the poison and it took my receptors away.
 
Lol that shouldn't be your main concern. Is that the only side effect you got? Should return six months after stopping but varies between people
 
invegauser said:
@iridescentblack: no thanks, schwarzenegger tucks the blankets too tight and i always wake up with the circulation getting cut off, plus he has cold hands. if you happen upon the jabberwocky, try talking to him instead of whacking the guy. he's a pro when it comes to interior design and motor vehicles. let him know he still owes me his mama's recipe for shrimp cabonara and $40 from that one time in the south of france. i'm still not allowed back into that country cause of what happened with the inner tube and butter, always with the butter with that guy.
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People also assume I don't know how to go full blooded indian.

Keep that in mind while you're jabbing me with your needles, heroin hero!
 
iridescentblack said:
People also assume I don't know how to go full blooded indian.

Keep that in mind while you're jabbing me with your needles, heroin hero!
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i was hoping to tell girls what time it is when they catch me following them down the halls at magnum cum laude,

but i hear yeti and sasquatch are having a family reunion this week. wonder if scuzzlebutt is showing up or if he's still on a bender.
 
iridescentblack said:
Aw man. Jeez. Not scuzzlebutt. I hate that guy, man. He's such a downer.
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ya, ever since his sisters twice removed cousins hairdressers next door neighbors friends dealers aunts childhood babysitters grocery bagger from Lyman's backed over his special edition sports illustrated football phone he hasn't been himself.

on the upside i hear greased up deaf guy showed up, snagged chupacabra's psilocybe villarrealiae and they had one heck of a time trying to catch him.
 
See, this is where I get lost. There's plenty of cow plop shroomies to go around. If I had to choose between getting apprehended by the police and getting mugged by a bunch of sasquatch hating confederates I just don't know where I'd put my drugs. If I slip them in my ass then the confederates already know that I'm onto them. On the other hand, the police see me as a potential narc so it's like... if I eat them before they show up then they just see me as one big shroom anyway! How's a guy supposed to make money in this society if all the good shit is already being snagged by the losers?

It's funny, in a way. The LSD labs have all been shut down, thanks to piggery. And now that the wizards synthesizing the amazing ergot into something even better than ergot (which back in the day we didn't even think was possible) I keep pulling up my pants saying, "This has gotta change. This has gotta change someday."

Well, here they are: the kids of tomorrow and they're wondering about the future still. I say, "Fuck the future!" You wanna know why? Because that officer who went to the same high school with the boy who cured Sasquatch of gangrene, well... He wanted us all to be sorry. So sorry, in fact, that the LSD generation just faded away.

And now they're creating NBOMES... Well, say no more because tomorrow is still another day. "The piggery was a call for justice." Well, that's what sasquatch said just before the gangrene faded away. and he suddenly came to. "What did I just say?"

"I don't know, my friend" I replied.

And what did we do from then on? Well I'm sorry to say this but it's obvious: Sasquatch and I spent our money on test kits but we found out soon enough that it wasn't even worth it... because LSD wasn't on the streets anymore. It was all NBOMES
 
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