NOtoInvega
Bluelighter
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- Mar 1, 2015
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I forgot to mention, GOOD INPUT is better for you than a normal person (when your not on antipsychotics that is). Because there is no barrier between external and internal - you BY DEFAULT internalize EVERYTHING. So, if you had a functioning dopaminergic system, schizophrenia could actually be a benefit IF YOU CONTROL YOUR INPUT. The problem is you can't control your environment and people a freaking evil. It's not you bro it's them. You are just a victim of a fallen world. Schizophrenics are less dangerous than non-schizophrenics when it comes down to it. Schizophrenics are literally a product of our environments even more so than others, that is until we reach adulthood. At this point, we can start to control our environment more. You can't control your reactions to your environment BUT YOU CAN CONTROL YOUR ENVIRONMENT. It's backwards for you. You can't control your reactions because EVERYTHING is AUTOMATICALLY internalized. What you have to do is control the external in order to control the internal. FIND PEACE. Run from confusion and run from darkness. Find peace and light. Peace and light actually work better on us than other people because it is AUTOMATICALLY INTERNALIZED.
I'm so serious when I say it's not you it's them. It can't be you because you don't have a barrier between the internal and the external. They gave you drugs that block your ability to feel good as a result of this. People are freaking evil man. We are barely past the days of lobotomizing schizophrenics. They gave me the same drugs and didn't even warn me. Not 1 warning. What is really crazy to me is that benzos would work just as well if not better at slowing down your thoughts. The things is they don't trust you with benzos because they believe you are a dangerous schizophrenic who will abuse them (and YOU INTERNALIZED THAT THE SECOND YOU HEARD IT). They are the problem not you.
Since I got on these drugs, I can not enjoy a single thing. I know where ur at. It's the antipsychotics doing it to you. Not the schizophrenia. Do not let them tell you that you feel this way because of schizophrenia WHEN THEY ARE GIVING YOU DRUGS THAT BLOCK THE CHEMICALS THAT MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD.
I'm so serious when I say it's not you it's them. It can't be you because you don't have a barrier between the internal and the external. They gave you drugs that block your ability to feel good as a result of this. People are freaking evil man. We are barely past the days of lobotomizing schizophrenics. They gave me the same drugs and didn't even warn me. Not 1 warning. What is really crazy to me is that benzos would work just as well if not better at slowing down your thoughts. The things is they don't trust you with benzos because they believe you are a dangerous schizophrenic who will abuse them (and YOU INTERNALIZED THAT THE SECOND YOU HEARD IT). They are the problem not you.
Since I got on these drugs, I can not enjoy a single thing. I know where ur at. It's the antipsychotics doing it to you. Not the schizophrenia. Do not let them tell you that you feel this way because of schizophrenia WHEN THEY ARE GIVING YOU DRUGS THAT BLOCK THE CHEMICALS THAT MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD.