jason7
Bluelighter
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- Sep 14, 2011
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Apparently I'm invisible. That or people are scared to get on that level and admit it... MXE is the full evo of Neo... Whwn you know how to bend reality...
One of the most dangerous parts of this drug is one of its most beautiful... When drunk, unless alcohol blacks you out, MXE will eventually unravel it's world to you.
As for me... Knowing DXM potentiates gabapentin a lot.... I am curious what 900mg would do with alcohol and 100mg MXE.
One thing I can tell you.... I'm not scared of death anymore. And that's pure MXE. I remember my heart was pumping around 90 and I remember now "your heart doesn't dictate the mind and the mind doesn't dictate the heart" - that came from DPT years ago.... I'm tempted to push the luck... And take 20mg... Knowing have 75 ounces of beer I can sip on...makes me braver.
It's been long enough that any serotonin reaction to MXE would be gone... Worst-case I'm tripping til 12.
Doing it. Right now. 20mg
Not plugged or anything else, cleaning all things that might come in contact and using a brand new red scoop even.
I conquered all fear because I saw from earlier trips that I will come back no matter what. Last night I was able to resist all tendencies to have fear and was able to maintain total faith that "God" would keep me safe and everything would turn out okay in the end. It also made me forgive everyone who ever did me wrong because it all led to this time of enlightenment. They helped me while thinking they were getting away with harming me by taking away my job when I had merely reported them to the health department for food handling infractions. Oh well, look at me and look at them. They're still in Hell's kitchen bickering with each other and I have the best job ever. My back never gets sore now because I'm sitting down 90% of the time. Joke's on them. I don't have to stand up and lift stuff for 8 hours a day anymore so my back is feeling better than it has in years. Woohoo! God works in mysterious ways but it all works out perfectly in the end, culminating in eternal paradise after we die. Shop around, you can't beat that.