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The Cuddle Puddle vers. The Black Knight has fallen..

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Folley said:
That's why I stay away from downers... they're easy to control, at first.. but they sneak up on you.
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Exactly... pretty sure that's how addiction get's to you, you start weekly, then each 3 days, then before you know it it's daily use, then you just build a tolerance and good luck quitting cold turkey. I just went threw 2 days of hell and now I'm feeling fine, a walk in fresh sunny day and some multi-vitamin B get's my mood back on track. Luckily, I don't have an addictive personality and pretty good self control and I was only 2 weeks into this benzo binge. :)

But yah, I can definitely see how people get hooked on benzos, especially if they have a steady supply. I won't fuck with opiates, that's for sure.
 
Ahhhhh good weekend, hope everyone else had a good one as well.....really not enjoying the whole work thing tho haah, oh well, gotta bust ass to have fun!
 
Hapomen22 said:
Exactly... pretty sure that's how addiction get's to you, you start weekly, then each 3 days, then before you know it it's daily use, then you just build a tolerance and good luck quitting cold turkey. I just went threw 2 days of hell and now I'm feeling fine, a walk in fresh sunny day and some multi-vitamin B get's my mood back on track. Luckily, I don't have an addictive personality and pretty good self control and I was only 2 weeks into this benzo binge. :)

But yah, I can definitely see how people get hooked on benzos, especially if they have a steady supply. I won't fuck with opiates, that's for sure.
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Oh man watch out. If you almost got hooked on benzos then definitely stay away from the opiates bro.
 
thizzlemonster86 said:
Oh man watch out. If you almost got hooked on benzos then definitely stay away from the opiates bro.
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On 3rd day of withdrawal now and this rebound anxiety/panic is just unbearable... like fuck my life. I feel like crawling into a corner and stay there forever. Not to say I've also been binge rolling each 2-3weeks since first of February and basically have low as fuck serotonin.
 
I'll never understand why people take benzo's recreationally. My first and last xanax experience went something like; remembering the first 5 minutes of the night & waking up to being told that I fucked up my car (needed a new bumper, cost me $2000). Thats one pretty damn expensive bar.
 
because if you suffer from severe anxiety which is perhaps caused by PTSD or another mental health condition , it can actually give you quite some euphoria due to its anti-anxiety effects
 
Going to see Kaskade perfrom a club set tonight! I'm so excided im bouncing in my chair right now. It will be a drug a free night unless some blow finds my nose o_O....
 
n2n said:
Going to see Kaskade perfrom a club set tonight! I'm so excided im bouncing in my chair right now. It will be a drug a free night unless some blow finds my nose o_O....
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Oh nice! Can't wait to see him close of Paradiso at The Gorge! Going to be unreal. :)
 
StrutterGear said:
4-5g mushies on Friday... I dunno if I should dose that much
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I usually do a 1/8th, I want to see what 5g would do to me. Infact I plan on taking about that much in a upcoming weekend to see if I can handle it because I really want to trip balls at a festie :D
 
Mr.MDxx said:
Oh nice! Can't wait to see him close of Paradiso at The Gorge! Going to be unreal. :)
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Nice!! I've been told his club set is night and day from his festie set. I'm going to see him at EDC in Chicago in about a month and I'm pretty sure he'll be in Vegas too. Ima be seeing him monthly for the next 3 months lol
 
StrutterGear said:
4-5g mushies on Friday... I dunno if I should dose that much
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I'm going for a very high dose of acid haha.. I've found LSD to be much more forgiving than mushrooms in high doses.



I feel like I should probably wait another week to have a trip/roll of this magnitude, but we'll see how I feel on Friday!
 
n2n said:
Nice!! I've been told his club set is night and day from his festie set. I'm going to see him at EDC in Chicago in about a month and I'm pretty sure he'll be in Vegas too. Ima be seeing him monthly for the next 3 months lol
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Yeah I bet, his UMF set was awesome so I'm stoked for him. As long as he drops Lessons in Love and Atmosphere I will be beyond happy. :)
 
can you say deep house? best club set ive seen, pics when i wake up
 
I think staying up till early in the morning triggers my nightmares. Had another dirty one last night. I hate my mind, its such a mess. Last night in my 'dreams' my girlfriend of nearly 3 years split up with me while we were in some exotic holiday location. I asked her why and what was wrong she she went "IT'S FINISHED". Then I woke up, with her next to me. Thought it was real, mental.

Couple weeks ago I had the worst one I've ever had, woke up about 6-7am and shouted in my girlfriends face LOL. She was scared shitless. I think I need to go see a doctor.
 
thizzlemonster86 said:
lol i fuckin love this guy.
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Ha, thx ThizzleMonster.

Yesterday was a pretty cool day. I took some oxy, and ate a handful of 10mg hydrocodone pills. Caught some pretty good nods.

Also ended up at the bar last night with some kind of exotic bird.

Got pretty drunk, off one drink.
 
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