got into a disagreement with this drunken kneeg last night over the stupidest shit. I was supposed to be trading one of my grinders for a bag of weed, pretty cut and dry right? Except the real reason we even went over this guys house is because my brother wanted him to get him two oxy 30s. Didn't bring that up until we get to the guys house and the black dude himself brought it up. the percs came in a timely fashion no problem, and he tells me "weed'l be here in about ten minutes"
45 minutes later, I politely ask "what's up with that tree?
and the guy starts getting mad, saying I just gotta be patient, and brings up how he got the other shit no problem, just be patient.
And im sitting there just like wtf man if you cant do it its no big deal I can get tree off other people Im just not trying to waste my time if its gonna be a bit
so 20 mins later I say exactly that, I'm not trying to be wasting my time here if its gonna be so long.
And you;d think I just slapped his sister or something, gets in my face talking about how my grinder doesn't mean shit to him, how he has a couple of them and doesn't need to do shit for me, about how big of a drug dealer he is and how many bundles he used to move a day back before he went to prison, and then he calls me a leach who doesn't bring anything to the table and just gets mad if I dont get what I want
and I responded right back saying how his weed doesn't mean shit to me, and if he was such a big drug dealer it shouldn't be so hard to get a fucking dub of tree. If you were such a big drug dealer, you wouldn't have to middle man 30s for some fucking kid you met at the Wendys you manage. If you were doing me such a big favor, I would have no problem being patient. But you weren't dog, you were doing my brother a big favor. You didn't do shit for me except give me a fucking Hawaiian Punch to drink to go with the runaround of nigger time. You'd be amazed at what the concept of "5 mins" means to some PEOPLE. So get the fuck out of my face with your rotted ass teeth and E&J smelling breath and never say that im a leach again because I seriously took offense to that.
so he says we might as well just forget about it then, and I said I wish he would have just said that an hour ago, which brought another slew of arguing.
Im more mad at my brother for being a fucking sheister and lying about what we were going there for (made it sound like the tree was all good, and thats the only reason we were going there. He has no car mind you, so it was really just his way of convincing me to give him a ride to get his 30s. And that's fucking lame, that's some junkie shit, that's something I don't appreciate.
And the whole time im arguing with this guy my bro doesn't say word one about why I was put into a shitty situation. Doesn't try to explain why we are both rightfully annoyed, doesn't really do anything except sit on the couch and watch football perked out of his mind. Thanks bro
This is why I don't fuck with him, and why I never deal with any of the drugs I take outside of weed with him. He puts people into awkward situations to get what he wants even though it's his own fault why he is unable to get them himself in the first place. And I'm fucking pissed off at that, because I am the exact opposite with my drugs, and a lot of people who use heroin are more like my brother than me. And it gives us users a bad rap, and that pisses me off the most.
And when I'm pissed off about something and am put in a room with two equally capable bullshitters (my bro, mr. kneeg), some disagreements are bound to happen
ah fuck Im done dwelling on this, just another example of why I limit the amount of people I get involved with dope with, 9/10 are going to just be more of a hassle than they are worth.
Side note: today was a lot different, no bullshit, no brother, no issues. Just 14 bags and a car ride by myself, exactly how I like it to go down.
I'm starting to think I might switch back to oxy for a little to be honest, haven't even took any of that in at least 4-5 months. Either way, im just too much of a loner to not enjoy opiates. Its the ultimate solo drug, you don't need anyone else to enjoy it to the fullest. If anything, more people around you just makes it less enjoyable. Nothing quite compares to the feeling I get right after I lean back in my car seat after railing 3-4 bags and just knowing I didn't have to deal with anyone else to get there. Just me, my money, and one of the connects I have that isnt a drunk fuck. I'm probably gonna call the first guy and bury the hatchet because I know he doesn't dislike me (and vice versa), we just had a disagreement. And I think he was really just testing me to see how I'd react, just fucking with me in essence.
And while I would probably not be able to physically overpower this guy, I don't think he would be able to kick my ass either. He's an older, out of shape, maybe 5'8 black guy. Even when he was right up in my face (damn near kissed me tbh) I just wasn't even worried about it if it did come to that. Call it overconfidence, idiocy, young ambition, what have you, but I don't let nobody feel like they were able to intimidate me. Even if I was shitting my pants on the inside, I literally show no emotions when I have to, And that was another complaint he levied at me "you're too quiet man, I don't know if I can trust that".
More like, you are drunk and never shut the fuck up so I can't even get a word in and after the first 20 mins said "fuck it" and just shut it down and went into watching NFL mode.
At the end of the day, I think me arguing with him made him think more highly of me than if I had just bitched out and let him call me a leach.
And I was about to blow his mind with some shit when he was going on about his past drug dealing. "I could get anything boy, ANYTHING. $300,000 a week I was makin, What THE FUCK you know about that" or something to that extent.
and I respond "you got a computer?"
he goes "yeah I got one, come on lets see what youre talkin about"
and I say before walking to my car "nah man, what I know doesn't mean shit to you remember?"
fucking kneeg, I need to find a puerto rican pronto