Hey everybody what's going on? Hope everyone is doing well.. I just got out of rehab, which I spent 33 days at. I moved to a new town away from my mother who was a big enabler and old friends. I'm sticking with hanging with my friends in NA and I have to stay clean.. I came home fromjail on December second and didn't last but a few days and overdosed the day after Christmas.. It's insanity. I can't do it anymore. It's time to get honest with myself and get with the program.
I don't have internet where I am staying but I am close the the library so I can use it for free. I'm basically broke but I'd rather have a shitty apartment and be broke than be onthe streets with money, ya dig?
It's my birthday, and I'm 24 years old with nothing to show for it but I'm ready to do what I need to do to start rebuilding my life and getout of the legal system. I've met a nice girl and I'm less depressed now, so hopefully things will be looking up.
How's everybody here ?
brother BDP! my man! what is happening?
sounds like you've been going through some turbulent shite again, man, and so early in the year. but i am so glad to hear you're not locked up or on the streets
so so fucking glad, man. i'm glad you opted to get hope after ODing mang, probably the best move you made, yeah? and staying clean. is there a chance that you're going to need to get on either maintenance or a PM regime because of your condition? if not, then fucking go for it man, work that NA/AA if it's doing it for you and keeping you clean as a whistle and outta trouble
that's awesome you've met a chick as well. taking things slow i presume? either way, get some into ya
hehe. sex is always great for the mind and i bet it's got you out of your depressive slump you ole dog, you
and exactly, who cares if you're broke man? you're just getting your shit back together. the main thing is you're alive and free, have a roof over your head and food in your gut and clothes on your back - well i'm imagining you naked behind the computer in the library just for shits n giggles.
if i lived near you bro i'd wine and dine the shit out of you today. i hope you have a great one, my friend. what plans have you got? the missus got a nice little surprise for you (i hope)?
again, it's awesome to hear you're doing much better than the last time we spoke. i'm so glad for you. keep kicking ass and update us with your progress and stop in to say hello and shoot the shit whenever you can if BL isn't a trigger for you.
happy birthday brother
enjoy the fuck out of your day! push an old lady down with a walker, fuck a street hooker, stick it in someone's pooper. now get to it!
