Kishka
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Forewarning: This disaster report was written after the user took what they were told was LSD - they later tested positive for amphetamines so it is clear they were not sold what they thought. I'm moving this over to Trip Reports to serve as a warning. Taking 2 doses of something that you already can't be certain is the drug you were intending to take can be very dangerous, and potentially life-threatening. It's always important to start small with any new batch of any drug - and people sometimes forget, this goes for psychedelics too!
Please no ID discussion in this thread. ~Jesusgreen
Hello everybody,
Ok so, I decided to make this post after a terrible event that happened to me and maybe have some help. I joined the Bluelight board by the recommandation of my friend. I hope I can tell you what happened![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
My name is Svenika, I'm a 21 years old girl living in Sweden in the suburb of Stockholm by myself with my dog Kishka
I must say that I have never tried any drugs in my life, never Marijuana nor cigarettes!
I especially like everything related to human beings and their behavior. I have read many books on this subject, and I came across something interesting. I read that some people manage to reach a state of trance by ingesting psychedelic drugs, especially LSD and Mushrooms.I am more knowledgeable and I was really drawn to this mystical state. I started to read books of Huxley and I was, well I think was ready for my first psychedelic experience...
It all started when me and my friend decide to take part in a musical show in Belgium in Brussels 2 weeks ago. We took the fly to Belgium (A beautiful and yet small country
). My friend told me he knows a guy in Belgium which sell very good acid. I was excited as possible
We have taken place in the musical show and we met this person. The person was decent, polite and friendly. He was also dressed fine. A very handsome boy. We started to discuss anything and everything and it drifted to LSD. I bought the drugs for my first time, I was pretty anxious. I bought 4 small square of paper. The design of the paper looks like a guy was riding a bike, with a hill in the background and there was a sun on the right corner of the paper. I saddenly can't remember the name. It was maybe "The Riding guy" well I don't know. I was confident with the looking of the paper.
Me and my friend spent 3 days in a hotel in Belgium and we have made interesting things, including a discovery of major cities and tourist places, it was nice enough. I was really excited to take LSD.
We flew to Sweden, our homeland. 2 Weeks ago I took my first LSD trip ever in my life. I have to say that I did very intense things such as bungee jumping, parachute jump, mountain climbing but LSD was the MOST INTENSE THINGS I'VE DONE SINCE I'M BORN NO JOKE
Let me explain my terrible day...
I got up around 8 am, I have lunch, took my shower, I did some sport then I contacted my friend to watch over me. My plan was to took acid outside in a chill place in my town (first error). I remember that the guy said his acid was not too strong and he suggest me to take 2 paper square directly. Not too strong... MY FUCKING ASS !
It was 11 am when I took 2 pieces of paper containing LSD. I was a bit anxious but excited at the same time. We sat on a bench waiting for the first effects to come. I wait for a very long time. I've waited 2 hours and nothing was working. I text the boy saying his "LSD" was not working and probably I got ripped off!! HOW WRONG I WAS I felt the effect 3 hours and thirty minutes after ingesting the LSD, I'm so serious, the first effect came at 2 PM ~.
I had never felt anything like before. It was amazing! For the first time in my life, I saw the colors bending together and it changes shades. I noticed that my environment was not the same. The shapes of the buildings gave me the impression of being smoothed. I thought I was walking on a liquid surface, sometimes in the form of cotton. I began to being lost in my head, but it was very clear at the same time. I thought that my internal temperature was upping or sometimes downgrading (Hot/cold sensation). I was so impressed that my body can feel such things. I was moving everywhere, literraly laughing at my environnement. It was hard for me to keep control. I heard voices in my head like a siren who was singing a tune :D
When I looked at my friend, his face was literally changing. It's so hard to describe but it's like he was taking age/being older in few seconds, then his face look like he was a baby. I saw behind "him" like some kind of aura, I was feeling his emotion. I don't remember the time since the time was so hard to track. Physically it was rather strange, my legs felt like gelatin. I kept saying to my friend that my chest was warm and how funny it was I was very agitated but I liked it Really I never felt any kinds of effects like this in my whole life time. The effects in my mind was so clear, I had rapid thoughts and I easily lost parts of my sentences. I was laughing so madly, I still remember that I was shaking slightly sometimes (Mainly in hands / legs) but didn't care a shit about it. The experience was going very well... so well.
Here's the second part of the beginning of my horror trip. I was so exhausted and sat on the grass and listening to some people talking together. I turn my face to speak to my friend when he look at me surprised! I asked "What ? Tom (the name of my friend) ?". Then he scared the shit out of me deeply by saying : "Sven, why your lips and your nose are blue ? Is this part of the experience ?" 8(
I was so scared ! We run to my apartment, my mind was in fear, the more I was walking to my apartment, the more the street widens and becomes interminable. I finally find my building and I was running up my apartment running in the stairs in crisis. I look at myself in the mirror ! I was so shocked to see myself. I was so pale and my lips and my nose were indeed blue. My friends was in stress and he kept saying "Are you sure it's normal please please ?". I was fucking lost in my thoughts and In my world. Nothing was funny anymore. My apartment seemed dirty and messy. There were cobwebs everywhere. Kitchen utensils were dirty and the floor was filled with insects (looks like bugs). Now my friend said that my hands was cold and blue! How guys I was so terrified. My head start pounding I was sweating in a full panick. I directly take out the blotters in my pocket and I threw them in the toilet. My friend took me in his car to the hospital. I was petrified and couldn't move. He put a blanket on me because I was so cold. My hands were freaking the shit out of me, they were so blue especially the right hand. Arrival at the hospital, I was directly supported by hospital staff to an emergency room. I don't remember much here but it was terribly scaring. They were strange silhouettes and the room was dark and creepy. I saw needles in my arm and people was taking my blood out of my system. I think they were going to kill me! It was horrible. They put me then on supervised control (It's a room with foam walls (like in psychiatry). I was yelling and I take my clothes out! I was totally naked in the room and I was saying satanic things and insulting my relatives. My heart was pounding so hardly, it was hurting but badly HORRIBLE
Then some unknow people came (Now I know it was the staff of the ER) put me in a stretcher and apparently they were injecting me something to calm me down. (They later said when I was sober that they didn't know what to do cause there was any LSD in my blood but amphetamines, AMPHETAMINES ????? What the fuck. They said they were trying to calm me down cause my heart was beating over 200 BPM and I was in serious conditions and in oxygen deprivation. They clearly said they are never saw an overdose like this and I had so much chance that I'm still alive). They also put a mask on my face with oxygen and something to regulate my blood pressure.
The next day I was still in the experience but less intense and rough than before. I'm so sad because I have serious physical problems. I took medecine for my right elbow and upper arms because the skin of them turns DARK/BROWN ! I can't move my fingers very much, it's hurting so much (This event took place nearly 3 weeks ago now).
I never think LSD was something like this ! It scared me of everything and especially drugs ! I swear myself to god that I will not drink a single drop of alcohol anymore! I scare my best friend too and he was crying for me. My mind is still cloudy and my chest sometimes hurt or I'm having heart palpitations (I'm sober for god sake 8( )
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Please no ID discussion in this thread. ~Jesusgreen
Hello everybody,
Ok so, I decided to make this post after a terrible event that happened to me and maybe have some help. I joined the Bluelight board by the recommandation of my friend. I hope I can tell you what happened
My name is Svenika, I'm a 21 years old girl living in Sweden in the suburb of Stockholm by myself with my dog Kishka
I must say that I have never tried any drugs in my life, never Marijuana nor cigarettes!
I especially like everything related to human beings and their behavior. I have read many books on this subject, and I came across something interesting. I read that some people manage to reach a state of trance by ingesting psychedelic drugs, especially LSD and Mushrooms.I am more knowledgeable and I was really drawn to this mystical state. I started to read books of Huxley and I was, well I think was ready for my first psychedelic experience...
It all started when me and my friend decide to take part in a musical show in Belgium in Brussels 2 weeks ago. We took the fly to Belgium (A beautiful and yet small country
). My friend told me he knows a guy in Belgium which sell very good acid. I was excited as possible We have taken place in the musical show and we met this person. The person was decent, polite and friendly. He was also dressed fine. A very handsome boy. We started to discuss anything and everything and it drifted to LSD. I bought the drugs for my first time, I was pretty anxious. I bought 4 small square of paper. The design of the paper looks like a guy was riding a bike, with a hill in the background and there was a sun on the right corner of the paper. I saddenly can't remember the name. It was maybe "The Riding guy" well I don't know. I was confident with the looking of the paper.
Me and my friend spent 3 days in a hotel in Belgium and we have made interesting things, including a discovery of major cities and tourist places, it was nice enough. I was really excited to take LSD.
We flew to Sweden, our homeland. 2 Weeks ago I took my first LSD trip ever in my life. I have to say that I did very intense things such as bungee jumping, parachute jump, mountain climbing but LSD was the MOST INTENSE THINGS I'VE DONE SINCE I'M BORN NO JOKE
Let me explain my terrible day...I got up around 8 am, I have lunch, took my shower, I did some sport then I contacted my friend to watch over me. My plan was to took acid outside in a chill place in my town (first error). I remember that the guy said his acid was not too strong and he suggest me to take 2 paper square directly. Not too strong... MY FUCKING ASS !
It was 11 am when I took 2 pieces of paper containing LSD. I was a bit anxious but excited at the same time. We sat on a bench waiting for the first effects to come. I wait for a very long time. I've waited 2 hours and nothing was working. I text the boy saying his "LSD" was not working and probably I got ripped off!! HOW WRONG I WAS
I felt the effect 3 hours and thirty minutes after ingesting the LSD, I'm so serious, the first effect came at 2 PM ~.I had never felt anything like before. It was amazing! For the first time in my life, I saw the colors bending together and it changes shades. I noticed that my environment was not the same. The shapes of the buildings gave me the impression of being smoothed. I thought I was walking on a liquid surface, sometimes in the form of cotton. I began to being lost in my head, but it was very clear at the same time. I thought that my internal temperature was upping or sometimes downgrading (Hot/cold sensation). I was so impressed that my body can feel such things. I was moving everywhere, literraly laughing at my environnement. It was hard for me to keep control. I heard voices in my head like a siren who was singing a tune :D
When I looked at my friend, his face was literally changing. It's so hard to describe but it's like he was taking age/being older in few seconds, then his face look like he was a baby. I saw behind "him" like some kind of aura, I was feeling his emotion. I don't remember the time since the time was so hard to track. Physically it was rather strange, my legs felt like gelatin. I kept saying to my friend that my chest was warm and how funny it was
I was very agitated but I liked it Really I never felt any kinds of effects like this in my whole life time. The effects in my mind was so clear, I had rapid thoughts and I easily lost parts of my sentences. I was laughing so madly, I still remember that I was shaking slightly sometimes (Mainly in hands / legs) but didn't care a shit about it. The experience was going very well... so well.Here's the second part of the beginning of my horror trip. I was so exhausted and sat on the grass and listening to some people talking together. I turn my face to speak to my friend when he look at me surprised! I asked "What ? Tom (the name of my friend) ?". Then he scared the shit out of me deeply by saying : "Sven, why your lips and your nose are blue ? Is this part of the experience ?" 8(
I was so scared ! We run to my apartment, my mind was in fear, the more I was walking to my apartment, the more the street widens and becomes interminable. I finally find my building and I was running up my apartment running in the stairs in crisis. I look at myself in the mirror ! I was so shocked to see myself. I was so pale and my lips and my nose were indeed blue. My friends was in stress and he kept saying "Are you sure it's normal please please ?". I was fucking lost in my thoughts and In my world. Nothing was funny anymore. My apartment seemed dirty and messy. There were cobwebs everywhere. Kitchen utensils were dirty and the floor was filled with insects (looks like bugs). Now my friend said that my hands was cold and blue! How guys I was so terrified. My head start pounding I was sweating in a full panick. I directly take out the blotters in my pocket and I threw them in the toilet. My friend took me in his car to the hospital. I was petrified and couldn't move. He put a blanket on me because I was so cold. My hands were freaking the shit out of me, they were so blue especially the right hand. Arrival at the hospital, I was directly supported by hospital staff to an emergency room. I don't remember much here but it was terribly scaring. They were strange silhouettes and the room was dark and creepy. I saw needles in my arm and people was taking my blood out of my system. I think they were going to kill me! It was horrible. They put me then on supervised control (It's a room with foam walls (like in psychiatry). I was yelling and I take my clothes out! I was totally naked in the room and I was saying satanic things and insulting my relatives. My heart was pounding so hardly, it was hurting but badly
HORRIBLE Then some unknow people came (Now I know it was the staff of the ER) put me in a stretcher and apparently they were injecting me something to calm me down. (They later said when I was sober that they didn't know what to do cause there was any LSD in my blood but amphetamines, AMPHETAMINES ????? What the fuck. They said they were trying to calm me down cause my heart was beating over 200 BPM and I was in serious conditions and in oxygen deprivation. They clearly said they are never saw an overdose like this and I had so much chance that I'm still alive). They also put a mask on my face with oxygen and something to regulate my blood pressure.
The next day I was still in the experience but less intense and rough than before. I'm so sad because I have serious physical problems. I took medecine for my right elbow and upper arms because the skin of them turns DARK/BROWN ! I can't move my fingers very much, it's hurting so much (This event took place nearly 3 weeks ago now).
I never think LSD was something like this ! It scared me of everything and especially drugs ! I swear myself to god that I will not drink a single drop of alcohol anymore! I scare my best friend too and he was crying for me. My mind is still cloudy and my chest sometimes hurt or I'm having heart palpitations (I'm sober for god sake 8( )
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