TwisteTexan
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 12, 2009
- Messages
- 225
good to be back!
Wow man, good to hear you didn't let the H beat ya, im actually thankful I have never had a supply... Opes are still a good friend of mine, thing is I respect our friendship much more than I once did. Me and lady morphine went through a tumultuous relationship last holiday season where it really got way out of control and wound up with me staying in a tent a few days on the creek. That was in between jobs, as long as I'm working I have no issues with control. I have a smartphone now and I am actually at work typing this, love it. I am ginning cotton believe it or not, and am already looking for another job, as this one is seasonal. I was living in Tennessee for a while selling roofs.. they have pain management more so there than I'm used to and could get my hands on quite a bit there. Had a girlfriend going to a methadone clinic, so we got crazy, and I got the Hell out while I could. Needless to say, I made it. I'm clean now and am mature enough step back and observe myself before I get into the month long benders that I engaged in when I became a bluelighter. This place is a friend I should have stayed up with. Actually one of my other bluelight friends from tx, junctionalfunkie, passed away while I was gone. Life moves fast. Great to hear your good bro, focus on school, soon you will be wishing all you had to worry about are those Damn papers. I'll be here occasionally if I can make a habit of it, good to be back! I'm gonna fire up a bL bLunt and toast to all you out there!
Wow man, good to hear you didn't let the H beat ya, im actually thankful I have never had a supply... Opes are still a good friend of mine, thing is I respect our friendship much more than I once did. Me and lady morphine went through a tumultuous relationship last holiday season where it really got way out of control and wound up with me staying in a tent a few days on the creek. That was in between jobs, as long as I'm working I have no issues with control. I have a smartphone now and I am actually at work typing this, love it. I am ginning cotton believe it or not, and am already looking for another job, as this one is seasonal. I was living in Tennessee for a while selling roofs.. they have pain management more so there than I'm used to and could get my hands on quite a bit there. Had a girlfriend going to a methadone clinic, so we got crazy, and I got the Hell out while I could. Needless to say, I made it. I'm clean now and am mature enough step back and observe myself before I get into the month long benders that I engaged in when I became a bluelighter. This place is a friend I should have stayed up with. Actually one of my other bluelight friends from tx, junctionalfunkie, passed away while I was gone. Life moves fast. Great to hear your good bro, focus on school, soon you will be wishing all you had to worry about are those Damn papers. I'll be here occasionally if I can make a habit of it, good to be back! I'm gonna fire up a bL bLunt and toast to all you out there!