Ok , heres the deal, I am a bluelight regular, but I made this new name, for the reason that there are people who know me here and I don't want them to know who this is.
First off let me say that my problem is probably a common one. I am getting married this summer, and I'm having a bout of cold feet. This is my second marriage, so I know what to expect. Heres my story:
About 5 or 6 mo. ago I was in a different state, in a club, rolling face when this angel of a girl came up to me and we started talking. When I talked to her I got butterflies in my stomach. So we hung out for a while, about an hour and then we lost each other. I searched the club for her , but I couldn't find her and left. End of story right? NOT! About 2 or 3 weeks later I start ICQing with someone from this board, and it turns out that this person knew her too and gave me her e-mail, turns out it was the wrong one. So , finally after 4 months of thinking about this girl every day , i finally find her online and talk to her. I got the impression that she didn't want to be bothered and let it go. Well, yesterday i get an e-mail from her, i start ICQing with her, and it turns out that she lost MY e-mail. So we talked for about 3 hours, and totally hit it off. Now heres the problem, she lives in a different state about 600 miles from me, and plus the fact that im getting married in a few months, I am so so confused. I love my fiance with all my heart, but I get the feeling that if I dont pursue this , I will live the rest of my life thinking WHAT IF?
If you got this far I commend you, and thank you for listening. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, Thx!
First off let me say that my problem is probably a common one. I am getting married this summer, and I'm having a bout of cold feet. This is my second marriage, so I know what to expect. Heres my story:
About 5 or 6 mo. ago I was in a different state, in a club, rolling face when this angel of a girl came up to me and we started talking. When I talked to her I got butterflies in my stomach. So we hung out for a while, about an hour and then we lost each other. I searched the club for her , but I couldn't find her and left. End of story right? NOT! About 2 or 3 weeks later I start ICQing with someone from this board, and it turns out that this person knew her too and gave me her e-mail, turns out it was the wrong one. So , finally after 4 months of thinking about this girl every day , i finally find her online and talk to her. I got the impression that she didn't want to be bothered and let it go. Well, yesterday i get an e-mail from her, i start ICQing with her, and it turns out that she lost MY e-mail. So we talked for about 3 hours, and totally hit it off. Now heres the problem, she lives in a different state about 600 miles from me, and plus the fact that im getting married in a few months, I am so so confused. I love my fiance with all my heart, but I get the feeling that if I dont pursue this , I will live the rest of my life thinking WHAT IF?
If you got this far I commend you, and thank you for listening. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, Thx!