it_girl_rag_doll
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So I've tried a search but couldn't find anything on 5-htp doing the opposite of what I presumed it was supposed to...
I'm currently in the middle of a long break from MDMA, after doing it at least 2 or 3 times a month for most of 2008. I last rolled more than two months ago, and over the last few weeks I've been feeling great. I am calm, interested and excited by life and able to concentrate and think like I haven't been for years.
When I was doing MDMA I usually used 5-htp after coming down and I found it helped my mood to some extent. Last night I was feeling relatively sleepless and stressed out, so I decided to take one of my 5-htp capsules before bed. These contain 100mg 5-htp, 5mg niacin, 5mg vitamin B6, 25mg magnesium and 50mg valerian.
I ended up sleeping for 10 hours, having vivid and disturbing dreams and waking up feeling so irrationally anxious about the day ahead that I couldn't get out of bed for 90 minutes. These are exactly the kind of symptoms that I've been gloriously free from since I stopped abusing MDMA.
The only thing I can think of that could've caused this was the 5-htp - but I thought 5-htp was meant to alleviate anxiety! So what gives?
I'm currently in the middle of a long break from MDMA, after doing it at least 2 or 3 times a month for most of 2008. I last rolled more than two months ago, and over the last few weeks I've been feeling great. I am calm, interested and excited by life and able to concentrate and think like I haven't been for years.
When I was doing MDMA I usually used 5-htp after coming down and I found it helped my mood to some extent. Last night I was feeling relatively sleepless and stressed out, so I decided to take one of my 5-htp capsules before bed. These contain 100mg 5-htp, 5mg niacin, 5mg vitamin B6, 25mg magnesium and 50mg valerian.
I ended up sleeping for 10 hours, having vivid and disturbing dreams and waking up feeling so irrationally anxious about the day ahead that I couldn't get out of bed for 90 minutes. These are exactly the kind of symptoms that I've been gloriously free from since I stopped abusing MDMA.
The only thing I can think of that could've caused this was the 5-htp - but I thought 5-htp was meant to alleviate anxiety! So what gives?