delsymfan
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Well I had myself a nice little DXM trip last night. Good ole Christmas Eve. Seeing as we tell people a crazy red dude lands on your roof I figured DXM wouldnt be too unnatural on a night like such!
I had been buzzing off my typical social lube dose, which is like 120mg's. (Im 215lbs) So I had that in me, and then I threw down 600mgs via the robo-caps. I figured I was about 3-4 hours into the social dose, so I'd probably have a really good trip and it would wind down. This puts me at about 6.2mg/kg
Well firstly, the come up is totally different when you are already buzzing. It seems like it happens WAY faster. Yet at the same time, it takes a little while longer since you are already used to being off baseline, which I had been for like 10 hours (i did a social dose earlier also).
Well anyway I recently downloaded the "Milkdrop Visualizer" for winamp. OMG. This thing is amazing. It really reads the songs so well. And it does different stuff like all the time.
Basically I just ended up laying on my bed, hiding under my comforter, with my laptop under there as well. I felt like I was "following" the center of the visualizer, cause it has a bit of a vortexish look to it. At times, I would find everything I looked at looked like the visualizer, like it would take over my little area.
I really had fun just letting my mind let loose with those visuals. It was like my brain amplified it. I have seen it sober and it was NOT that crazy. So I pretty much stared at that and played around under my covers for like 2 hours.
At one point, the visualizer sorta looked like an atom or something to that effect. My brain decided to get all serious on me and think about life. I was that atom. Just a little speck of nothing. What was I doing with my life? A lot has happened recently. My brain was really focused on the fact I turned 19. Part of me felt motivated, and yet another part felt ashamed for not having done enough with my life. I promptly wanted to run off to another country to explore and do stuff. I told myself I was going to save up more money to move out which I have been trying to do. I really got kinda gung ho.
After that little bit the visualizer zoomed out and it looked like earth, so I was like "well where should we go then!' and started poking around. Lots of fun. I zoomed in on the jungle. Then left. Then Nebraska. Then Left. Whatever.
Then I decided to go topside. My room was pretty much enormous. I had the vertigo like crazy. Could not stop spinning. I ended up clutching to the sides of my bed because it truly felt like I was flying around. Loved it
Things started to wind down around 4 AM. Took an ambien which usually when I'm dexed will put me to sleep within 15 minutes. But I sorta had this DXM'ish visual in my mind that as I was falling asleep some doctor was coming to take me. Therefore I figured that was the ambien. I wouldnt let them take me. So I stayed up another half hour.
Anyway, just thought I'd share. Thanks for reading. Love to chat. Great trip. Slap a 9/10 on that ass.
I had been buzzing off my typical social lube dose, which is like 120mg's. (Im 215lbs) So I had that in me, and then I threw down 600mgs via the robo-caps. I figured I was about 3-4 hours into the social dose, so I'd probably have a really good trip and it would wind down. This puts me at about 6.2mg/kg
Well firstly, the come up is totally different when you are already buzzing. It seems like it happens WAY faster. Yet at the same time, it takes a little while longer since you are already used to being off baseline, which I had been for like 10 hours (i did a social dose earlier also).
Well anyway I recently downloaded the "Milkdrop Visualizer" for winamp. OMG. This thing is amazing. It really reads the songs so well. And it does different stuff like all the time.
Basically I just ended up laying on my bed, hiding under my comforter, with my laptop under there as well. I felt like I was "following" the center of the visualizer, cause it has a bit of a vortexish look to it. At times, I would find everything I looked at looked like the visualizer, like it would take over my little area.
I really had fun just letting my mind let loose with those visuals. It was like my brain amplified it. I have seen it sober and it was NOT that crazy. So I pretty much stared at that and played around under my covers for like 2 hours.
At one point, the visualizer sorta looked like an atom or something to that effect. My brain decided to get all serious on me and think about life. I was that atom. Just a little speck of nothing. What was I doing with my life? A lot has happened recently. My brain was really focused on the fact I turned 19. Part of me felt motivated, and yet another part felt ashamed for not having done enough with my life. I promptly wanted to run off to another country to explore and do stuff. I told myself I was going to save up more money to move out which I have been trying to do. I really got kinda gung ho.
After that little bit the visualizer zoomed out and it looked like earth, so I was like "well where should we go then!' and started poking around. Lots of fun. I zoomed in on the jungle. Then left. Then Nebraska. Then Left. Whatever.
Then I decided to go topside. My room was pretty much enormous. I had the vertigo like crazy. Could not stop spinning. I ended up clutching to the sides of my bed because it truly felt like I was flying around. Loved it
Things started to wind down around 4 AM. Took an ambien which usually when I'm dexed will put me to sleep within 15 minutes. But I sorta had this DXM'ish visual in my mind that as I was falling asleep some doctor was coming to take me. Therefore I figured that was the ambien. I wouldnt let them take me. So I stayed up another half hour.
Anyway, just thought I'd share. Thanks for reading. Love to chat. Great trip. Slap a 9/10 on that ass.