negrogesic said:
I got myself off of 240mg/day (i never even told the clinic), and it was suprisingly easy. I reduced my dose ~10% each week, and stopped completely @ 5mg (fortunately i was taking the 10mg pills, so this was easy for me to do). At the very end there was considerable joint pain, and I probably wont be producing significant quantities of endogenous endorphins for some time, so every time i hurt myself i really feel it (also, every injury i incurred while on benzos/opioids i feel now, like the many screws/plates holding together my shattered ankle)...
Other than that, i think people make it out to be so much harder than it is (especially at very high doses like i was taking). Obviously you must have some measure of will power, especially if no one is forcing you/telling you to get off...
I don't think that people make it out to be harder than it is at all.
i was up to OVER 600mgs/day.
I got down to 290mgs/day and then stopped COLD TURKEY.
I went througfvh a hell i will NEVER allow myself to go through again.
After 4 months, I still could not sleep for more than 2 hour streches and I still could not even WALK.
I am now on 50+mgs/day and getting off.
Waiting to dose in the mornings is HELL.
I have diahreah (sp?), I am crawling out of my skin, I am sick, DOPE SICK.
NOT ANXIETY about getting methadone, as I dose at the pharmacy that is 3 minutes from my home.
(I am not in the USA--maybe that is why In can dose at a pharmacy of my choice)
I have been on methadone for almost exactly 10 years.
I am trapped.
I no longer need to be on it.
I do NOT want to do drugs at all. That part of my life is OVER.
I want to wean off thew rest of the methadone using ANY short acting opiate.
Problem is, too many doctors are afraid of losing their liscences over it.
So, we resort to having to get other ways.
I would NEVER tell anyone that methadojne W/D is easier than it sounds.
That's Bull.
It is a long acting synthetic narcotic.
PAWS can take one year to end.
I am sorry if I am coming across in a rude way..PLEASE do not think that.
I am, simply being very straight forward.
I am very well versed when it comes to methadone (MMTP)
Anything anyone wants to ask, please do.
I hope you took this in a GOOD way, I am sorry if I seem harsh..that is NOT my intention.
Peace?
Hana