I'm on the end of day 3. Even though I know I can't smoke or else I'll just stay in the program longer, this whole thing is getting to me. The aim of the program is for 100% sobriety (sober from EVERYTHING of course, not just weed) and that was not my personal goal. I mean what the fuck, I can't even drink socially?!?! (I'm not an alcoholic)
I know I could go through the whole 2-3 months of the program and not smoke. I'm pretty sure I have the willpower to do that, and as I've seen in my past experience once I get past like day 5 or 6, the urge kind of goes away... and occasional urges to smoke come and go but it's easily pushed aside.
But for them to say I can't use ANY drugs whatsoever, legal or illegal, I mean what the fuck. This isn't going to last.
This whole thing is just... I don't know. It's fucked up.
In the meantime, I'll just stay clean off weed, and drink on the weekends with my friends... sounds good to me.