Hi I've been really struggling lately. Bout five years ago I went into rehab for a few months( for meth heroin and crack. i have been in and out of rehab countless times) but this time it really seemed to work. Anyway about a year ago I started dabbling again and a few months ago I got myself a codeine habbit (400mg a day) I went to drs and got a week's worth of diazepam (which I swallowed the lot when I got home) and then spent just over a week feeling like shit but managed to do a home detox. The thing is after that I can't go two days without snorting tex or doing codeine. I live in a rural area and the nearest meeting is too far away from me to get to. Anyway I thought I'd try get involved in this forum as I've been lurking in the background for a while and hopefully chatting to like minded people will help.