Stringer_Bell
Bluelighter
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- Jun 9, 2015
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The first time I did coke I got incredible euphoria. Ever since then I just get wired and chatty from it, but no euphoria (unless I combine with Oxy but I've decided to never do opiates again). I know usually when people don't get euphoria off coke it's because the quality is bad but this is tested at 80% with no other active cuts (EC tested). I get euphoria off Dexedrine.
I don't know why I don't get euphoria. I still enjoy the 'ritual' of doing coke (insufflated, have never IV'd or smoked). The thing is even though I don't really like coke (except the ritual) I keep doing it! Probably only 0.5g - 1g once a week but I'm still addicted and still get a bad comedown and 3-4 days depression after that. It's SO not worth it but I can't seem to quit.
I thought maybe I wasn't doing big enough lines but did a massive one for me today. Any bigger than that and the anxiety would just be too bad.
I don't know what replies I'm expecting, there's no answer I guess. Just sharing an experience. I should obviously stop right?
I don't know why I don't get euphoria. I still enjoy the 'ritual' of doing coke (insufflated, have never IV'd or smoked). The thing is even though I don't really like coke (except the ritual) I keep doing it! Probably only 0.5g - 1g once a week but I'm still addicted and still get a bad comedown and 3-4 days depression after that. It's SO not worth it but I can't seem to quit.
I thought maybe I wasn't doing big enough lines but did a massive one for me today. Any bigger than that and the anxiety would just be too bad.
I don't know what replies I'm expecting, there's no answer I guess. Just sharing an experience. I should obviously stop right?