Right now i'm on my iPhone so it will show sort of difficult to post things so if any errors in a spelling occur, please forgive me because I am WAY to lazy to go back to fix it on this thing. (Ps I'm new here and just am seeking some information on what I'm currently taking. Thanks in advance.
So to start things off I'm almost 21 and....I'm not sure where I'm going with this. It's hard to type on an iPhone ._.
Okay here's where I'll start off I guess. I was in a very bad car accident long long ago (probably when I was 10 not sure) My back was broken in several places and I can't remember what the doctor says about where it was broken. Something about l5 or l6 something with l's lol
Anyway my stomach was also ripped to shreds or scar tissue or something. Don't quite remember the details. Suffice to say that after this all happened the doctors said I should have been dead but somehow I didn't die. So when they fixed me up, I was in a coma for like 8 months (what they say about you being able to hear people while you're in a coma isn't true btw, either that or I don't remember) after I woke up they said I couldn't ever possibly walk again. So I was put into orthopedics? I think is what it's called.
And after a while I could walk again just fine thank God. Keep in mind this all happened after the accident when I woke up from my long coma. After all that I was put in a terrible back brace for like 5 more months.
Back then I had a terrible doctor that didn't want to give me pain medication because it was "had for your liver" which is a joke because I've done my research since then and as long as you don't take a lot of acetaminophen you're alright. Anyway I didn't know that back then so I trucked through the pain for six long months. Also since then I've been put through like 50 x rays and that 3d x-ray thing and doctors can't find anything wrong as to why I have pain in my back which is just sad.
So to cut it short that's my story on why I have pain. So now I'm almost 21 I have a great pain doctor and I guess a decent primary doctor.
My pain doctor believes me and believes the pain that I have is muscle pain so every month I go in and receive pain shots that don't work :/ but he says just do it so that they have it on paper that they tried everything before giving me pain medication. So he's a cool doctor and one of the few I have had that I trust fully.
So every month I have to come in (stupid new FDA laws am I right?) to get a script for carisoprodol, and norco 10-325.
HERE IS ONE OF MY MAIN QUESTIONS (CAPITALIZED FOR THOSE WHO SKIPPED OTHER THINGS)
Currently I told him, and this is true, that the norco isn't working like it used to for my pain so he said that I have built a lot of tolerance since I've been on it for at least 2+ years.
So he said that he's going to script me some percocets for this month. I asked if it'll help the pain more and he said something like "it's called cycling. Once you build enough tolerance I switch you to a different medication for the pain to lower your tolerance of the one that you were on."
And I was very happy because I read about this before but no doctor ever believed in this or did this for me before.
(they used to do this a lot way back when people were given cocaine for their pain. They would dope them up with herein to lower their cocaine tolerance just a fun fact.)
Now here's the very big problem I am facing currently. I am in the worst back pain in my life right now. I have read that oxycodone is stronger than my norcos but I'm doubting that right now.
I was able to stop taking norcos for 3 days only before the pain got unbearable (this pain is like "I need a hospital" pain) and luckily my parents have norco scripts they don't use and they give them to me. So I had back up. Thank God I have great loving parents.
Now what I want to really know here is why is the pain so bad? Is it withdrawal? This was my first thought. I figured going on these forums would be the best step for information. Oh also I was taking 4 10/325 norcos and 2 somas in the morning and the same at night.
For a total of 8 norcos and 4 somas a day. I figured this is why my pain is so tremendous at the moment.
Am I right? Or am I somehow immune to freaking oxycodone? I take 4 of those with 2 somas and they do not I repeat DO NOT cut the pain.
However if I take 3 oxycodone and only 1 norco with 2 somas it cuts through the pain for most of the day until night. Why?
Why does that one norco make such a difference? I thought I was going crazy. I thought the pain was inside my head. But it's not. I am very proud of myself that I cut myself down to only 2 norcos a day. The pain is still very bad but I'm willing to take a little bit of pain so that the next month I won't need to take as many pills for it.
So is the pain of withdrawal overpowering the power of oxycodone? How...?
Also here is a list of the medication I'm currently taking if it helps at all.
Also I am prescribed all this medication (155 norcos, 90 somas, currently 90 oxycodone, 90 xanax, 90 lorazapam and 90 triazolam) just in case you were wondering.
Day time (for this month) 3 oxycodone and 1 norco. 2 somas and a xanax.
Night time - 3 oxycodone and 1 norco. 2 somas.
Bed time (which because of work is usually at 5AM...) 1 triazolam, 1 gabapentin, 1 xanax, 1 lorazapam.
I realize the bed time pill schedule is very ridiculous but due to my work schedule and the fact that triazolam doesn't make me sleep I have to take these to even get a few hours of sleep.
I also unfortunately realize that most of you will judge me and say that I'm a junky and that I only take all this to feel high or a buzz. If that's how you feel then I don't blame you after all you don't know me. You only know what I have typed here. But I will say one thing, I work 40+ hours per week. I protect people (it is my job after all) I don't drink nor do I or ever have smoked. I do not buy drugs from people or have ever tried any illegal medication, not even marijuana.
The only reason I take what I am prescribed is because I am under a great deal of pain that only few will understand. I also have anxiety thanks to the car accident and I have been diagnosed with severe insomnia.
I noticed that I basically typed out a book and I'm sorry for that. Also please note that I have no intention to stop taking what I was prescribed because of I do I suffer from the pain, etc.
Thank you whoever reads this. I had more to ask but I don't think anyone wants to even read this much. Maybe in a separate post perhaps.
So to start things off I'm almost 21 and....I'm not sure where I'm going with this. It's hard to type on an iPhone ._.
Okay here's where I'll start off I guess. I was in a very bad car accident long long ago (probably when I was 10 not sure) My back was broken in several places and I can't remember what the doctor says about where it was broken. Something about l5 or l6 something with l's lol
Anyway my stomach was also ripped to shreds or scar tissue or something. Don't quite remember the details. Suffice to say that after this all happened the doctors said I should have been dead but somehow I didn't die. So when they fixed me up, I was in a coma for like 8 months (what they say about you being able to hear people while you're in a coma isn't true btw, either that or I don't remember) after I woke up they said I couldn't ever possibly walk again. So I was put into orthopedics? I think is what it's called.
And after a while I could walk again just fine thank God. Keep in mind this all happened after the accident when I woke up from my long coma. After all that I was put in a terrible back brace for like 5 more months.
Back then I had a terrible doctor that didn't want to give me pain medication because it was "had for your liver" which is a joke because I've done my research since then and as long as you don't take a lot of acetaminophen you're alright. Anyway I didn't know that back then so I trucked through the pain for six long months. Also since then I've been put through like 50 x rays and that 3d x-ray thing and doctors can't find anything wrong as to why I have pain in my back which is just sad.
So to cut it short that's my story on why I have pain. So now I'm almost 21 I have a great pain doctor and I guess a decent primary doctor.
My pain doctor believes me and believes the pain that I have is muscle pain so every month I go in and receive pain shots that don't work :/ but he says just do it so that they have it on paper that they tried everything before giving me pain medication. So he's a cool doctor and one of the few I have had that I trust fully.
So every month I have to come in (stupid new FDA laws am I right?) to get a script for carisoprodol, and norco 10-325.
HERE IS ONE OF MY MAIN QUESTIONS (CAPITALIZED FOR THOSE WHO SKIPPED OTHER THINGS)
Currently I told him, and this is true, that the norco isn't working like it used to for my pain so he said that I have built a lot of tolerance since I've been on it for at least 2+ years.
So he said that he's going to script me some percocets for this month. I asked if it'll help the pain more and he said something like "it's called cycling. Once you build enough tolerance I switch you to a different medication for the pain to lower your tolerance of the one that you were on."
And I was very happy because I read about this before but no doctor ever believed in this or did this for me before.
(they used to do this a lot way back when people were given cocaine for their pain. They would dope them up with herein to lower their cocaine tolerance just a fun fact.)
Now here's the very big problem I am facing currently. I am in the worst back pain in my life right now. I have read that oxycodone is stronger than my norcos but I'm doubting that right now.
I was able to stop taking norcos for 3 days only before the pain got unbearable (this pain is like "I need a hospital" pain) and luckily my parents have norco scripts they don't use and they give them to me. So I had back up. Thank God I have great loving parents.
Now what I want to really know here is why is the pain so bad? Is it withdrawal? This was my first thought. I figured going on these forums would be the best step for information. Oh also I was taking 4 10/325 norcos and 2 somas in the morning and the same at night.
For a total of 8 norcos and 4 somas a day. I figured this is why my pain is so tremendous at the moment.
Am I right? Or am I somehow immune to freaking oxycodone? I take 4 of those with 2 somas and they do not I repeat DO NOT cut the pain.
However if I take 3 oxycodone and only 1 norco with 2 somas it cuts through the pain for most of the day until night. Why?
Why does that one norco make such a difference? I thought I was going crazy. I thought the pain was inside my head. But it's not. I am very proud of myself that I cut myself down to only 2 norcos a day. The pain is still very bad but I'm willing to take a little bit of pain so that the next month I won't need to take as many pills for it.
So is the pain of withdrawal overpowering the power of oxycodone? How...?
Also here is a list of the medication I'm currently taking if it helps at all.
Also I am prescribed all this medication (155 norcos, 90 somas, currently 90 oxycodone, 90 xanax, 90 lorazapam and 90 triazolam) just in case you were wondering.
Day time (for this month) 3 oxycodone and 1 norco. 2 somas and a xanax.
Night time - 3 oxycodone and 1 norco. 2 somas.
Bed time (which because of work is usually at 5AM...) 1 triazolam, 1 gabapentin, 1 xanax, 1 lorazapam.
I realize the bed time pill schedule is very ridiculous but due to my work schedule and the fact that triazolam doesn't make me sleep I have to take these to even get a few hours of sleep.
I also unfortunately realize that most of you will judge me and say that I'm a junky and that I only take all this to feel high or a buzz. If that's how you feel then I don't blame you after all you don't know me. You only know what I have typed here. But I will say one thing, I work 40+ hours per week. I protect people (it is my job after all) I don't drink nor do I or ever have smoked. I do not buy drugs from people or have ever tried any illegal medication, not even marijuana.
The only reason I take what I am prescribed is because I am under a great deal of pain that only few will understand. I also have anxiety thanks to the car accident and I have been diagnosed with severe insomnia.
I noticed that I basically typed out a book and I'm sorry for that. Also please note that I have no intention to stop taking what I was prescribed because of I do I suffer from the pain, etc.
Thank you whoever reads this. I had more to ask but I don't think anyone wants to even read this much. Maybe in a separate post perhaps.