Tapentadol scared the shit out of me tonight. 8( I got four 75mg pill samples and took two at 11pm. I'd read in another Bluelight post that the experience was totally euphoric. Mine wasn't.
Within an hour of ingesting, I started sweating, felt very dizzy and nauseous. I was nodding in and out of reality - having discussions with people who weren't there while my eyes were closed. These little vignettes lasted 5 to 8 minutes at a time. I was at the market talking to someone about different parsleys... I was in a women's bathroom talking to someone while I sat on the toilet - FULL BLOWN, ANIMATED CONVERSATIONS while nodding in and out on my couch - only to snap out of it and into the hideous side effects again. I tried to lay in bed but my heart would beat more erratically when I tried to stay in any one place to mellow out. 30 minutes of that and I was a train wreck: rapid, irregular heart beat continued, as did the feeling of huge, porous cotton balls filling my brain, weakness in my legs, all over really. I couldn't meditate to get my heart rate down because my brain was held hostage, so I took 1 1/2 Etizolam (although you aren't supposed to take other benzos with this drug) and started eating anything I could find to soak up whatever might not have made it through my blood stream. I vomited it all up within 30 minutes, ate a ton of shit again, threw up again, ate again, threw up again. It's taken five hours to come down. My chest is still vibrating but the cotton balls are gone and my heart isn't stressed anymore.
I'd expected a euphoric full body buzz but came pretty close to driving myself to the hospital tonight. Take from it what you will.
Within an hour of ingesting, I started sweating, felt very dizzy and nauseous. I was nodding in and out of reality - having discussions with people who weren't there while my eyes were closed. These little vignettes lasted 5 to 8 minutes at a time. I was at the market talking to someone about different parsleys... I was in a women's bathroom talking to someone while I sat on the toilet - FULL BLOWN, ANIMATED CONVERSATIONS while nodding in and out on my couch - only to snap out of it and into the hideous side effects again. I tried to lay in bed but my heart would beat more erratically when I tried to stay in any one place to mellow out. 30 minutes of that and I was a train wreck: rapid, irregular heart beat continued, as did the feeling of huge, porous cotton balls filling my brain, weakness in my legs, all over really. I couldn't meditate to get my heart rate down because my brain was held hostage, so I took 1 1/2 Etizolam (although you aren't supposed to take other benzos with this drug) and started eating anything I could find to soak up whatever might not have made it through my blood stream. I vomited it all up within 30 minutes, ate a ton of shit again, threw up again, ate again, threw up again. It's taken five hours to come down. My chest is still vibrating but the cotton balls are gone and my heart isn't stressed anymore.
I'd expected a euphoric full body buzz but came pretty close to driving myself to the hospital tonight. Take from it what you will.